Love, I Surrender
I'm Not an Actor

Byurs.

Karin was surprised when her face was wet by a water flush made by a woman, “Mbak, what problem do you have?”

“Basic cheap women, snatch men's husbands,” shouted the woman to Karin.

Karin and her lover who were enjoying lunch at one of the restaurants in Jakarta were really surprised by the arrival of the woman. The woman folded her hands on her chest after successfully dousing water and yelling Karin the actor made the attention of restaurant visitors centered on her.

“Mas, know him?”

Devan was unmoved, he looked confused to answer Karin's question.

“Why shut up, answer this actor's question. Who exactly am I,” shouted the woman.  

“Dia .. Renata, we'd better go home. Don't fuss here, I can explain.” Devan's lover had already stood up and grabbed one of the hands of the woman named Renata. Whether there was any connection between them, Karin was clearly confused.

“No, I want you to explain who I am to this cheap woman,” show Renata to Karin.

“Mas Devan, what is it and who is it?” asked Karin softly, both of her eyes had already condensed in embarrassment to the attention and gaze of those around her. Even one of the restaurant employees approached the table where they were and told not to make a fuss.

“Mas and Mbaknya can move to a private room if there are still affairs that want to be resolved,” said the employee.

“Quick Mas, I wait,” Renata said again.

The position of the three people is now standing, Renata looks very striking with a dress without arms that are very fitting on the body even tends to look sexy. While Karin who wore pencil jeans and blouse tops in white with hair in ponytails looks very auspicious and adorable.

“Renata, we're the center of attention. I will explain at home,” Devan said.

Renata clucked and approached Karin and pointed at Karin's chest with her index finger. “You're the actor, Devan is my husband. You women pay attention really to the face of this woman, do not let your husband or your lover be taken by her,” cried Renata to the restaurant visitors.

Deg.

Karin was flabbergasted by Renata's words. Not expecting if Devan who was just three months into his lover is a married man. Not only disappointed, Karin was also embarrassed because of the name of the actor for her. It even sounded cheers from other visitors that might be aimed at him.  

“Mas Devan,” watered Karin with tears already dripping.

“Mbak,” call one of the maids aware of Karin who is still staring at the departure of Devan and Renata. Karin turned her head while rubbing her wet cheeks. Karin still heard the peckers talking about her, rushed to pick up her bag and headed for the cashier.

...***...

Karin lay on her bed staring at the ceiling of her room. Didn't know Devan was a married man. Although only three months official as a couple, but they know each other for longer. Precisely when Devan became a guest lecturer at a public lecture held at the Karin campus.

Karin who is serving as an MC interacts with Devan a lot, even when the event is over Devan who immediately approached Karin to exchange mobile numbers. Karin did not think anything and immediately mentioned her mobile number.

It's not easy for Devan to get Karin to meet let alone offer a more serious relationship. I don't know how many times Devan has expressed love but was subtly rejected by Karin. Self-conscious enough with his position of a nobody with Devan who is clearly the son of one of the fairly well-known businessmen in the country. Devan's struggle finally succeeded because Karin was devastated by Devan's persistent efforts to fight for his love.

“It turns out I was lied to. Karin, why are you so stupid,” said Karin.

Karin shed her tears again. He does not like the third person of a relationship and does not want to be the third person. Living in a limited condition with his mother and sister is also because his father is willing to give up his family to live with other women. He hated actors so much and without him knowing it he almost became an actor.

“I am not an actor,” Karin said in between her sobs. “I am not an actor,” he said again. Intentionally the words he repeated continuously in order to be able to suggest himself. “I hate actors and I'm not an actor.”

Karin's attention moved on her vibrating phone. There is an incoming message notification on the screen.

[Today, tomorrow you represent the marketing division at an evaluation meeting, including a presentation. Don't let our division down in front of the CEO]

Oh, my God, what other trials are these, inner Karin.

The presentation of the division was made together but his position was only an apprentice student and he had to present, moreover there was Mr. Arga CEO who was known to be cold, haughty and arrogant.

“It looks like I'm pretending to be sick so I'm not going in tomorrow. The incident was really mental, I really did not believe in myself.”

Karin will only reply to a message saying that she is not coming in tomorrow because she is sick, but there is a message coming in again.

[Do not accept rejection for any reason except doomsday tomorrow]

“Hahh.”

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