Love After Divorce: A Heart Wounded

Love After Divorce: A Heart Wounded
Meet Grandpa and Grandma


Anita still think where she had met Abi, until it was time to sleep Anita still remember when and where, while in the hospital? no Anita had met Abi before that, that day Anita also thought she had met Abi and after the meeting Anita remembered where she had met Abi.


Anita shook her head maybe not something important, already Anita decided to lay her body on the bed, turned to the right where Yoga should be, but until now Yoga does not show his face.


Anita touched her stomach, then looked up at the sky of the room, in her heart she kept muttering words of forgiveness.


Anita's mind returned when the doctor said there was a problem with the baby.


"There's a problem with your baby"


"A-what do you mean?" Anita began to worry from the beginning seeing the doctor who looked pity on her made her frightened.


"Fetal growth is very slow should the baby's weight has been stable since the age of 7 months, and now one month before giving birth to the baby's weight is still like the last check"


"I've suggested not to stress, but it seems you are too depressed to have a big effect on your baby.."


"Then about your complaints out a lot of fluid, we have to do a lab test, because from the results of the ultrasound of your amniotic fluid has been reduced, we must immediately schedule an operation to remove your baby, if it can not be dangerous.. it could be that the amniotic fluid has been inhaled and swallowed.."


"And the worst part.." The doctor sighed, when Anita's face was pale with the look of a stunned face, while the doctor seemed to have not finished bombarding her with painful reality, now what else..


"I also found a lump near the uterus, right in the baby's birth canal.." Anita was speechless and her tears suddenly flowed into the river.


Gosh darn..


"If you don't get the baby out now and give birth normally, worrying about when the baby comes out will make the lump rupture and bleeding, and it will be very dangerous for your own life.."


Anita sobbed until for a while the doctor let Anita vent her sadness.


"What should I do?" with breath still wheezing, and a hiccup Anita began to open her voice.


"Do a cesarean section remove your baby, then you can do the treatment as soon as possible.."


...


Anita wiped her tears, the problem was many times, if she took out her baby now, she would soon lose Yoga, because as soon as she gave birth Yoga would divorce her, if Anita persisted for Yoga's sake, she would lose Yoga, the state of the baby will be in danger, and the more terrible the tumor in her womb will get bigger, then her life is at stake


As if to bet with Anita's life to sacrifice only for the sake of Yoga, but until now Yoga is still indifferent, Yoga does not know that Anita is on the verge of death, especially her condition that can not swallow hard drugs because it is pregnant, it's fitting that she always feels pain in the lower abdomen, Anita thought it was because she was always stressed but the trigger was not only that, Anita said, there is a tumor in the mouth of the uterus or can be called cervical cancer.


Anita wants to cry howling why she just found out now, and how could she not realize she was sick.


But the rice had become porridge when she sacrificed her entire soul and even the life of her own baby, she was not considered at all by Yoga.


Anita's selfish? yeah, that's true.


Anita evil? that's also true.


How could she bring her baby to death with her, just for the sake of the man she loved who had hated even cursed her.


"I'm sorry Mama, but I really don't want you to be cared for by others, so it's better if we die together, after all, if you want to take care of a disabled child like you.. the world is too cruel, son.."


All because of Kinara, now she is alone, no Yoga or anyone else.


...


"Mas, are you kidding me?"


Abi looked at Kinara flatly, he was indifferent when Kinara was mish-morning due to Abi's behavior, since the reunion was over a few days ago, today Kinara's phone keeps ringing even since waking up.


And that call from a WO that Abi rented, not to mention a few minutes ago, she received a call from a boutique to try on the dress that Abi ordered two days ago, after the reunion event Abi really did her plan.


"Mass?" Kinara stomped her feet in annoyance, as Abi was still acting as if he had done nothing wrong.


"What?"


"Why did you do that without telling me first, but I'm not ready to get married yet.."


Abi sighed, he knew Kinara wasn't ready, but Abi wanted to prove he was serious about his intention "Today I'm not working.."


Kinara chided "It's none of my business, which I asked why you did that without telling me first!"


"And I'll take you somewhere"


Kinara frowned, she did not want to go anywhere, why did Abi seem to avoid her question.


Kinara sighed and then chose to go to prepare Arumi to go to school, but when Kinara entered Arumi's room, Arumi was neat but not wearing her uniform.


"Dear you took a shower?" Arumi nodded "Why don't we wear uniforms, we're going to school.."


"Said Papa today Arumi can take off because we'll go for a walk"


"Where?"


Arumi shook her head "Don't know"


By noon Abi was ready and went down the stairs to meet Arumi and Kinara who had been waiting for "Is it ready?"


Only Arumi nodded in spirit, while Kinara was silent.


Abi took Kinara and Arumi by the hand and let them into the car, traveling for almost two hours because the car was traveling at a moderate speed, Kinara began to recognize where this road was heading, Kinara turned her gaze to Abi, who was still calmly driving, while Kinara's heart seemed to be racing faster, Kinara did not expect Abi to take her to this place, where her mother and father were.. Yes, Abi took her to a public funeral where Kinara's mother and father were buried.


"Papa, why stop here? papa says we're going to meet grandma and grandpa?" Arumi protested because the place they were headed to was not like the one in her shadow it turned out they went to the cemetery expanse, and of course there was no shadow of Arumi at all


"Because Mama's parents are dead.." Kinara gulped her saliva rough her eyes glazed over.


"Oh, sorry Mama, I don't know" Arumi looked up at Kinara who was behind her, her position in Kinara's lap made her look up to see Kinara.


"Sir papa. let's go down, mama introduce Arumi to mama's parents" Kinara opened the door and lowered her legs Kinara took Arumi away to the corner where her parents' grave was.


Abi followed from behind with occasional attention to Kinara's footsteps, not because he didn't know where her grave was located, only that Abi wanted to pay attention to Kinara's fragile shoulder from behind.