Longed Love
"The True Fragility"
I look fine in everyone's eyes but it's all just a camouflage, a beautiful etched smile doesn't mean my heart isn't fragile,I am fragile and very fragile just that my coping mechanism is still very strong, I can still stand up straight and I will try my best to rise from this slump...could it be that my heart is too baper to make my heart ache.ah I don't know.(.By Esy K)
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Late at night I was pensive alone in my room as I stared at the moonlight that was somehow getting dimmer like my heart at this moment.
I don't know what I'm going through right now...
Today I really do not want to be disturbed by anyone including Leonard and Adrian.
I just want to enjoy my solitude and stay in my room without eating anything.
I want to fast and relax my brain and muscles first.
It is true that my heart feels pain again when I reflect alone and cross the shadow of the past that has faded but I do not know why today I remember it again.
Ah, it's really a silly thing that I don't have to remember and if necessary I have to forget everything about Albert, but how is it because I still have a little child with the fruits of our love.
Ah, if only time could I turn I don't want to be the stupid girl that the jerk wants to fool.
I'm so sorry for the rest of my life that I won't be able to forget everything related to that man.
I'm very fragile and very fragile,actually I am very hit with your current situation but I also have to think about the hearts and feelings of people who have been giving support and attention and affection to me to the point where where I almost forgot that I was at a high stress point.
My God, what was my parents' mistake in the past until I became like this?
I know I was wrong for not being grateful for what I've been through all this time, I shouldn't constantly blame myself for what has happened to me,I have to be thankful and grateful that I am still saved by God from a man like Albert otu so that I was met with a kind man like Leonard even though sometimes very annoying but at least I am I can smile back and feel that I can still live happily on this earth.
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In a beautiful garden sat a pair of lovers who were combining love.
Yes they are Adrian and Ditta. Adrian has anchored his heart to the girl who is the friend of his sister.
"Darling...when we get married, will you love me like you do now forever?"Ask Adrian.
"I will love you as much as I love myself and I will also tell you that you are the last port of my love,my heart has chosen you to be my companion forever so I will love and love you for the rest of my life and one thing will remind you please do not limit my relationship with my mother and my father and my only sister."Adrian told Ditta.
"Thank you very much for understanding and I hope that at this time we help Erlyen and Leonard so that the two of them open their eyes to each other's hearts and minds to receive each other and hopefully they can quickly unite and then we think about our happiness dear."Just keep Adrian on again.
"Dear I thought about that too."Said Ditta while laying her head on the lover's shoulder.
"Thank you baby, let's go home."Said Adrian while singing and holding Ditta's hand to the car park.
Meanwhile, Leonard's office is leading meetings with company officials and several small companies engaged in shipping cruises abroad.
They are discussing the increase in turnover that recently increased.
And that's all the results of their hard work that never lazily at work.
Leonard finally got the happiness that is immeasurable when he began to open the access of his heart to the idol of his heart aka Erlyen.
Because his heart was full of excitement so all his work went smoothly and also his heart was happier with Erlyen beside him even though Erlyen had not fully opened his eyes to accept Leonard's love.
"Very positive and I will never break my Erlyen heart, I will always make you smile and I will never let you be touched by true sorrow and pain."Leonard muttered with a big smile to himself.
"I've been very rich, my wealth has been very much for some of my descendants I'm sure they will never lack wealth and that's what makes me proud because the lives of my next descendants just enjoy the results of my hard work."Mumbled Leonard again.
"All I have gained with both hands and with infinite gratitude to the Breath-giver of life. What will I look for more than to please the people I love and care for...My only choice is you Erlyen, you are the only woman who adorns all sides of my life and I just want you to be with me forever."The whispers of Leonard's heart.
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"Erlyen's spirit shows everyone that you can rise from this crisis and you can be happy with your current life with your protective man as small as you used to be. The man who has loved you selflessly, loved you regardless of your bad past and wanted to be your brother, best friend, father and even brother and someone very special in your heart was Erlyen, please step aside so that you can achieve true happiness and discard all your frailty and unwholesome turmoil."Erlyen murmured in the heart.
My fragility this time I will make my joy that always makes a sad heart go away from my old life.
I must be able to reimagine my bright and brilliant future so that I will not disappoint those who have loved and loved me who have always supported me and raised me from my downfall the past. God is so good, He never forgets this despicable servant.
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To be continued guys, sorry for this author again there are problems to be resolved so rarely update.
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