Longed Love
"That feeling shackled my heart"

After finishing shopping we went home to our new home where Baby Kirana was being cared for by an aunt.

"Darling.I hope you don't leave me later because I love you so much and baby Kirana, I've considered her my own son and I don't want you to leave my life."Said Leonard while grasping my finger with a mouth but tightly.

"Erlyen you're not gonna leave me, are you?"Said Leonard again.

"Yes Leo I can leave you alone me and baby Kirana is part of your heart, we are part of your soul."Erlyen assured me.

"I hope you'll always be with me forever."Leo answered me.

"Leo I'm sorry I don't know what your heart is like to me right now."I murmured in my heart.

Suddenly Leo pulled my head and leaned me on his shoulder and said "One more time baby don't walk away from me I can't live without you,you know I waited and searched for you for years until I found you and it was impossible for me to let you go because I swore that you were the only owner of this heart,all this time this feeling is very shackled in the soul. And actually I can't see you with Albert I can't because you're just a solace and you're the only one who's always in this heart,I tried to hate you but my heart forbid even my heart never allowed my mind to hate you Erlyen."

I had no idea that my search would end in this city.

I just hope that someday when I'm angry and don't care about you please don't leave me, I'm actually very fragile if I'm not with you if I don't see you for a day it feels like my world is collapsing,I don't know why I'm so fond of you that even a lot of girls who exceed you have refused and never intend to find another.

"I'm sorry Leo,I don't know if you love me so much and love me but I'm afraid I can't return your love and I'm afraid I'm not who you want to be and one more Leo I'm not an innocent girl as you saw before, though,I already have a child and you hope that if you really love me please never bring up my past because I can't afford to have to hear all the abuse and abuse from your mouth."Erlyen's honest with Leonard.

"You doubt me, dear?"Ask Leonard again.

"No Leo I don't doubt you just I'm afraid you changed your mind and made the wrong decision and hated me forever."Saying again.

"Erlyen still means you doubt me, I don't like you to doubt me because I live because of you,I hope you never try to make a story that spurs hatred present in this heart for you Erlyen."Said Leonard arrived with a high suafa.

With lightning fast Erlyen grabbed Leonard's hand and grasped it lovingly.

"I'm sorry if I offended you, Leo, I didn't mean it that way."I was stammered and sweat droplets soaked my cheeks without me noticing Leo picking up a tissue and cleaning up the sweat on my cheek while saying "Pretty dear, dear,enough of our debate today I don't want you to be burdened by those shackles let go of all the hurt and hopefully you just want to be with me until we age."

Finally we arrived at the yard and we saw that the nanny's aunt was waiting for us.

Leonard opened the fan car door, grabbed the baby and hugged him tightly in his arms.

"I'm sorry dear papa, papa and mama long time ago ya go?Oh my dear you're thirsty, aren't you?"Leonard asked as he peeked at the beautiful baby's cheek repeatedly.

"Darling directly in the carrier you haven't washed your hands yet, this is the hand sanitizer."Erlyen said while giving Hand sanitizer to Leonard but he did not bother him because he was busy with baby Kirana.

"Tonight Kirana bobo is the same papa?"Said Leonard while blinking his eyes at Erlyen.

"Leo, what did you say?"Erlyen asked as he approached the blue-blonde man and hugged tightly onto Leonard's waist.

It's so strange why Leonard never wanted to date a girl out there even though many people like her?Leonard is so stupid that he prefers a woman like Erlyen.

"Honey tonight there's a party you come with, huh?I bought clothes in the boutique for you I don't want any reason for me yes I just want to go to a party with my beloved heart.

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"Are you ready, baby?"Leonard banged on the door of Erlyen's room.

"It's over again, baby."Erlyen replied but the sudsh passed from ten minutes Erlyen did not come out making Leonard no longer hold back his curiosity.

"Darling, haven't you?"Leonard asked very softly.

Without realizing Erlyen's nose was bleeding he did not think why until a nosebleed like this what's wrong with him?

Am I sick?But I don't feel like I'm sick?All the questions are inside him.

The door is getting in the gedor from the outside.

"Darling I broke the door, huh?"Leonard couldn't take it anymore.

"It's over soon!!"Erlyen Tal said he intended to tell Leonard what he had just experienced.

"Yes don't use long dong dear feet is already achy long wait you never come."Said Leonard again.

And finally Erlyen came out of the room and how amazed Leonard saw the wingless angel in front of him that "You're so pretty baby do you want to tease the guy at the party later?"

"Leo please I don't think that up to there I belong to you alone. "Talk Erlyen while grabbing Leonard's hand and they went to a party held at the five-star hotel.

"Leo I'm nervous."Erlyen said as he clasped Leonard's hand tightly.

"I've been on loan I hope you're not nervous anymore."Leonard answered Erlyen.

Moments later, they got into Leonard's Maybach.

The car also slides towards the party that became their destination.

"Honey until the party please don't spread the charm if not I will destroy the party."Leonard told Erlyen.

"Darling don't be so we're going to go follow the show people why we have emotions there, control dong emotions my dear you already have a daughter why is it still unstable?"Tanya Erlyen teases.

"This would be if only."He answered while turning the car into the courtyard of the luxury hotel.

To be continued

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