Litmatch Made Us Meet
Bad News 2
[Can I be honest with you? actually, for a few days, my illness has continued to recur]
[honestly, I really want to hear your voice, but I can't be selfish]
[I just want that little thing, want to meet even though I don't know when it can happen, that's all I want to tell you, it's fine there well, love you.].
After returning home from campus I immediately glided to whatsApp application, saw incoming messages and notifications about the tasks and activities of KTI (scientific papers).
KTI is a written work made with scientific principles, based on data and facts, such as observation, experiment, and study.
So for now, I don't have the leisure to accompany her to chat and tell her a lot like the usual days, because I'm doing an experiment about something.
[so on how, yank? Have you been to the hospital yet?]
[I also want to hear your real voice, but I'm busy for now, thanks for trying to understand me]
[Later if we are not busy anymore we chat well, yes I will take care of myself, love you too.].
[If it still hurts do not work first, rest enough, stop smoking it, I want to go first because the activities are still not finished]
I replied to him, I just came home from college, but can only rest for a while and eat, after that go back again to connect the activities that have not been resolved.
Sometimes I often ignore it because my time is seized by the busyness that is done.
He had complained in the absence of my time for him, but I could not obey him to have to keep preaching it, because this task had to be done to get a satisfactory graduation.
Sometimes I feel sorry for him, what else he is now sick should I have more time with him, give him more attention and care about his condition but I am also busy can not do it.
He could only try to understand my situation, be patient waiting for news from me.
If LDR fighters are this way, if busy can not communicate, sometimes also can not meet in person can only communicate and interact through online.
Right now me and some of my friends are collecting some data for observation.
From place to place to get it, sometimes it's hard to find it.
After all the data had been collected, I was finally escorted home by my friend at exactly 8:00 pm.
I rested for a while, then walked into the kitchen looking for edible food.
"Just home?" Vidya asked me, when I got to the kitchen, she was having dinner.
"Yes, what are you cooking tonight?" I asked him while approaching him.
"This. stir-fried kale, fried tempeh, the same was bought fried chicken from the front stall of the contract" he replied while bribing his mouthful rice
I just silently listened to his words while looking at the food that had been served at the dining table, after which I brought the plate immediately scooped the rice and joined with the vidya at the dining table.
Here we do not question who buys side dishes and who cooks, most importantly who is not busy doing it.
We understand each other, if he is busy it is my turn to handle kitchen and home work, from cooking to cleaning the house that is our authority.
"You're still in touch with dian?" The question broke the silence.
"Still, why vid?" I was surprised by his question.
Not usually he asked usually he was a joke, although I also had time to tell him until I had also given a photo for him to see the person, so little did he know about the lamp from me.
He was silent for a moment as if thinking of something.
"There's no reason, just a lot" His response while continuing to eat.
I don't think too much goes back to eating.
After finishing eating vidya made an assignment in the living room, while I went straight to the room to lie down, I had long left my mattress soft it felt like I had missed him, my soft mattress I came...
My body feels crumpled after a day of doing activities outside, it feels like I no longer have the energy to move, want it to immediately plunge into the dream realm.
When my eyes were closed and almost shifted my consciousness to dreamland, my phone suddenly rang.
"Yank..."
"Yes, why?"
"I'm sick, uhuk.uhuk.." he's from there coughing.
"Have taken the medicine yet? Drink warm water let it run" I suggested to him.
"Udah yank, but still" he answered from there.
"Clearly how? I'm worried about this!" Here I am worried about his condition, he said the more the day the situation was down.
"I don't know, yank if I go later remember ya! you have to take care of yourself, keep your spirit, and be happy, don't forget to pray!" He softly said.
"If the time comes I can't accompany you to the task again, can't hear your story anymore, and can't be the same you again, can't be, you are well well there I will still love you" she continued in a soft and low voice, making me shed tears.
"Don't say that yank! you will definitely be able to recover" I determined in a hoarse voice.
"But most likely not yank, thank you for the time of these months, thank you for being with me, I'm very happy to meet you" he said from there in a light voice.
"Don't you say that dear, you are making me more scared and sad" I replied in a hoarse voice holding back tears.
"I'm talking about the fact, so you'll be ready when I'm gone" he said from there.
"I'll never be ready!"
"You must be ready!"
"yank you must be cape, right, all day doing activities outside? mending now rest huh? Let me accompany her from far away, all I sing you let her sleep well" her narration from there makes me very happy.
Especially all day doing exhausting activities, so I need a mind that makes calm like this.
"All right" I replied briefly
It sounds like he's strumming the strings of a guitar sign that he's about to start singing.
Longing
Which I now feel
Be assured of your presence
Carrying warmth🎶
Cuddle her with a soft voice of shahdu.
Long-time
You are the prayer I asked for
God sent you to me
Filling my life story🎶
In my cycle you are my chandelier
In my heart you are my love🎶
You are the lantern in the soul
Strengthen the body of love
May eternal love tuk forever🎶
Hu🎶
I was moved by the content of the lyrics conveying a very deep meaning.
Long-time
You are the prayer I asked for
God sent you to me
Filling my life story🎶
In my cycle you are my chandelier
In my heart you are my love🎶
You are the lantern in the soul
Strengthen the body of love
May eternal love tuk forever🎶
In my cycle you are my chandelier
In my heart you are my love🎶
You are the lantern in the soul
Strengthen the body of love
May eternal love tuk forever🎶
The song he sang made me lulled, so that it gradually became my companion to the dreamland.
After that I did not hear any sound anymore, in the condition of the telephone connection is still connected.
It's not the first time she's sung me like this to sleep, but it's really romantic when she sings like this, hinting at how much I mean in her life, and it makes me happy.
♤♤♤♤♤♤♤
Next day
I was in a class and at this time, the lecturer was giving the material to be learned, suddenly my phone vibrated indicating the incoming message.
I deliberately gave the vibrating mode a bit unsettling during class, fortunately the lecturer did not hear it otherwise I would be hit by a reprimand.
[About yank]
Fill in the message from there.
[Geez yank, coughing up blood?] I panicked when I saw him.
[My chest hurts] she complained from there.
[Geez, I understand how it feels to cough but it hurts, have you tried taking traditional yank medicine?]
Reply me while typing secretly behind the back of my friend, because my lecturer this one does not like if he is explaining the material but we do not listen to him, he will be angry.
[what is it?] Reply from there.
I kept crouching behind my friend's back, while occasionally glancing ahead I saw the lecturer.
[Try me later I ask mommy? you know, my grandfather was sick with lungs, too]
My reply, continued typing reply stealthily.
[It's okay, I'm just telling you]
The reason from there was sad.
[no! I also know how sick you are]
[Often if the pain is marked by chest tightness, pain and pain when coughed]
I tried to understand his situation and was concerned about his condition.
[yes the signs mentioned are true, thank you yank, already care about me]
Reply from there with a sad emot.
[I'm going home soon, you need to get well!]
[I'm worried about you right now, when I saw the entry message earlier my heart was beating fast, I was shocked yank]
Reply again.
[Don't worry about tomorrow I'll go check up, you're fine there]
The reply from there made me sad.
[I'm just telling you, but I don't want to make you worry and think]
[Now you have class? Then I don't bother anymore wait for you to come home just talked about again]
[I rest first well, if later it's home, change clothes do not forget to eat, already well]
After hearing from her made my focus disappear throughout the class, I stared ahead excitedly.
I wanted to end the class so I could hear her voice, but I could do it.
Your pain my pain too, because your heart has been adrift with me to become one~ Lalisa nayya trishala