Lisa's Tears
CHAPTERS. 30 Miscarriages

Now Aska's mind is filled with the word supposing. Had Aska not wavered, not been complacent with a moment of happiness, maybe he would have lived happily with Lisa, and had children with Lisa. Aska recalls the beginning of her destruction, when she saw Sella for the first time in the house she lived in with Lisa, Lisa who brought Sella home. After that Sella cleans the house, because Lisa is busy with her work. What's more when Lisa told Sella to be her personal assistant, Sella always paid attention to him. Aska begins to ask about Sella's origins when the two were alone with Sella. Sella tells that she only has one mother and two younger siblings, because her father is dead. Sella goes to the city to find work, to pay for her younger siblings, because she is the backbone of the family and Sella also ends up being a vagabond for not getting a job, eventually, Sella is brought home by Lisa. From the story of Sella, a sense of pity appears in the heart of Aska, seeing the weak Sella as if in need of protection, making Aska instincts appear to want to protect Sella. Somehow like how it started, Aska began comparing Lisa and Sella. Aska felt like a whole man, in Sella's life, and felt that her presence meant a lot in Sella's life. Sella gives a sensation if she becomes a real man who can protect, and guarantee the needs of a woman, unlike he was with Lisa, who is not, he feels like a man who has no significance to Lisa. Lisa is too independent, even Lisa who gives capital to Aska's business, making Aska's self-esteem hurt, so Aska venting instincts as a man on Sella. Aska and Sella initially establish a relationship on a reasonable basis and in a safe zone, but temptation always comes suddenly, making Aska cross her limits and break the sacred promise with Lisa, who is in love with her, until finally Sella is pregnant with her child, what else Lisa caught her with Sella, making her have no choice but to choose Sella and her child. Aska also felt her feelings for Lisa had worn off and replaced by Sella, making her very sure she wanted to end her marriage with Lisa. Even Aska did everything she could to make Lisa's heart break into pieces, because she only thought about how she could marry Sella, and live happily with her son, but she was wrong, he said, if his love is still intact to Lisa, and his feelings for Sella only because when he is bored, he is, namen Aska forgot that her sense of boss came as an ordeal to test how firmly someone held on to her feelings. It was like Aska who left Lisa with her boss, and forgot her choice first, and now Aska was busy thinking about supposing, which was just wishful thinking. Aska started to dream. If Aska changed and fixed everything.Please forgive Lisa, will Lisa want to accept it Again, will'have her parents admitted it again, will'had her parents admitted it again, will she be able to start a new household with Lisa and have children with her. Aska deeply regretted it, he wanted to turn back time so that he could repeat his choice first. If Aska hadn't compared Lisa and Sella, it probably wouldn't have been like this, but she realized, she couldn't have turned back time, now he must account for all his mistakes by trying to build his business for his son, now Aska will survive with Sella because there are their children who need Aska, who will be in need of her, he can't be selfish anymore to ask Lisa back to him. Aska wiped her tears, and then she walked out of the room to see Sella. Aska immediately told Sella to sit down, because Sella was still standing

" Sit down, I want to talk to you for a minute."

" What do you want to talk about?"

" You know that my business is on the verge of bankruptcy, let's sell this house for capital."

" Where are we going to live?"

" We're gonna find a smaller house first."

" Alright, just sell the house, but I'll go, and send me money every month and if your son is born, I'll give it to you."

Aska was very angry with what was said by Sella, how can Sella say it easily, she has sacrificed a lot for Sella, even giving up Lisa for Sella, and even giving up Sella, but Sella easily wants to leave. Where is the word of love that used to be said Sella, a word that will always be beside Aska no matter what happens. Not yet surprised Aska with his surprise, he had seen Sella packing her own things into the suitcase, after Sella immediately dragged the suitcase to get out of the house. Aska immediately holds Sella's wrist, to stop Sella from leaving

" Let go of my hand, I want to go."

" Are you crazy? You left me when I let Lisa go. So the love you said was just material?"

Brakes....

Sella hit the table hard, making Sella fall down with a sitting position. Aska was very surprised, he immediately approached Sella, he felt very frightened when he saw Sella bleeding a lot in his thigh. Sella groaned in pain, while holding her stomach that felt pain, making her unable to do anything, even her legs felt trembling and limp. Aska immediately carried Sella to go to the nearest hospital, while on the way Aska continued to pray for her son to survive. Arriving at the hospital, the nurse immediately approached Aska who was holding Sella, then immediately took her to get help from a doctor. Aska could only wait outside the room, she was pacing around while praying for the two of them, until the room where Sella was treated was open, to see a doctor. Ask dangan quickly approached the doctor to find out the condition of both

" Where are my wife and my son's doctors?"

Aska waited for a response from the doctor anxiously, as the doctor only sighed

" Let's go to my room."

The doctor invited Aska into his room, making Aska feel more afraid, all thoughts continue to lodge in his brain, they reached the doctor's room. After sitting down the doctor immediately spoke to Aska

" I'm sorry sir, the mother of the fetus is paralyzed, and the child in her body cannot be saved."

It turns out Aska's guess is right, if her son can't be saved