Love for Aira
I'm a dirty woman

Aira seemed to be staring at the sky of the room with an erratic mind. After the confession of the man named Alvian earlier, it seemed like his mind had begun to wander. And it was only a few minutes ago that Aira started to remember the figure of Alvian.

The girl smiled at the life she was living. Want to run anywhere in the end he will fall into the same hole. His intentions want to get away from Sean's life, but fate leads him to the one who reminds him of his profession.

Destiny really plays with my life, it's so funny and it's so awful.

Aira took a breath that again felt tight, if told to choose Aira prefer not to survive.

"Are you awake ?"

Alvian's signature bass voice resuscitated him back from his daydream. He glanced at the handsome man, then looked back at the sky of the room.

Seeing the girl just fall silent made Alvian feel anxious. He is not the type of man who is patient especially if it is taken like this. And he was willing to do anything to make the girl pay attention to him.

Aira was surprised by Alvian's actions that suddenly crawled up the basket and now wrapped her in a meaningful gaze. A smile full of sneaky grins was clearly visible there.

Aira looked suspiciously at the man above her. The girl's heart rumbled violently with an already heated face. These days, they both look very intimate.

"W-What do you want ?" Ask in her nervous voice.

Alvian grinned with mystery, then stared intensely at Aira's face.

"Especially if not to make you talk." His reply was short then he quickly pressed his lips against Aira's chewy but sweet object.

Cup

Aira glared with a great roaring heart. The girl froze, even to her surprise the girl did not return Alvian's kiss.

Reaching Aira who did not return her kiss made Alvian even more anxious. The man took a slow bite on Aira's lower lip, which immediately made Aira open her mouth due to the man's bite.

And Alvian did not waste the opportunity. His tongue barged in obscuring the girl's entire oral cavity. Her gentle and seductive kiss was able to make Aira feel like flying and feel things that she had never gotten, even from Sean though.

Long enough they kissed until finally Aira's breath was almost exhausted making the man just release his kiss. Alvian looked gently at Aira who seemed to sting because of her actions.

Alvian smiled thinly with her fingers rubbing gently Aira's lips that still looked wet because of her kiss marks. Then the man again dyed the cherry lip flash that always made him opiate.

"I don't like to be yelled at, and it's a punishment for you for being so indifferent to me." His whisper was right in front of Aira's face, even the roar of her warm breath was so pronounced on the girl's cheeks.

Aira turned to cover her embarrassment. " I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry."

Alvian got up from the top of Aira's body and sat down at the bedside. When the girl was about to wake up the man swiftly helped Aira to sit up and lean on the bad head.

"How are you doing ?"

Aira glanced at Alvian's face and then looked back down. Alvian was really worried about Aira's behavior like this, very different when she used to serve him. So sexy and exciting.

"Darling ?" A soft voice came to Alvian's voice when calling her affectionately, making Aira turn her head immediately.

"Do I have to call you that way so you don't ignore me hmm ?"

"I-i..."

"What ?"

"I'm sorry but I don't deserve any of that."

"Why not deserve ?"

Aira sighed slowly, then she ventured to look at the face of Alvian who was also staring at her.

The look on Alvian's face instantly changed pias hearing Aira's words. His jaw began to harden and a sense of anger instantly gnawed at his head.

How could he say he was leaving after I took the trouble to look for him and just found him.

Without saying anything, Alvian immediately stood up and walked towards the door making Aira become confused. Even the girl to her heart was shocked as the man closed the door so loudly.

What's wrong with her ? Is he mad because I want to leave, but I don't want to trouble anyone else anymore.

Reluctant to think more, Aira then stood up and began to clean up her bed that was a little messy. Although he still felt a little dizzy, but he held it back. His desire to go as far away from this city as possible was so strong. And he did not want to delay it anymore, it was enough all this time that he suffered alone and troubled others.

As he walked towards the door along with Alvian who was back in. The man frowned when he saw Aira who was already a little neat.

"Where are you going ?"

"I'm going to go." The girl replied nervously with her head down.

Alvian felt indignant with the stubbornness of the girl, then violently he blocked the arm of Aira who was still covered in bandages. Whether it was intentional or not was obvious at this moment Aira grimaced as her arms were firmly blocked.

"Didn't you also understand my attitude towards you ? Don't you understand if I want you to always be here ? I ask you not to go and be with me, now or forever. I've been trying so hard to find you and now that I find you, you think I'll let you go huh."

"Sir.sick."

"Al, call me Al. I'm not your master." Said cold.

"Al..sick." A small squash came out from the lips of the girl who was not strong enough to withstand the pain on her wrist.

Alvian who realized that he had made the girl he loved was in pain immediately released his check and hugged the girl tightly.

"Please don't leave here, I've been looking for you for a long time Ra. I don't want to lose you again, I love you so much." Alvian said in a trembling voice as he said the sacred sentence.

Aira was dumbfounded with her surprised face, not expecting the man to reveal his heart.

"Don't love me Al, I beg you. I don't deserve to be loved by someone as good as you. You even know how my life is, I'm just a pe..."

"Ssttt.I don't care about any status. What matters to me now is how my heart wants you to always be with me. I really love you, Araku darling."

Aira shook her head loudly, the girl tried to resuscitate Alvian if the choice of her heart was not right. He has to do this, although it will make the man's heart hurt, but it will hurt more if one day he regrets his decision.

Roughly, Aira took off Alvian's embrace and turned her back to the man.

"Sorry Al, but I can't accept your love. There are many girls better than me. I'm just a dirty woman and I don't deserve you. I don't want you to regret your decision later."

Alvian immediately hugged Aira tightly from behind, very tightly as if he did not want to be released again. The man's heart was so afraid to hear the rejection that the girl threw.

"Don't reject me Ra, I beg you. I really love you so much, and forget all the past that traumatized you so much. I am not a perfect person, either. I'm not a good guy either, I'm a jerk like most guys out there. But since I first met you somehow my heart told me I wanted you so much.

Even I can't close my eyes, every second there's only a shadow of yours that always adorns my mind. Even though I know who you are, my love can't beat everything. I love you Ra, I love you so much."

Aira rubbed her tears that were dripping profusely on her cheeks. He was so happy to have so much love for her. But the trauma and heartache was often so great that it formed a fear of the same event reoccurring. And that made him beat his feelings all along. For him love is just a game of crap and he's so scared to be able to touch her again.

"Understand Al, all that is impossible for me to do. I can't feel love anymore as usual. My heart is dead along with the loss of my pride. So it's useless even if you have love for me, I can't repay because it's not in my heart at all." His words were firm with emphasis, disappointment and heartache in Sean made his heart freeze like a stone.

Alvian could only peck at how fragile the girl's heart was in front of him. His outstretched hand wanted to touch and hug the girl back, but a few more stops his hand would touch Aira's shoulder, Alvian cancelled his intention and then pulled his hand back.

"Look I'll never change my decision Aira. And I'll make sure that I make you feel love again, whatever and how." He said coldly and then turned out of the room leaving Aira.

Why don't you understand Al. I'm not a good woman either, I'm so dirty. I'm afraid that side by side with you who have everything. I'm afraid that my existence will get you in trouble.

TB