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Bad News!

Currently I am busy with various organizations on campus, sometimes I often go home in the afternoon because of the many activities sometimes also until night.

Moreover, the increasingly crowded lecture schedule, making me have to be smart to divide the time.

I am currently in the fifth semester, where in a few years I will finish college, so I have to be more serious to get a high Ipk.

After last week's fight, we had lost contact for five days, but now it's made up again, no more.

He's busy with work while I'm busy with college, so we've started to rarely communicate.

Like at the moment he just sends me a message, which reminds me of health or safety.

[if it's late afternoon rehearsal drama, continue he said to go home at night, say well if you want to be accompanied]

[The spirit of his training, and carefully set off!]

[don't forget to eat! let's not hurt the stomach again, don't be too tired]

[Bye.. I'm off to work first yeah, dear?]

That's how the message is, sometimes we can only communicate at night, because after I finish doing activities on campus, just holding a cell phone and giving it or replying to messages from him.

There we can communicate, sometimes also if again tired or busy will not have time to report.

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After the rehearsal session, I immediately chose to go home because I was really tired, while some of my friends had chosen to rest for a while just coming home.

because it was night I was escorted by my friend, until at the rented I immediately cleaned myself, then had dinner and immediately rested.

I chose not to ask her to accompany me, because it was really busy so I did not have time to contact her.

Right now I'm leaning on the head of the bed, checking my phone for incoming messages.

Turns out he was active on whatsapp, I immediately typed a message to him telling me.

[Yank, I'm home! Sorry to be able to tell you how busy it is]

Fill in my message with him.

[yes yank, it's okay I know. You must be tired right? Then I don't bother you anymore, just rest]

[even though I actually want to say something to you, but it seems the time is not right, so wait for you not to be busy anymore]

The reply from there was to try to understand my situation.

[yes yank, especially her role is very much, because as a female lead must be professional, for good grades, yank]

I complained to him, telling him about my condition.

[yaudah rest first yank, if later we are not tired again we talk again]

Reply from there.

[It's okay yank, if not talked about it even makes me think, mending say just let me know, we're done talking later then I rest, yank]

My reply from here urged him to reveal what he wanted to convey.

[But if I tell you, don't be surprised, Dad?]

The reply from there, became a mystery in my mind.

[yank, actually I'm sick again!]

The five words he sent me made me wonder, if he was sick usually tell me what kind of pain he was, but this was like giving me a surprise, not saying straight to the point.

[What pain? a fever? or another stomach ache? Or what? Don't make me worry like this, tell me!]

My urges again began to be unsettled.

[I got late-stage lung cancer, yank]

the contents of his message from there made me shock like I was struck by lightning, I continued to read the contents of the message by repeatedly hoping I was wrong to see.

Lung cancer is a disease characterized by the growth of malignant cells in the lungs, This condition is one of the most common types of cancer in Indonesia.

GLOBOCAN data mentions the incidence of lung cancer in 2018 at 19.4% per 100 thousand people, the average death from lung cancer is around 10.9 per 100,000 population.

High cases of lung cancer need special attention, because if without proper treatment, lung cancer will trigger serious complications that lead to death.

Maybe because there was no response he received from me he sent another message.

[Said the doctor my age is not long ago, because the disease was long just treated, so the possibility to recover was minimal, yank]

reading the message made me limp, and my tears suddenly dripped.I was glued, my eyes blank not knowing what else to say to her.

Suddenly my phone rang, entered a video call from him.

"Yank, why not reply?" Ask from there with a relaxed expression.

"Yank, are you crying?" Ask with a surprised expression

"Why did you just say it now, huh?" Snapped me while wiping the tears that kept falling.

I've been in love with her, and this is the first time I've met someone like her, but will God separate us so soon? will God take her from me while I haven't been with her for so long.

The more I thought about it the more I sobbed, I had never thought about losing it.

