Love After Divorce: A Heart Wounded
And Turns out

"Let me do it, it's my first time, let me take control.."

Abi could feel Kinara stiffening, then slowly Abi said "I'll explain later, may I continue?" Kinara nodded stiffly then Abi went back to exploring Kinara.

Every move Abi made seemed gentle and careful "Did it hurt? tell me if you're in pain" Feeling a narrowness upon entering Kinara, Abi asked worriedly.

"I'm not a virgin who's going to bleed for the first time" Kinara grimaced, hearing this is the first time for Abi, Kinara felt insecure.

"No, I'm just afraid of hurting you instead of asking if you're bleeding or not" Abi peeked at Kinara's forehead, then slowly re-entered Kinara.

Kinara looked into Abi's eyes, who was now staring at him even more and more crazy, "Don't think of anything in vain, this is my first time, but trust me I enjoy it, uh.." Abi moaned when his property felt in the squeeze, up and down movements began to do Abi to make Kinara mende legitimate.

"Did you enjoy it too?" Abi was still staring at Kinara's face which had now turned red, "Take care of me!" Abi rubbed Kinara's face, until Kinara nodded.

"Good, can I move faster?"

"Huh. uhm Yeah..Uh.." As Kinara said 'Yes' Abi spurred faster until Kinara involuntarily screeched.

"Mass?"

"Hum, yeah.." Abi's breath hunting him was still racing fast, it felt like he would go crazy if it stopped, this was truly incredible.

"I. ah. I.." Kinara felt like she was about to arrive.

"Oh, Kinara I'll.." Abi entered deeper with a single jolt until Kinara twitched, following Abi who growled as he pulled out his liquid for the first time, inside Kinara.

What happened at the age of more than three heads, Abi first did it, then what about his first marriage, and also Arumi? Arumi whose child?.

The question arose, in Kinara's mind after Abi withdrew, and her breathing was still panting with her chest rising and falling.

Kinara could see a satisfied smile from Abi's lips, like a child finding candy, was that so happy?.

Abi realized Kinara who looked up at him immediately hugged Kinara and then gave a kiss on Kinara's forehead, something that made Kinara feel so appreciated, what else Abi's next words seemed to catapult her "Thank you this is so amazing"

"Mas, it managed to make me insecure when I heard this was your first time.. " Kinara lowered her head, but Abi immediately raised her chin to look back at her.

"You think like that?, I only see you as being lawful to me, and there's nothing in my mind to think about anything else"

"I'm just afraid you're disappointed to find me not as narrow as a virgin.."

"Is it less narrow, my God. I even had trouble entering it.."

"Bag!!"

"What?, you're the one who lured me to talk like that" Kinara chirped, right he mentioned that, Abi didn't even mention it at all.

"So you can explain?"

Abi sighed, then his gaze looked up as if remembering something.

"I'm just an ordinary man, even far from the usual words that people imagine, I'm a poor man who has nothing and no one, I was raised in an orphanage because I was dumped by my parents, the parlour said they found me by the side of the road near the gutter.

"I worked so hard to achieve success that I succeeded even with not a little effort, one day I met Riana, she was a jolly and kind girl, I even really like it when she laughs and tells me everything she's been through. I'll happily listen to all her stories, just assume I'm her secret admirer, she said, who secretly admired him without daring to say so.

One day Riana told me that if she had dated a man in her college, yes we were five years old when we met and she was still in college, I don't know why I feel disappointed, from what I heard the man was a famous playboy and likes to play women, I even warned Riana, but Riana said she also loved the man, too, so I can only pray that Riana is always happy.

After all this time Riana came to me crying, that her lover left her and what made me even more angry was that she was pregnant, Riana intends to commit suicide he so hated the baby in his stomach especially he came from a jerk who had hurt him, and it turns out he was only made into a betting material, only, when Riana finds out she is pregnant she tries to find her lover, but her lover has gone abroad.

considering myself so painful to live alone and wasted, how could it happen before my eyes, Riana even tried to kill Arumi from the moment in the womb, but her efforts never worked because I always prevented it."

["What does he have for? damn why he's always safe!"

"What are you going to do after you eliminate him?" Abi is so disappointed how Riana could think of killing an innocent baby.

"Then I have to how, that jerk is gone, and I don't want to bear the shame of being alone!"

"I, I will marry you, let me be her father" Abi said confidently, but Riana burst into laughter.

"What are you going to do with yourself Abi, she is going to be a disgrace" Abi was stunned when she heard Riana say, how could she possibly say that, Abi clenched her hand holding the turmoil in her heart, angry and disappointed.

"No matter how I do it, I won't let the boy just die.."]

"And since Riana didn't want to bear the shame she ended up marrying me, I thought Riana would change as time went on, but it turned out that Riana had not changed and became, increasingly, drinking alcohol and not caring about her pregnancy, until Riana and I made a deal, she wanted to give birth to Arumi, but did not want to be bothered with everything related to Arumi, let alone to breastfeed, let alone breastfeed, Arumi never even got a hug from Riana."

"Until I finally realized there was no point in surviving when Riana had no intention at all to change, all this time I survived for Arumi's sake, but still Arumi was never touched by Riana.."

"Kinara wiped her tears, how unfortunate Arumi was, how could there be a mother who would ignore her biological child like that.."

"But now Arumi has you, and promise me you'll be a good mother to Arumi.."

Kinara nodded "I'll try my best.."

"Thank you.." Abi peeped Kinara's forehead.

"So for five years your marriage and Riana never did that..?"

Abi nodded "Once, I have lost my desire despite having admired him, even though we have slept in separate rooms, even since marriage.."

"I can't believe it, how can there be a man who is able to withstand his desires at thirty-three years of age.."

Abi chuckled "But I have no regrets, because I found you now.." Kinara would open her mouth but Abi prevented it. "Don't say anything about virgins or not!, because that doesn't guarantee happiness, and I'm happy to have you"

Kinara was stunned, was Abi really so happy to get it "Do you love me?"

Kinara looked at Abi expectantly, and wished Abi to say 'Yes'

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