Lisa's Tears
CHAPTERS. 47 Living in regrets

Aska sits on the balcony of her room, drinking alcohol every now and then to forget a little about her regrets to Lisa, what else she has 1 year of living with regrets, even though she tried to classify Lisa with Arga, Arga, but his heart still, he felt his life shattered into pieces, he also thought maybe Lisa used to feel more pain, because it continues to struggle to get it, but now even Lisa has completely forgotten it. Lisa's marriage has been quite a blow to her, not to mention when she heard that Lisa was pregnant with her child Arga, and even 1 day ago Aska heard that Lisa had given birth, making her regret it even more, regretting everything he has done for a moment of happiness, he and Lisa should have been happy because the economy was fulfilled, and Lisa was pregnant with her child, but now Lisa has a child with Arga, she said, the man who had always stood behind Lisa all this time

" Ashka, why are you stupid?! Lisa's been happy with Arga, but you for 1 year her life was just drunk and living with regret."

Aska talks to herself while shedding tears, as Lisa gets married and tries to make iklas, but still her heart can't clique Lisa, but still her heart can't, even the initial shadow he married with Lisa always swirled in his brain. Aska had been drinking alcohol many times to forget Lisa for a moment, but the results were always nil

" Is this a punishment for me, until I'm tormented without Lisa?"

Aska asked herself. Aska's body is increasingly unkempt and increasingly thin, it turns out that forgiveness from the two of his masters still can not make him happy, because the relationship with Lisa can not be repaired at all. Aska tonight has spent 4 bottles of alcohol, but still can not make him drunk. The two Aska parents just looked at Aska from the Aska room, they felt very sad because the only child now lives with regret, to make his son always drink alcohol, he said, the two Aska parents have indeed repeatedly to prohibit Aska from drinking alcohol, because they are afraid that Aska why, but Aska does not mengubris their words both, Aska always memunum alcohol every day

" Pi, what should we do? We have as much as possible to prohibit Aska from drinking alcohol, even we have been looking for a woman so that Aska would choose one of the women, but Aska still always refused, he said, and now that Aska's getting thinner, her body's not being taken care of."

Key asked with teary eyes, he was very sorry to see his son become like that, but he also could not do anything, he had various ways he had done, but the results were still nil. Dellon simply replied by shaking his head, he also really did not know what else to do to change the bad habits of his son who was always drunk. Key who saw the answer from her husband, she immediately hugged her husband while crying softly, she was also tormented by the incident that befell her son, she also, but he could only be silent and could not do anything more, because all the ideas he tried always failed in the eyes of his son. Dellon also returned a hug from his wife while stroking her head

" Mi, we can not do anything else, because we have various ways to do for Aska, but the results are still nil. Mami don't cry anymore, already every day mami cry because of Aska's behavior, maybe this is a punishment from God for Aska, because Aska always does not appreciate the struggle of Lisa who tries to the integrity of her household."

" When is Pi? Until when Aska is always like this, mami is tired of all this, mami wants to see Aska smiling cheerfully like she used to be, wants to see Aska happy with the woman Aska loves."

Key spoke while banging on her husband's right chest, but he kept his head on her husband's left chest, of course he felt very sad to see his son who had always been like that, for wherever she is a mother, she will always be sad when she sees her child living in regret

" Papi isn't old until now, but we don't get tired of praying and asking God, that Aska accept the truth, live like it was, and classify Lisa for good."

Of course Dellon didn't know, until when his son stopped regretting it and likening Lisa. Aska wiped her tears violently, whether it had been how many thousands of tears she let out during these 1 year, for 1 year she would shed tears, if she remembered about Lisa, if she remembered about Lisa, even since Lisa got married, she could not forget Lisa for a second, if she did not fall asleep

Again Aska spoke for herself, even the conversation never escaped the sight of her parents, because the two parents always heard her complaints, she said, even though both of his parents did not talk to him

" If I had not been afraid of suicide, I might have done it, so that I would not feel the pain that was in my chest that was like being pierced by thousands of swords, he said, but I'm afraid that I'm still alive until later I feel pain in my body not just in my heart."

Aska wanted to kill herself, because she felt a deep pain in her heart, but she was also afraid of failure, making her feel pain in her body as well. While Key immediately released a hug from her husband with a spontaneous, because he heard his son who wanted to kill himself. For 1 year Key always heard all his complaints, but he never heard the words of his son who wanted to kill himself

" Pi, what did Aska say Aska would do? Or is Aska just talking?"

Dellon was also very surprised and afraid of anything happening when he heard the words of his son, but he was as much as possible to calm the wife, so that his wife was not too worried

" Papi is sure that Aska will not do anything harmful to herself, she does not need to worry, she must be calm, and as much as possible if we always monitor our children mi."

Key answered only with a nod of his head, he agreed to the advice of her husband, if he should not let his guard down, and always keep an eye on his only child, so that nothing happens. After that Dellon immediately invited his wife to sit on the sofa room Aska, because he felt his legs were sore

" Mi, let's sit on the sofa, papi's legs are already feeling sore."

Key simply replied with a nod of his head, then they immediately walked towards the sofa, after which they sat on the sofa. Key resuscitated her head on the chest of her husband's field while continuing to look at her son

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