Litmatch Made Us Meet
Untold

The day goes on, the relationship is getting more beautiful, all feels more real so that it fosters a sense of being deeper.

I didn't expect this relationship to last until this very moment, from what I had originally thought was just to try, to even lead me into a sense that had been hard to break.

Here is the first lesson I felt real love, made me more mature, taught me to be able to share time, to understand and care for others besides my parents and closest people.

today I live the activity with no enthusiasm, I have not heard from him for a week.

After he told me his last state that he was seriously ill, until this moment he never told me how he was, making me unable to calm down and keep thinking about him.

I opened the litmatch to see if he was active there? but the result is nil, then I open whatsApp but he is not active too, tiktoknya also has long no recent posts.

I became worried about his condition, I tried to tell my friend who is different region with me, I told him everything from the start I met with dianran until now he is very sick, he said, so he knows a lot about me and Dianran.

[He's not active on his various social media accounts, now what should I do?] I complained to him, sending messages via WhatsApp.

[You be patient, maybe he's trying to heal, you don't bother him just yet]

back from there trying to calm me down.

[But I'm worried about her, I want to hear from her even if it's just a short message]

I still insist on asking Dianran to tell me, even though I know my best friend also can not do anything even he did not know her.

[I understand you are very anxious to know his condition, but you are calm first, just wait to hear from him]

His advice from there was to try to understand my situation.

[Yes, I'll be patient waiting for news from him, but right now I'm very afraid that I'll get some news that I can't accept]

Reply with indescribable uneasiness.

[If she goes away for all eternity, know that you are the last woman at the end of her life]

My friend continues to give support and and encouragement, so that I do not continue to think about it, if later I drop my college will be disturbed, and I lose myself, he said.

'Love may be, but being too pussy is no good! because if he's not taken by God first, he'll be taken from you'

such is the perinsip my friend.he also once said,

' if you want your heart to be okay, then don't give it away completely to others, because when they find another heart they will return that already fragile heart back to you, a heart that is no longer intact as it once was'

'Like you lend an item to an irresponsible person, otherwise the blister may already be destroyed, so give it to the person who can be responsible for looking after it and appreciating it'

That's how he always reminds me, even though he supports my relationship with Diaran, but keeps telling me to be vigilant and not to get too carried away in it, but how else would I have gone so far to this point.

She was named Aida kavya tanisa, I used to call her 'Ai' my classmate from Elementary School to High School, but we were friends from Junior High until now.

I told her everything so that it made her baper severe, even when I told her about the dianran disease, she had a chance to cry too concerned about the dianran disease.

He also said do not let my story as in the novel dikta and the law, where nadihira lost his leg in the most meaningful person in his life, went to leave him because of kidney disease he experienced.

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In any case my mood is in the fog I have to keep going to college, from last night I continued to chat on various social media accounts that can be connected with him.

But no matter how much chat I aired there was still no response from him, until now I do not know how it is now.

When I was again pensive while listening to the explanation of the material from the lecturer in front, suddenly my phone vibrated signaling an incoming message.

With enthusiasm and hurry I immediately opened the zipper bag looking for a cellphone, maybe it was a message coming from him that I had been waiting for a long time, I immediately checked it while a smile appeared on my lips.

But immediately my smile was extinguished, when I saw it was not a message from him but from someone.

[Brows, It's been a long time since we've been preaching to each other, how are you doing now?]

Fill the message from there, making me immediately disappointed.

[I'm good, how are you?]

I reply with no excitement.

[I'm good too, how are you still with me?]

The sound of the message from there, made me think back to the diary.

[we have a few unresolved issues]

My reply told him our true situation.

[what problem?]

[I haven't heard from him in a long time, until now I'm still waiting for a message from him]

I wrote a message back from him.

[that means you were laughing, right? when you found out that the message was not from him!]

The reply from there made me speechless, one hundred percent of his guesses were correct.

[That...what are you doing now?]

I tried to shift the conversation, so as not to hurt her heart.

[I'm waiting for someone whose heart still belongs to someone else, but what I can do, I can't force to be with him]

"....."

His answer made me speechless, I had diverted too but he continued, finally I could only follow him.

[I've said we're just friends, I can't give you more of that]

I wrote a reply to him, who I don't know how many times I kept telling him, but he never gave up.

[Alright, if later you are hurt or not wanted by him again, then come to me I will still be here waiting for you ]

The reply from there made me feel guilty for him, he shouldn't have done it to me that would only hurt him.

He was named danendra darmawangsa, I used to call him nendra, a person I knew first before meeting dianran.

He once revealed his taste to me, yet I rejected him because I had chosen the dianran, but he never gave up on it.

I met her once, she's a real semarang and works at a cell phone counter in Semarang, she's a grown-up and considerate person, she's a gentle person, too, but I still think of him as my best friend.

[you're not working?] I asked him to keep switching the conversation.

[Long again, there are no customers. Are you in class at the moment? and am I bothering you?]

The reply from there was unkind.

[oh, so, yes! but the lecturer has come out since, so I am currently waiting for the next course]

He still continued to message me for a while, until he stopped the chat because there were customers coming, I also came to the lecturer who was ready to give the next material, he said, so we decided to connect later.

He actually wants to also step on the lecture bench, he likes psychology majors or not as a teacher (Bk) counseling guidance.

But because the cost is still not collected, he chose to work first to realize his goal to be handling the problem of consulting from others.

Because he has a complicated problem with his mental mass, so he chose the department according to him he will help others, who have problems with mental disorders and batteries.

He learned from the journey of his life, that it is hard when we are having problems, but there are no friends for us to share the story.

So if I have a problem I often tell him, and he is able to solve it well and is able to make us calm down with input from him.

That was his ideal that he wanted, he could really guess the character of a person without him seeing directly.

When I got home I took a quick break, then headed to the kitchen to cook.

Vidya again came out to give kitchen equipment that had begun to thin, she shopping minguan did not invite me, because I was again on campus so she decided to go alone.

After finishing cooking, I immediately ate without waiting for the vidya again, then after that I immediately went to the room to rest.

I went back to check the phone waiting for a message from him, directly to whatsApp saw the incoming message, I immediately opened our chat that had not been there for a long time, only my message was saturated without a reply from him.

I often check when the last time he was active when he never received news from him again, and it was a surprise that I turned out 2 hours ago he was active, but strangely he did not reply to my message.

And there was also something odd about her profile photo, I immediately clicked to see it.

What surprised me even more was that in his whatsApp profile photo there was a photo of a girl with her, it looks like the photo was taken when the streets outside again because behind it there is a beach baground.

Making my heart inflamed with pain, I tried to calmly send him a message asking what the photo meant.

because he was no longer active, I chose to wait for a reply from him while resting, because at this time I was really tired of what else I was not ready to face the reality that he later gave.

I sent you a message just to find out your situation, I expect a satisfactory reply not painful~ Lalisa nayyala trishala..

Tbc❤

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