Love After Divorce: A Heart Wounded
Prayoga Dinata Akbar's

I married Kinara because I felt sorry for Kinara who lived a long time ago, also when she was fragile, I was just afraid she was depressed.

I always accompanied and supported him until one day he proposed to me and invited me to marry, I did not have the heart to refuse then I would, even though I had to argue with my lover Anita.

The three of us have been friends since High School, and then I was in a relationship with Anita before Kinara's parents had an accident, I don't want my relationship with Anita who just walked should end because I married Kinara,so I promised to divorce Kinara within a year, and Anita agreed and we still continued to have a relationship without my wife's knowledge, let alone we worked in the same office exactly Anita became my secretary, of course we became free and always together.

Day after day I passed as a husband of Kinara, never having studied his disability as a wife, he was always gentle and served me well, we served as a couple in general, we are under the obligation as a couple, it's just that he always asked permission to take off his kb, but I haven't allowed it on the grounds that I'm not ready and want to spend time alone.

I'm getting used to her presence like something's missing if she's not around, I guess it's just for a moment because I'm used to being together.

That day Anita kept urging me to divorce Kinara, but I kept stalling for some reason why I felt unwilling, it was clear Anita was urging because I had postponed it until now our marriage is three years old.

"Is this the reason you're alone, that you're actually starting to love her" I really don't know how I feel.

"Don't love me I just love you, only you" I just fucked him, usually it's active enough to keep him quiet and not push me anymore.

I don't want to lose Anita, but I can't leave Kinara either.

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The last month Kinara turned a little quiet I felt something strange, but I cleared it because she was still being gentle with me, serving me as always, to this day I'm fixated on her assertion that she hasn't loved me, and I don't understand when Anita has to hear her statement.

"I'm sorry, I've tried to love you, but I can't, I just think it's a reciprocal relationship.." Kinara thrust out a map "I beg to let go of me, so that I can live my life with the man I love..

divorce me"

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Yoga clenched his hands tightly "What do you mean Kinara?" his teeth were clenched for he was really angry, what did Kinara mean.

"I want a divorce"

"What you say, don't dream" Yoga was not willing, it's good that he won't divorce Kinara.

Anger Yoga is not restrained, he did not even realize the look of Anita who looked down sad, what Yoga did not intend to divorce Kinara, did Yoga have promised to divorce Kinara immediately.

Kinara chuckled "You're selfish, I don't love you, let go of me so I can live my life in peace with my lover"

"By calm, lover?, what do you mean treat me like this Kinara, after you meet again with your lover I have to let you go, don't dream"

Anita looked up manatap Yoga fiery defending her marriage, her eyes were already glazed.

Kinara saw it all "You don't be selfish, I'll at least let you go if you find your love, I'll let you go if it's your happiness"

Yoga froze, as did Anita who turned to look at Kinara, "What?"

Kinara sighed "Yes I let go of you, thallak me. mas then marry Anita" The eyes of both of them widened in surprise "I already know everything, about you guys, about you, about you who only married me out of pity" Kinara smiled bitterly, the scar now clearly visible in both of her eyes that shed tears "You just calm down, just calm down,I won't be alone when I'm divorced even if I'm a god"

"It is also not good for Anita's honor if you are just fornicating" Kinara looked at Anita who had been serving her husband without status.

"But I am.. !" Anita crying..

"Bec.." Kinara shook her head as if saying 'Don't talk if it'll hurt me'

"I don't want to blame anyone even if you're guilty, you're even right about your sins"

"Darling.." Yoga says it with a choking. "I admit I'm wrong but can we keep this up"

Yoga does not think that his words hurt Anita.

"Look at Anita, my husband doesn't want to let me go, but he can't leave you either, he's not greedy" Yoga can't say this again.

Kinara pushed her divorce papers "I wait for the mas in court" Kinara walked towards her room and picked up a neat suitcase, just one suitcase, her eyes circulated through her room which she lived in for about three years where she combined love with her husband, crocheting and making love, now all living in a pseudo'an alone.

Yoga fell, he sat down limp when Kinara really left and did not look back..

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Yoga stared at the bed beside him that was now empty, Yoga stroked his bed that was usually warm now feels cold, somewhere Kinara went, he had no family other than himself.

"Where are you baby, I miss you" sorry maybe yes, no! it is not possible but, Yoga really regretted why he only realized that he already loved Kinara.

Yoga attends his divorce hearing hoping to meet Kinara and talk to her for a reunion, but Kinara is never present, only a lawyer representing her.

Today is the trial of their divorce verdict Yoga has resigned maybe he should be sincere all is wrong he should not be selfish not he should let go of Kinara.

Unexpectedly Kinara is now present at the trial from the look of Kinara looks fine, thankfully at least the worry of Yoga does not occur Kinara living well, even Kinara's body looks more contained and looks more beautiful.

Kinara smiled and went to Yoga, who would soon become her ex-husband.

The verdict hearing has come out the hammer beat has indicated that they are now officially divorced.

"I'm sorry" Yoga asked Kinara to speak in a garden "I'm sorry I let you go"

"Everything is done, I don't need to be taken into consideration"

"Do you live well, where you live, do you have enough, you don't even bring a dime from home" Yoga's throat choked..

"I bring, I bring my savings money that I had before we got married, I also still have the inheritance from my parents, I also live well my weight even increased"

Yoga chuckled "You're like saying that living with me makes you thin, do you suffer so much?"

"I've been happy for three years, I feel loved, even though it's fake.. " Kinara smiled lightly, showing that her heart was completely sincere.

"If I say it's not fake what you believe" Yoga stared fixedly at Kinara.

Kinara shook her head "Don't tell me it's mas, it's all done now"

"Life well, marry Anita and do not continue to sin, give your relationship status, I go.may you always be happy" Yoga lowered her head with a raging feeling Kinara is now really gone, so go, everything is done.

Kinara still prayed for Yoga even when she had hurt Kinara.

"I'm sorry Kinara.."

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