Love After Divorce: A Heart Wounded
Abi's Feelings

Abi saw Kinara enter a car and drove away from the hospital parking lot.

Abi was still watching until the car carrying Kinara was swallowed by the road with the other car, Abi did not know what he was doing why he wanted to help Kinara, because he felt sorry?.

Every day even Abi could not calm down since Kinara returned to her ex-husband's house, what if her ex-husband's new wife did something bad to Kinara, considering that she also made Kinara lose her baby.

And also the gaze of Kinara's ex-husband who looks lovingly on Kinara, when Kinara was in the hospital Abi saw Yoga so agitated, and Abi knew it was because it worried about Kinara.

Remembering it all makes Abi more agitated, as well as worried. Abi fears that Kinara will falter instead of taking revenge, but Kinara instead returns along with Yoga.

Somehow after finding out Abi's fragile Kinara was getting more and more anxious to look after Kinara, Abi even paid one of Yoga's house assistants to keep an eye on Kinara, and tell her what was going on in the house.

Is it really just out of pity?.

Or there are other reasons, such as attraction to women.

Abi tapped his finger on the steering wheel roundabout, he recalled his first meeting with Kinara, was it true that he was interested in Kinara, not that Abi still had the status of Riana's husband.

Abi is too difficult to describe his own heart, even Abi thought his heart was frozen because the marriage that he lived for five years did not mean anything to him.

She used to love Riana, admire her and willing to do something unreasonable in her life, until the time they got married because they had to, precisely Abi who forced Riana and Riana began to show her ugliness including not wanting Arumi present in the world, several times Riana will abort Arumi since in the womb, Abi tried to do everything to save Arumi, Abi tried to save Arumi, and succeeding with an agreement that Riana did not want to be bothered to take care of Arumi, even Arumi was not given by Riana, let alone ASI Riana did not even want to see Arumi for a while.

Since then Abi no longer cares about Riana, what she does and does outside her home.

Abi felt his heart was dead, along with his disappointment in Riana, but at that moment he met a woman who suddenly gave him a food supply, and looked at him with compassion, until Abi thought he thought it was like a hungry beggar, even though Abi was reviewing his project that day and his car broke down on a deserted road, the severity of his cell phone died so he could not tell Rudi to help him, Abi had to walk a few kilo meters to find a resident's house to ask for help or at least find a stall, as Abi looked closer and closer to a small stall Abi stopped panting from being tired of walking, and that's when Abi met Kinara for the first time.

That day that Abi remembered Kinara's smile was so sad, if Abi guessed it was possible that Kinara was sad because her husband had an affair.

Then Kinara comes up with a aunt whom Arumi likes, Abi asks Rudi to find out her background, and Abi finds that they are the same person, getting to know Kinara, Abi was becoming more interested.

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Kinara enters the house and finds Yoga and Anita sitting on the sofa, Kinara sees Yoga stroking Anita's stomach with a smile and whispering something in Anita's stomach until Anita laughs.

Kinara clenched her hands remembering that she had lost her child to Anita, and now Anita and Yoga were happily waiting for their child.

Kinara's view collided with Yoga, and Yoga's smile receded, Yoga suddenly tense up and stood up "Ra." look at Yoga like a man who just caught cheating, Yoga, even though they no longer have a relationship.

Kinara smiled wryly then bowed her face and left from there.

Anita smiled at her smile, no matter how Kinara was with them, now her position was different, even she had a child she conceived as the most powerful rope holding Yoga with her.

"Mas let's dong again, said the doctor we should talk to the baby more often.."

Yoga cleared his throat then said "I have to take a shower first.." Yoga had just returned home from work, and she had intended to go home quickly to find out about Kinara's treatment, but by the time she got home, Kinara hadn't gone home at all, and find Anita and say that she should talk to their baby more often.

Yoga went but not towards his room but towards the guest room where Kinara was, Yoga would knock but saw the door slightly open Yoga unbundled his intention, from behind the slit Yoga saw Kinara crying and shrinking her tears "Ra?" Kinara turned her head and saw Yoga sculpting at the door.

"Why crying? you're fine, how's the examination?" Yoga looks worried.

"I'm good, things will get better soon.."

"Then why are you crying..?"

"I only remember my son, my gestational age should be the same as Anita's, right?" Yoga gulped his saliva "I think I should be grateful that he's gone.."

Yoga widened her eyes, what Kinara meant, she was grateful that their baby was gone..

"Because if she was still around maybe she'd be envious, because her father probably wouldn't treat her like his other children.."

Degh's..

"Ra, why do you say that, if he exists of course I will treat him well, he is also my son.."

"Why don't I think so? if you've betrayed me. It's not impossible that you did it to our son right Mas?. So maybe this is the best way.." The silent yoga took a while, they just stared at each other without a word, until Yoga spoke again..

"Do you really not believe that I'm really sorry about what I did"

"Can you do something to make me believe you're sorry?" Kinara.

"What should I do..?"

"Leave Anita!" Kinara looked at Yoga's slightly widened eyes. "You can't do it, Mom.. I understand now why you cheated on me, because you never loved me.."

"Ra?. You don't understand, I kept my promise because you asked me to marry Anita.."

"You forgot I don't remember.." Kinara turned her face away "I'll move soon, I think my heart will hurt even more to see your togetherness.."

"Where are you going? you're still sick Ra"

Kinara did not reply "Stay here, you don't worry, I won't make something that hurts you.." Yoga left with a bow, the greater the guilt on Kinara, all this time he could only hurt Kinara, and now even Kinara still had to be hurt by him, Yoga could not let Kinara go from here, half of his heart wanted to continue to be able to see Kinara around him, should Yoga leave Anita for Kinara's sake, like Kinara's wishes, then what about his son.

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Hay.. I'm up🤗 , although maybe not every day, but I will try to continue.

One week has passed but the vibration is still there, my Earth is still shaking😭.

Thank you for your prayers, for all of you🙏.