Love for Aira
Still Traumatized

Aira's pretty face looks blushed with cheeks that have been flushed like tomatoes. Fresh and adorable. All so beautiful with hearts beating in rhythm.

Indeed, the treatment of Alvian who so adored him was able to make his heart like stirring. The man was so expert that his heart was swayed in a sea of love.

But as if awakened from a beautiful dream that washed her away, Aira immediately acted ordinary as if nothing had happened. If Alvian is a man who is an expert figure to make her feel love in an instant, Aira is a very smart girl to hide her heart feelings.

Trauma would be afraid if his heart was hurt again to make the girl put up a fortress so high and thick. Until it will make people who see it will think twice even just to knock it though.

Aira immediately retreated with her downcast head reluctant to look at Alvian's handsome and sexy face.

"I-I'm sorry for my attitude, sir, I didn't mean it." Speak with a soft voice.

Alvian let out a long sigh, it was so heavy that it melted the heart of the girl in front of him.

"Moor.." Call him with the foot that steps forward.

"Stop ! Stop there. Please don't come any closer. Sorry sir but our relationship used to be limited to sellers and buyers, nothing more. And I don't want our relationship to be more than that. I'm a dirty woman and I don't deserve anyone, I'm a dirty woman forever. And that label is ingrained in my body. So I beg you to lose your mind saying if you love me. Because I don't deserve it at all."

Nyony

Alvian's heart throbbed in pain, again Aira reminded him of his profession that he himself did not even care about. Alvian himself is not a good man, he also knows the free world.

"Iira."

"Sorry." He said again and turned away from Alvian.

"Then what if you're a dirty woman ? I am not even a good man either, I also often sleep with dozens of women, maybe even more. You and I, too, are not perfect men free from sin. But are human beings like us unworthy of forgiveness huh ?

Do dirty humans like us not deserve love ? What love is only for people who are holy and well-behaved Aira. You are too naive Ra, even a Prophet like Adam made a mistake and Allah still forgives him. Then what about those of us who are just little humans in His eyes." Shouted Alvian who made Aira's move stopped instantly.

Aira closed her eyes with tears already flowing profusely. His heart also hurt, honestly he also wanted to feel how happy he was loved and also loved. But back again, her trauma overcame everything.

"Airas !"

Shouted Alvian as the girl continued her steps without even turning her head towards him. Alvian sat on the ground with both hands firmly clenched.

It must be with much more so that I can melt your heart Ra. I really want to live with you and this love is sincere for you. Can't we forget the past and live a future life with a new heart.

"Don't give up Al, keep trying to make his heart melt. The girl only felt such a heavy trauma, and oma understood all her rejection. However, the oma knew the pain and fear that were mixed into one formed the trauma of the girl's heart. Remember granddaughter oma is a strong man and does not give up easily."

"He's really hard to reach, Al's almost desperate. It's been a week since he's been here, but his attitude is still indifferent and cold to Al."

"That's natural, even your attitude used to be like that isn't it ? Only after meeting with Aira did oma get to see your coldness gradually disappear. You also experienced that trauma Al, and you should also know how to handle it instead of."

Alvian nodded then stood up and immediately hugged the oma he loved dearly.

"Thank you, I don't know what Alvian would be like if in the absence of oma on Al's side, oma always supported whatever Al did." Lirih.

"It's natural that oma like that dear, you are a precious relic of the child and son-in-law of oma. Oma was grateful that this old oma could spend time with the Siregar family's descendants." Sahut Oma Tamara with a face that turns sad. " Ah already why even be meweek mewekan like this, let's go inside. Later let oma talk to the future granddaughter-in-law of the oma. You know your oma is the most skilled at heart breaking, even your grandfather was crazy for oma." Add it again with such a high level of confidence.

Alvian rolled her eyes lazily, seeing the narcissistic nature of her omens reappearing. Patiently the man led his eyes back into the house. But it is Alvian nature that is impatient, seeing the Tamara oma that runs so slowly. The man anxiously Alvian lifted the body of Oma Tamara and carried her.

"Astaghfirullahalladzim basic son of sableng. Make the heart oma take off." Maki oma Tamara to her beloved granddaughter.

"Where dislodged oma, still nempel tuh in oma's body." Sahut Alvian with his face.

"Based on your ungodly grandchildren, oma curse you so that more handsome ya."

"Aamiin's." Alvian replied with a laugh.

Mbak Tuti as the assistant of Tamara oma can no longer hold back his laughter seeing the behavior of the two employers. He knew that even though Alvian was a cold and stern man, but his attitude turned spoiled and warm to his eyes.

On the balcony of the room which happened to be facing the garden, Aira stared at the interaction between her grandmother and granddaughter. Seeing the attitude of the two of them the girl instead shed her tears which she could not bear.

He had also felt the warmth he was currently seeing. When she was with her parents, Aira knew what it was like to be pampered and treated like a princess. Her mother and father loved her so much, and now those memories can only be felt in her heart.

Seeing how unfortunately Tamara's oma on Alvian made Aira even more convinced not to make the man feel what she felt. And he was increasingly convinced by his decision to stay away from the man. However, he did not want to make Alvian feel smothered one day because he was with her who incidentally was a woman of the night.

This is why I cannot accept your love Al, I cannot break the heart of a grandmother who loves her granddaughter so much. I don't want to stress him out with the ugly gossip about me that will surely spread widely if you are with me. After all you are an important figure and are so well known by the audience.

Aira let out a long sigh feeling her chest that was so tight. His hopes were dashed again defeated by a sense of trauma that again burst out. Not wanting her whereabouts to be known by Alvian, the girl then enters the room.

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