Love for Aira
Meet Sean

Handsome face with a firm and sturdy jaw, supported by a stocky and stocky body, with a sixp belly. The look in his eyes was sharp with black eyeballs firmly attached to make anyone who looked at him would feel strongly attracted by his charm.

But that was before, all the sculptures were almost near perfect it was indeed so valued by many women. Yes first, before the body was finally weakened due to the disease that was currently eating away at his body.

There is no longer a stocky and clay body, there is only a lump of meat with bone bones that begin to stand out because the body is getting thinner and thinner. And no longer a handsome face, now there is only a pale face with dry lips and also my eyes that look right there save millions of guilt and regret.

Miris.a word that deserves mention to a man named Sean. One month ago his face was still fit and his body was still strong as well. But now let alone stand, now he can only walk with the help of a wheelchair.

Since the doctor said giving up and no longer able to do anything, it also felt like Sean's entire body suddenly dropped dramatically. It was as if there was a hypnotist commanding his limbs to continue weakening.

Behind the door Aira stared at the figure in front of her who was so apprehensive. He did not expect the eyes that had once looked at him gently were now only filled with regret and self-cherishing. There is no sense of despair there, it seems Sean has been trying to mengikhlaskan his condition.

It is precisely this time that the girl who looks regretful, not in the sense of regret for leaving this man, no, but she regrets because she never knew what happened to this ex-husband.

He did hate this man, because this man who had made his pride as a woman fell as much as the fall. After all, he was only a human being, who had hatred and resentment. But if he remembers the words of his mother who said if Allah alone is ever forgiving why he who is a little man in His eyes cannot forgive the faults of others.

Yes, Aira had forgiven Sean's actions long before the man came back into her life. He does not want to dissolve in sadness and resentment that will actually make his life more unsettled.

He forgives but does not return to Sean. Although sorry has been said but honestly the wound still imprint in the heart even leaving a trauma that is so big and deep.

The trauma and pain was now renewed when he saw firsthand how Sean's current condition was. Since meeting with Sean's parents yesterday, Aira decided to see Sean in the hospital owned by the Ganendra family without Alvian knowledge.

Speaking of the man, Aira had not had time to ask Alvian for permission, because the man was in a hurry with the morning meeting. He just said goodbye to Oma Tamara to see his friend who was sick.

"Sister Sean.." Call her softly with a heart so tight that it restrains crying.

Sean froze to hear the melodious voice he had longed for all the time. Slowly look towards the source of the voice with a heart that is full of happiness.

"Fine."

Aira stepped slowly into Sean's room, the distinctive aroma of medicine burst out and into his nose. Her beautiful net was staring at the figure of the man in front of her.

Aira crouched down in front of Sean who was currently sitting on a wheelchair with an indecipherable look. Both eyes glazed with glass with a face that looks sad for sadness.

"How are you doing ?" Sean asked in a stifled voice.

"I'm good brother."

"Sorry.."

"For..."

Tests

The tears finally dripped out as well, Sean was already unable to hold it in anymore. Even just to answer Aira's question, Sean seemed incapable.

"I'm sorry for making your life suffer because of me. Sorry for all the wounds I've inflicted on your heart."

"I've forgiven you, brother." Sluggishly.

"How could you so easily forgive me Ra, when the wounds I have given you are so great. If you hate me all my life, I deserve it. I even made you feel scared until you left us."

Aira was silent, honestly at that time she was indeed frightened if Sean again hurt her. Even the fear was still there until this second, but as powerful as the girl held it back. With trembling hands he grabbed Sean's fingers that looked thin.

"Why is your body so thin, brother, why do you have to experience this pain, was not the surgery was successful because my kidney is suitable for you ? Then why is everything like this."

"It's okay Ra, maybe it's karma for me to have wasted a girl and a wife as good as you."

Aira could not say any more words, the girl was so dissolved in her sadness that without feeling her tears rushing down her cheeks.

Sean who saw the girl he loved sad, he also dissolved in his sadness. With her weak body she actually wanted to hug the body of Aira who had been so long since she had missed.

"Ra, may I hug you, I miss you so much, at least I can rest easy if I leave later because you've forgiven me." Pinta Sean in her soft voice.

Without waiting for the man to ask twice, Aira immediately rushed into Sean's arms, tightly hugging Sean's weak and thin body with a heart that was very sad.

"Thank you dear.." Said Sean with a sobbing that he could not bear anymore he was so happy, at least after this he could leave quietly without any burden on him.

While Aira continued to hold tightly to Sean by occasionally wiping the tears that were still flowing profusely on both cheeks. I don't know what he's feeling right now, which he definitely can't express any more of his feelings.

"Do you hate me Ra ?"

Aira groaned loudly, making Sean sigh in relief.

"I don't hate you, sister, I'm just disappointed, sometimes I want to hate you, but in fact my love overcame my hatred for you. I can't hate you, but I can't go back to you either. The disappointment and hurt in my heart was so strong that I felt so afraid to come back to know love."

Sean felt even more guilty, because he was the cause of the girl's heart to feel such a huge trauma. The man was determined to pay for all the pain and injuries he inflicted on Aira before his departure.

"Sorry."

I don't know how many times the word sorry always comes out of the man's mouth, which surely the word sorry was in fact not able to treat Aira's heart injury.

"Forgot my brother, now the most important thing is your treatment. Don't give up there's gotta be a way to get you healed." Said Aira trying to encourage Sean, even though he himself knew there was no hope but at least he hoped for a miracle to come even though the hope was only one percent.

"Don't think Ra too much, this is my way. And I'm willing to accept it." He said with a bitter smile considering his age that was just waiting for time. He is tired, yes he is very tired, tired of his life is always complicated and also tired of this disease, he can no longer withstand the pain that always appears in the abdomen and chest.

"I'll take care of you, brother."

"No Ra, come home I don't want to exhaust you by taking care of a sick man like me." Sean tried to resist the girl's wishes, it was enough that he burdened Aira, now no longer.

"Let me take care of you, brother, at least I can have good memories of being with you. Memories I've never had while with you the one I've always loved, my first love." Say it sincerely.

Sean was intrigued, the girl in front of him was so sincere in giving the love he had for her, but he himself even toyed with this girl's sincere love. It felt like he was very unworthy of getting Aira's holy love.

"Don't make me feel more guilty about you, Ra, I don't deserve your love."

"This is my wish, brother, please do not forbid me."

Sean helplessly refused the girl's request, weakly nodding his head. While Aira looked happily at Sean's face because the man granted her request.

While behind the door of a husband and wife no longer able to hold back the cry of his need. They were happy at least the face of his son who had always put on a sad face and guilt, today that face looks happy without burden.

Thank you God at least You gave my son happiness before You took it from us.

**TBC

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