"Sorry, if you want to leave after knowing my condition please! I won't be able to hold you back]

The answer from there looks resigned.

"What do you mean, tell me to go? You can't see me crying because I'm afraid you're leaving?" lontarku with a red face aura and stared at him with a bitch.

"I'm not ready to lose you! I can't bear it if you leave me alone here, hiks.... hiks.." I said fiery to him, holding back the cry by smothering the mouth but still will make a sound as well.

"Sorry" he said briefly, bowing his head.

"you said you wouldn't leave me forever, you'd be on my graduation day, and you'd meet me even if, but what's the tone? you want to leave me! Hiks... hiks... hiks.." I kept collecting his promises that he had said before.

"Yes, I said that once, but that was when I still didn't know that I was sick, yank" she replied from there in a low voice.

"Can't you try to heal for me?" I began to stop crying and looked seriously at her, with reddened eyes.

"I will try yank, but we don't know what kind of almighty will it is" he replied from there looking at me with a sad look.

"Yes, we don't know, but you can't just give up!" I tried to encourage him.

"Thank you well, all this time I've wanted to be with me. Well beautiful, healthy always, may your dreams be achieved one by one" the speaker from there more and more make me sad.

"Don't you say that?" I said with a hoarse voice.

"Don't cry anymore! later you can get sick, you know" he said from there in a soft voice.

"Wildamah! you just want to go, the sign is that you do not care about me anymore" said I snatch with the face of the bete.

"Don't get angry dong, maybe tonight is the last time we can talk like this, so we enjoy it? do not be angry" he said from there slowly and gently.

"Don't say that, you'll get well! Spirit for my sake" I replied in a hoarse voice.

"Yes, I'll try hard for you, don't be sad anymore, okay?" He said from there in a light voice.

"Promise yah, won't you give up?" I answered while raising my little finger pointing towards the camera phone.

"Yes, you also have to be enthusiastic, diligent lecture, do not be sad anymore, because not always I can accompany you like this" he said from there by lifting his little finger too, too, back to make my tears drip.

"Loh, don't cry anymore, my beautiful smile dong" he said from there with his trademark smile.

"You're evil! Time again sad at say smile" my answer while wiping tears with my lips.

"He. he. he.. he. let you no longer cry, just calm down I'm okay. surely I can recover, there are you encouragement" kekehnya from there see my behavior, while throwing words dreadlocks at the end.

"You mah, serious people are also joking" I said pretending to sulk.

"Let's not be sad anymore, I don't want to see my khalis grieve, so don't spill your tears for a person who's not good for you" he said from there.

"No promise, because who wouldn't be sad if I was going to lose" I replied to him.

"Yank already! you must be tired, right? the training continues to hear my story again, now rest well?" He spoke softly from there with a slight smile.

I looked at him deeply, scrutinizing every inch of his face enjoying the smile on his face, hoping it would not be the last time I could see him.

"Why bengong yank?" He asked from across the street while gnashing his forehead.

"Nothing yank, if I rest first well, you also have to rest! don't ambush! smoke less, if you can no longer!" My sweat on him.

"Every mother chief!" he was cheering from across while saluting.

I returned it with a smile.

"Yaudah yank I sleep first, later if there is anything do not forget to tell me" I told him.

"Yes yank, good night, don't forget to dream of me!" He said from there.

I nodded with a smile rising on my lips.

"Bye.bye... Sayank.

"Bye... Also, dear" he replied from there.

After that phone disconnected, I immediately put the phone on the nightstand, then immediately lay down on the bed.

vidya tonight didn't sleep here because he was making assignments with his theme again, so he stayed in his rented theme.

Because tired after returning from campus, in addition to hearing the bad news from the lamp, made me quickly fall asleep so that everything was dark and I did not hear any sound anymore.

Don't leave the heart, even without you I'll keep trying to keep the heart from dying~ Lalisa nayya trishala

Tbc❤

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