Longed Love
"But half my breath you"
How can you not know my heart Erlyen?"Asked Leonard who was getting anxious with the behavior of the young woman before him.
"I don't know if you really love me but I understand and feel that your love is for me alone."Erlyen's words made the man's heart become troubled.
"What's wrong with you, baby, I can you guess what's in my heart?"Said Leonard again.
"The name of true love must feel each other what is felt, therefore the extent to which their relationship is either forcibly separated or because of any imposing circumstances they will remain united, he said,it is God's most beautiful scenario. We are tested first are we able to pass all the aral and obstacles are there is what not?"Erlyen replied with full policy.
"You are right, true love, true love is indeed a love full of mystery because unexpectedly and unexpectedly everything will happen suddenly. I believe my soul mate is you so that even though you are very far away but finally we can meet even under different circumstances but I am sure this is a test that God loves me, he said,so that I can take care of you and my son Kirana."Leonard was wise.
"But baby forgive me, because sometimes I think that you only feel sorry for me and my son so you want to be better with me so that I don't stay away from you. All I know is that whoever loves each other when the woman is in trouble that men will try to make up with all the means to get the woman and then after they get married she will avenge all the grudges who was buried all this time in the woman for assuming the woman used to leave her when the love of the man was blooming."Erlyen's words made Leonard's brows furrow.
"So you think I'm a man what is Erlyen?Am I that bad as Lyen?"Leonard asked with a rumbling chest because he thought Erlyen was accusing him of revenge.
"Why did I get revenge on you we split up when we were kids and even then I knew about love?love and friendship, and, but you have to understand that time you and I were very small to understand about love you know that right and I as the man who loves you will never hate you for this love so much big and deep."Said Leonard with a smile and tightened his embrace.
"The full moon is beautiful, baby?"Erlyen said, switching the conversation.
"So pretty as you are."Leonard replied while tightening his embrace again.
While there two people who are kasmaran again busy hugging and telling stories about the way of life both of them also and that night the moon star so witness.
Each of them open up and exchange ideas for a bright future.
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The night was getting late, the night bird was getting noisier making Erlyen hide behind the man's armpits.
"Darling why are you?"Leonard asked while stroking the lover's hair.
"I'm scared...!!"Erlyen replied as he buried his head in the chest of Leonard's field making the man feel very comfortable being at that point.
"Honey hold me as tightly as possible so that you are always warm and will not be cold anymore. You know not the full moon is so beautiful you know not the moon is able to shine a light on everyone in the world at night but unlike you, you are the one who shines on my heart all day."Leonard teases Erlyen.
"You can do it."Answer Erlyen.
"Can I too?"Erlyen said again.
"Well let me hear..."Said Leonard.
"Do you have a key?"Erlyen asked Leonard.
"I want the key to open the door of your heart because I'm lost in this heart."Erlyen said while pointing to Leonard's chest.
"Needle...!!"Leonard said arriving.
"Cock-fisted?at least I'm trying, right?"Erlyen replied while sneering.
"It's a crunch..."Said Leonard while peeping Erlyen's forehead while whispering "I love you for who you are, I don't need your word all I need is you and not your word is dear. You know if I don't want us to be separated from Erlyen, I don't want that to happen again. I just want you Lyen. I just want to live with you staring into this future that is still ashes. I promise I'll keep this heart only for you one and our son."Leonard said with a smile.
"Sometimes I think.why I didn't look for you long ago when we were kids, but I finally understand maybe it's not time we were together and you know, baby,all this time I was so school spirit and worked whatever it was because I wanted to see you soon. I also want to honestly tell you I'm a connoisseur of women but I never hurt them. I also do not fall in love easily and whatever I want and want I always get but when I meet you my heart feels different,my heart was racing at a very fast pace and I was really scared of it. I know very well when my heart skipped a beat as a kid I made sure you were going through the same thing."Leonard said at length and confused Erlyen.
"Your mouth has an ambiguous meaning Leo, I don't understand."Erlyen replied while occasionally tasting the chest of the field made Leonard's heart was already out of order.
"Why don't you believe me, Lyen? You are half my breath, you are my soul mate, you are also part of my soul, you are my true love, and you are the one who can make a heart as hard as steel,and just so you know I'll never let you live alone I'll keep you company until we get old and keep it good."Said Leonard confidently and while stroking Erlyen's hair.
"But Leo, you,I'm just asking you for something when we're together I just want you to never bring up my dark past I want us to keep looking ahead and not into the past."Erlyen said again.
"Trust me, it will never happen and it will only be in your mind, do you want to make my heart hot Lyen?I can't bring up all the sad things that happened to you you know how much I struggled to get you until now I've got you why I had to do such a cruel thing to you,think with your brain clean do not make me uncomfortable like this you know that my love is very deep for you only one and I've said I never question the past please don't hurt me with that word."Leonard said firmly and slowly the land began to loosen its embrace.
Erlyen was silent and just stared at the moon with a smile on his lips.
"I'm sorry if I offended you, Leo, but I only spoke that way so you could remember what you said."Erlyen said with a sad smile because Leonard suddenly let go of his embrace.
"Darling to be released?"Erlyen asked who was unaware that Leonard was asleep.
"I'm sorry Leo, I love you as much as you love me."Whisper Erlyen and then he fell asleep next to the man.
Leonard who heard Erlyen's words felt very happy.
He looked at the moon and said in his heart.
"I love you Erlyen..!!
To be continued
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