Love for Aira
What does it mean to me in your heart

Alex stopped his car right in front of Jiza's house, the look on the man's face still holding a deep sadness. Losing the figure of a friend and brother to him so that he was hit. Although Sean is a jerk, in fact his name is always firmly imprinted in his heart.

"You didn't go in first ?" Jiza asked quietly in a soft voice, she knew her lover was still in a state of mourning.

Alex smiled so thinly that he could barely be seen. Her hand grabbed her lover's head, rubbed it gently and pulled her closer to him.

Cup

A brief kiss is allowed, but it can make the girl feel very comfortable.

"I'm tired, can I just go home ?"

Jiza nodded while giving a thin smile. His fingers moved rubbing against Alex's jaw firmly.

"Heart on the road, same focus on the road yes, I don't want anything to happen to you. Or if you want, you can stay at my house Alex, there's a guest room there. I'm sure papa and mama would've given permission, sorry but I'm just worried about you."

Alex smiled happily realizing Jiza's concern, how lucky she was to get such a good girl like her lover.

"Don't worry, I'll slow down. I'll let you know when I get home. Come in it's late, say hello to your parents yes, sorry I can't stop by."

Jiza nodded again, the girl came out after previously kissing Alex's forehead briefly, causing a sense of happiness in the man's heart.

"I'll pick you up tomorrow."

After Jiza entered the house, Alex immediately drove his car through the darkness of the night to his apartment. Throughout the journey the man's tears endlessly flow, remembering all the memories of his friendship with the late Sean.

Se, I didn't expect that you would leave so soon. You haven't even had time to talk back to me. I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've done to you. I'm sincere Se, hope you calm down there huh.

Alex kept driving his car at a moderate speed, until a few minutes later he had reached his apartment.

Clamps

Opening the door slowly, for a moment the man was pensive when he looked towards the living room. Smiling bitterly when remembering in the room he used to joke with his best friend. Sharing stories of joy and sorrow. Either Sean is in trouble or vice versa.

All the flashes of the memories were recorded and revolved like a movie cliche. Their togetherness is like a glue and stamps, sticky. Where there is Sean there must be Alex, of course, before the events that made their relationship become tenuous and finally broke up.

Alex splashed his body on the TV's front couch, raising his head with both eyes closed. The tears came back out from both corners of his eyes, let him at this moment be said to be a crybaby man. Because the fact is he really lost the figure of Sean.

Although I was upset that I really missed our togetherness Se, can you feel what I feel right now. I miss you so much my best friend, I haven't even hugged you yet but you've left me here.

Alex was again stunned in his seat, curled up on the edge of the sofa with a trembling back. Indeed, we will only realize if the person is very meaningful in our lives after he leaves us.

***

Other Place...

Just like Alex, Aira is sitting on the balcony of Alvian's room. With his head looking up at the sky that had turned dark. There are only stars and moons dotting the vastness of the sky.

Aira closed her eyes, then looked back at the sky, where she saw a star that shone very brightly and blinked.

"Is that you brother ? You want to see how I am here. Are you happy, for leaving me. How will you be happy to see me suffer so much here. I lost you so much, I miss you so much.

I'm sorry that you didn't give me more time to take care of and spend both of us. Were you disappointed in me until you punished me like this. Hiks.hiks..Brother Se I miss you so much."

Aira slumped down on the floor with her weak body. His legs could not support his weak body. The girl was still touched by the flash of their memories when they were little.

"Ara, don't run tired brother once."

"O sister, just cook it you're tired, you weak man." Little Aira's ejek.

"Don't make fun of me, watch out I'll catch you."

"Just try.hahaha."

The two run around the edge of the beach chasing each other with happy faces typical of children in general.

"Ara, promise me later if you're older don't marry another guy."

"What's the matter, brother ?"

"Anga can not, just beware if Ara marries with other guys, because only Brother can marry Ara. Do you understand."

"I understand brother."

"Tomorrow big brother will go, I hope Ara will always wait for big brother just as the faithful day awaits the coming of night."

Aira was still crying bitterly, it felt like her heart was unable to accept this pain. He grew tired of this life, which always played with his life as if he was a puppet.

Someone at the door seemed to look at the state of his lover with a heart sliced by iris. It was as if thousands of needles were piercing his heart, sick and tight at the same time.

He could not see his fragile state of Ara. With gontai he stepped his feet towards the lover of the heart.

