Longed Love
"Very Dear"
I don't know why I'm so loved and loved by Leonard, this late blue blind guy who's so close to me and even we've been living together even though we haven't done anything usually done by lovers.
Leo, that man loves me so much somehow I'm so afraid of his love for me, I'm afraid to let him down and make him sad,on the other hand I'm afraid he hates me for a moment when I'm not with him for the rest of his life.
"Erlye...!!"Call Ditta while running up to me.
"Hi Ditt, I'm sorry, why are you heh?"Erlyen asked as he sat next to Ditta in his office cafeteria where he worked.
They were so engrossed in the story and they did not realize that Leonard was standing at the door of the canteen staring directly at the two women.
"Lyen, your future husband has been staring at you intensely ever since."Ditta said with a friendly smile to Leonard but not responded at all by the man.
That man would never smile at anyone but Erlyen.
It turns out Leonard didn't return a smile from Ditta's best friend Erlyen.
"Lyen, can you see it at the cafeteria door, right?Your future husband is staring intensely at you, don't you realize it?"Ditta elbowed Erlyen's arm made Erlyen shocked and immediately spilled the glass containing the drink onto the table and hit the shirt he was wearing.
"Sorry Lyen I accidentally...!!"Said Ditta again while taking a tissue and cleaning Erlyen's clothes that were affected by the spill.
"What's so, baby, I'm bringing a change of clothes I can change really."Erlyen said to appease Ditta.
Suddenly Leonard came to the two women and he swiftly gave his handkerchief to Erlyen while smiling meaningfully.
"Darling with me to my room?"Leonard's word while pulling Erlyen and Erlyen's hand just followed and he did not want to dispute Leonard.
Erlyen said to Ditta, "Ditt, I'm sorry Ditt next time we're together."
"Yes Lyen is fine," Ditta's answer as she waved her hand at Erlyen.
"Thank you, Ditt, for understanding."Erlyen replied again.
Leonard still clasped Erlyen's hand while stepping and he smiled triumphantly.
"And I told you, baby, eat with me in my workroom, the food I've ordered, why do you have to leave me, you're ashamed to eat with me, baby?"Leonard asked without regard to Erlyen's feet that had been scuffed due to the shoes he was wearing was not in accordance with the movement of his feet.
"Dear me...!!"Erlyen blazed brick.
"Why you, baby?"Leonard asked as he continued walking towards his room until they entered the elevator.
"My feet hurt, you didn't walk slowly anyway, play pull see.kakiku scuffed right?"Said Erlyen spoiled as he pointed towards his abrasive feet.
"Why should I hit you back, Leo?"Erlyen asked with a pouting face.
"Let me also feel the pain that you felt earlier dear?"Said Leonard again.
"But I can't slap you, baby?"Erlyen said as he looked at the handsome face that was right in front of him.
"Then don't complain, let me not feel guilty, baby."Answer Leonard again.
"I'm not complaining but I'm grimacing in pain baby."Erlyen answered again with a clear face makes Leonard immediately carry it like bridal style and bring it into his room and bring it back into his private room that is behind the closet book storage.
"Erlyen, as long as you know yes, I never want to hear you complain in the slightest because I don't want my beloved woman to get hurt or hurt in the least."Said Leonard while staring at Erlyen's face.
From her gaze Erlyen could feel peace and love like no other for her.
"Darling, don't look at me like that I'm ashamed to keep you looking at me like that, it feels like you're going to faint from being stared at by the most handsome guy like you, Leo."Erlyen said as he lowered his head.
"Don't lower your head baby, look at me because I want you to look at me without fear but affection and love."Leonard told Erlyen again.
"Darling, can I ask you something?"Erlyen asked Leonard who had been staring at him with a gaze that made anyone's heart that was stared at feel like it was dislodged and crushed.
"You ask me whatever it is I'll answer."Leonard is still in the same position.
"Darling don't look down but look at me, I'll never hurt you my dear future wife the mother of my son."Leonard's words make Erlyen's hair goosebumps.
"What do you want to ask, darling?"Said Leonard again with a big smile and put a kiss on Erlyen's forehead.
"Leo, why do you love me and not let go of me Leo?Though out there many girls are still holy and innocent who really want to side by side with a man like yourself who is very well established, rich and handsome why instead you want to like..."Erlyen's speech was interrupted by Leonard.
"Don't like but love you until the end of my life."Leonard's reply made Erlyen stop saying and look at the man in front of him in the face saying"I'm afraid to let you down, Leo,I'm afraid it's not like you expect Leo so I always keep my distance between us so that later in the day there's no misunderstanding and no lie between us Leo,forgive me for not believing in myself, forgive me for doubting your love for me. I don't want you to regret yourself later and curse yourself for loving a wrong woman like myself,the woman who had a child at 21 and doesn't know where her husband is."Erlyen said as she shed her fragrant tears.
"Erlyen do you know why I love you so sincerely?Because I know you're a good woman who's fallen into someone else's faults and just so you know Erlyen I'm very comfortable being around you,despite the many problems I faced but when I was near you it felt like all the burden of my problems was gone and went somewhere and was replaced with perfect happiness,I hope that you will accept this love of mine with great happiness and love, I know that you also love me just that you are ashamed to reveal all your heart to me."Leonard's reply suddenly made Erlyen silent and he unconsciously approached Leonard and sat on his lap and kissed the man's forehead.
"Thank you for loving me sincerely."Erlyen replied while immersing his face in the chest of Leonard's field.
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To be continued
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