
I don't want you to hold my hand
I just need you to understand
It's all up in my head, I''m making no sence
But I'm trying to figure it out
Cause it's something I never said
I'm so scared, I can't run I can't hide anymore
I'm falling so deeply
I love you completely
And I can't find what I know is beyond my control
Surrender so easy, I love you completely
I love you completely
Amanda's tears trickle down as the song begins to be sung by Arka. Not knowing whether this is the effect of pregnancy hormones or not, but clearly his heart was so touched.
The song titled, "Completely" which was later popularized by Shane Filan is like a true reflection of Arka's current feelings. He gave up on such a deep love.
Amanda could feel it, that Arka wasn't just singing. There is a sense of touch in each of the lyrics, which he sings.
Baby I've already said too much
Baby I haven't said enough
I'm just being on this
My heart's in chaos
And I'm trying to get the words out
Cause I've never felt like this
"I love you, Amanda."
Amanda was surprised at once haru, when the song was finished sung by Arka. And her husband even invited the attention of all cafe visitors, saying this.
He said while looking at Amanda, the cafe visitors turned their heads while clapping at the woman. Some cheered, making Amanda's cheeks red.
Arka then approached and hugged and kissed the woman, in front of the crowd. The visitors cheered once more while clapping. Amanda then introduces Arka to Keisha and invites her to sit down together.
"I didn't know you were singing there."
said Amanda, when they were on their way home.
"I'm ashamed to tell you a story, man. You know my work in the world of entertainment, not very famous. Job has also only been there a lot of time lately doang, I keep singing in that place. My work is not clear."
"Yes, why should I be ashamed. The important thing is work, not asking the parents. Not selling drugs or being a criminal."
Arka smiled and stroked Amanda's head.
"Tadi koq you can be there?" ask Arka.
"Yes, they are afraid. Because of that Keisha, she just came home from traveling. Haven't been home in a long time, she wants to see me and the others."
"Ow, traveling abroad?"
"Yes, from Europe. Have you been to Europe?"
Arka shakes.
"Not yet, Man." she replied later.
"But out of the country, have you?"
Arka nodded.
"It's the Asian region, it's also for filming."
"When, when do we travel yuk." take Amanda later.
"Bole, wait for the bocilli to bulge first huh. You stand out on the road again."
"Amanda laughed."
"Yes." replied Amanda.
"By the way, your voice is good." Amanda said again. Arka smiled again.
"Why don't you ever sing in front of me" Amanda said.
"Fear you have ear pain" replied Arka.
Amanda then put her head on Arka's shoulder.
"Yes."
"Hmm?"
"I love you."
Arka stopped her car, now looking deeply into Amanda's eyes.
"May I be horrified once more?"
Arka then kissed his wife's lips and did not let her talk again.
***
"Sir Zio, where?"
Nadine sends a short message to Nino. When the man didn't pick up the phone for the whole day. I don't know why Nadine's heart became so worried, as if something had happened to her beloved lecturer.
"Sir, answer...!"
Nadine sent a short message once again. But until some time passed, Nino did not give an answer.
"Well, where the hell is he." Nadine murmured full of worry.
"I don't know if I'm worried, I love him" he continued.
***
Time pass.
Rianti is finally able to meet Chanti and Widya. After Sisca sent him a picture of Maureen's two friends. Chanti and Widya were seen eating a vegetable barrage on the edge of the campus parking lot, when Rianti finally approached and greeted them.
"Chanti's sister is Widya?" ask Rianti.
Chanti and Widya sat at each other, then looked back at Rianti.
"Mmm, who is it?. Which faculty?" ask Chanti later.
"Eee." Rianti then took a bench and sat down near them.
"My uncle is one" Rianti told the vegetable lontong seller.
"Gue Rianti, his cousin mas Arka."
"Oh, Arka's cousin. You go to college here too?" ask Widya.
"No way, I'm here to ask you about Arka's mas."
Chanti and Widya look back at each other, and horror begins to hit the two.
"Do you know about Arka mas, who impregnated a woman named Amanda?"
Chanti and Widya again and again sat at each other. They did not know that their breakfast, would be wrapped by the feel of a hanger like this.
"Oh, don't ask us." said Chanti with a face full of worry.
"Fear of speaking wrong." he continued again.
"Yes, ma'am Rianti. We are afraid of being wrong." said Widya no less worried.
"Please me mbak, this concerns his mother mas Arka as well. She's been rumored about her son every day. Around the house, Arka began to digosipin. That's why I want to find out, please mbak."
"But you know Amanda?. asked Chanti.
"I mean, you know who he is?" continued again.
"You see it on Google" said Rianti.
Chanti sighed while scratching her head.
"What about you?" Chanti asked Widya, while Widya was unable to give any advice.
"Mmm, about Amanda. Yeah, bener. She's pregnant, too. Keep talking about that kid Arka's son, really."
Rianti looks shocked.
"That's all we know, isn't it Wid?"
"Yes, the rest you find out for yourself. Maureen knows a lot."
"No need to, this is enough. Thanks." Thanks." Rianti's voice was full of trembling.
"Partially I don't get along with Maureen, ever fought great when she was still Arka's mas girlfriend."
"This is sir, the money." said Rianti.
"Not eaten, neng?" ask the vegetable lontong seller.
"Take me Chanti or Widya's mom, I'm in a hurry."
"Oh, ok." said Chanti with a slightly dumbfounded expression.
Rianti passed.
"Mulet."
Chanti stopped the girl's steps.
"Yes" answered Rianti.
"If I think, just say the same Arka Amanda. Don't separate them, Amanda's a nice girl and looks like Arka."
"Yes, rather than your brother Maureen. Maureen is sleeping with any guy, and your brother always wants to accept him." Widya said.
"Abang lo treated like a garbage basket with him."
Rianti nodded, then left the place.