Like the speed of a train, he was as quick as lightning to grab the tiny body into his arms. Clenching tightly until then anchored a small kiss on all of Aira's face.

"Please don't be this dear, where Araku is usually strong and tough. Dare to face the world with an upright face and a sweet smile."

"I'm tired Al, I'm so tired."

"You are so sad and devastated that you forget that beside you there is still me. You forget there is a heart that you must take care of, there is someone who is ready to be your fortress. There is a hand ready to hold your hand, and there is a chest and shoulders ready to receive the back of your head. Don't I mean so much in your eyes Ra. Is there only Sean in your heart.

I tried my hardest to always make you happy, but it seems like you still can't take my hand. I'm disappointed, Ra, if I have to die first then you'll turn to look at me and cry for my departure."

After saying those words, Alviaan let go of his total embrace and stood up and walked away from Aira. He was tired, his struggle all this time was meaningless in the eyes of the girl. It's just Sean and his wound.

Aira termangu, shocked by the word Alvian. But he confirmed the man's remark, he was so selfish. Dissolved in sadness to forget there is a heart that he must take care of. There is someone who needs his attention as well. And that someone who always accompanied him when he was falling and slumped.

He could not lose any more, he was indeed saddened by the loss of Sean, but his heart belonged entirely to Alvian.

Should I die first, you will cry for me.

Aira flinched then as fast as lightning stood up and ran into the room. He saw Alvian walking towards the door in a shaky step.

Brucks

Aira hugged Alvian tightly from behind, even very tightly as if afraid to let go. Makes the man confused in his confusion.

"Bec.." Call her softly while rubbing the back of Aira's small hand.

"Sorry, don't go."

Alvian sighed, trying to make peace with the situation. He would take off the girl if indeed Aira felt burdened to live with her.

"What do I mean in your heart Ra."

"Sorry Al, I'm sorry."

"I'd be willing to let you go if you weren't happy living with me."

"No, I don't want us to split Al." Guunya was hard.

"But you will be tormented living with me Ra, I do love you, but if you are burdened with this relationship I will let you go."

Aira shook her head violently, she realized she was wrong. He knew this man was what he wanted. Maybe at the end of this his head hit the wall to forget his memory and only now he realized it.

"Sorry." Lirih Alvian was muddled with her decision, she was going to let Aira go and get away from the girl's life.

Aira let go of her embrace, then turned over Alvian's burly body. Her eyes were staring into Alvian's brown eyes. And then the thing that Alvian did not expect before, Aira anchored her kiss on her lips.

"Bec.." Alvian's voice choked due to Aira's attitude which looked very aggressive.

Aira did not care with full determination she returned to kiss the man, even now not just a short kiss, but more than that.

Pushing Alvian's body hard to fall on the bed, then crawled up on his lover's body. Gosh, it seems like he's lost his veins, but he doesn't care, right now all he has in mind is to keep that guy next to him.

"Ma." Alvian's hand blocked Aira's hand which moved to unbutton her shirt, looked at her lover's bead and shook her head.

"Not like this, we don't.hhmmpp."

His speech was interrupted because his lips had been silenced by Aira made the man inevitably finally return the hot kiss of the lover.

Kissing each other vent their heart feelings, making Alvian even more complacent. Yes, for a moment he was carried away by the atmosphere, until then his common sense realized when he saw the girl had opened all her clothes, leaving her innocent body without a thread.

"Darling.." Her calling gently tried to resuscitate her heart.

"Why ?" The look of Aira's eyes seemed to dislike.

"We're not going to do it."

"Why ? Will you marry me tomorrow, now or tomorrow. You did it too." Give it a stingy breath because of something that needs to be released.

The man's eyes widened perfectly hearing Aira's words.

"You said you were going to marry me tomorrow, did you change your mind ? If so, I'll marry you tomorrow, baby."

A moment later the smile rose, and it grew wider. Now that complete control was in his hands, he nimbly turned around Aira's plain body and overpowered her with a wide grin.

"I'm not gonna let you go baby." His whisper while biting small Aira's earlobe.

"Fussy."

Alvian laughed out loud before finally proving his point, not letting go of the girl for a second.

Goodbye, I want to be happy too. Just put your name in the corner of my heart and will remember you there.

TB

Sorry yes, Aira just up, because the author namatin couple A first.

See you next again..

don't forget to leave a trace.😘