LOVE GAVESHA
Sagaras

(A few days before Vesha and Bryan's wedding)

Regret always covers Sagara's heart and mind. Regret has wasted a man so sincere in love with her. Sagara's remorse is never present into Vesha's life and destroys the girl's perfection. By hurting her heart and making that love leave her.

Sagara was crying over his regrets, he knew this might be karma. Yes, he accepted this karma, because the fact is that time cannot come back. Hopefully he waited for Vesha, like a skyscraper that could not penetrate the beautiful clouds. But Sagara realized that he was waiting for something uncertain and would never happen.

With a sick heart, a sad soul, and a bowed head. Sagara continued muttering, apologizing to Vesha. Only he and God could hear that word.

"My heart has been broken to pieces since the day I hurt you, Sha. I'm sorry, sorry Sha.." said Sagara.

The man slapped his face back on his knees. Screaming began to sound so poignant filled the monochrome room.

Long enough in such a position, then he turned his face and rubbed his tears violently. Sagara again sighed, the ringing of the phone above the nightstand distracted him.

Sagara glanced over, without wondering who contacted him. Sagara just grabbed his phone and silenced his ringtone. Then he ignored his phone.

The morning before Sagara blinked his eyes many times when he heard a knock from the door of his room. He faintly heard the voice of the Mother's cry from behind the door of the room.

"Yes, Bund." said Sagara

With a sore body, he woke up to sit slowly. Sagara only realized that he fell asleep on the floor next to his bed last night. Her body feels very sore. Sagara slightly stretched his body, he finally woke up and walked towards the door of the room.

When the door opened, the face worried the mother. Sagara furrowed his brows.

"What's the Bund?" sagara asked with a hoarse voice.

Safira breathed. "You're not working?" ask back to mother.

"Work, Bun. It's also just a shower" replied Sagara.

"Yes, take a quick shower. I was waiting at the dinner table" Safira said.

Sagara nodded in response to the mother's words, after Safira left his room. The man immediately entered and re-locked the room door, then rushed towards the bathroom.

After a few minutes, Sagara came out of the room and immediately headed for the dining table. Safira squinted her eyes when she saw Sagara walking towards them. The man's face was a little pale, certainly making Safira's heart worried.

"Your face is pale, are you sick?" safira asked as he stood up from his seat.

Safira touched Sagara's forehead as the man sat next to her. Sagara smiled thinly.

"I'm okay, Mother. Last night I was just sleep deprived" replied Sagara.

Safira sighed in anger. "Next time don't stay up, it's not good for your health. You also rarely go out to exercise lately," said the mother.

Sagara smile. "Yes, Bun. I'll go to work out later" he replied.

Sapphira chose not to ask questions or talk about what her son was currently thinking. Safira believes whatever the problem is Sagara can definitely solve it. Because he knew that his son was an adult.

Sagara and his father had said goodbye to work together. Darel has offered to go together using a car, but Sagara chose to bring his motorcycle. For him it is more convenient to drive alone than to go with his father.

In the Office Sagara look back daydreaming, until his division friend reprimanded himself who just stared straight at his laptop without doing anything.

"Hey, don't daydream!"

Sagara gasped to hear the voice of a friend who was at the table next to him. Sagara also looked.

"What's wrong with you, Ga? Do you have a problem?" ask Arga a division friend.

Sagara shook his head. "No, Ar. I'm fine," replied Sagara.

"Then why are you daydreaming, Ga? If you have a problem share with me. God willing, I can help give you advice" asked Arga again.

Sagara smile. "Thank, Ar. But I'm really okay" he replied.

Arga sighed. "Yes, if there's any story. Go, spirit!"

Arga raised his hand as a form of encouragement to his friend. Sagara just chuckled and nodded.

"Spirit!" sahut Sagara is still chuckling.

Without feeling the time continues to pass, the working hours have ended. Sagara immediately turns off his PC and rushes to go home, as well as Arga.

"Saga, do you want to come with me?" ask Arga.

"Where?" Sagara asked back.

"I want to hang out with my friends at Cafe S. You wanna come?" answer Arga.

Sagara seemed to think for a moment, not long he shook his head. "No, next time." Reject Sagara.

Sagara just nodded, then they separated and returned to their respective goals.

While on the street Sagara changed his mind, it seems like he needs a little entertainment. Sagara felt sorry for not accepting Arga's invitation. Now he even went alone to a cafe when he passed the Kemang road.

This is where Sagara sits alone while waiting for the menu he just ordered. Wanting to contact his three best friends is impossible, because Sagara believes they are also busy.

A cafe employee came to bring Sagara's order. The man also enjoys spaghetti and choco float is the man's choice. Sagara almost forgot to tell Safira, his hand started typing a few words on his phone. After sending a message to the mother, Sagara resumed eating.

While the man was enjoying his dinner, suddenly a familiar voice called his name making Sagara have to turn and look at the person. Sagara smiled when he saw a girl standing next to him.

"Aruna," murmured Sagara.

The girl smiled. "It's true that this is you. I don't think it's you, you alone?" ask Aruna.

Sagara smiled and nodded. "Yes" he answered.

"Then I may sit here, I also come here alone,"

"certain. Have you ordered your food?" ask Sagara.

"It has. You better eat your food afraid of the cold. It will be bad" replied Aruna.

Sagara nodded and he ate his spaghetti again. Sagara asked and Aruna answered. Until Aruna's food order came. They enjoy dinner together without being planned by Sagara or Aruna. All real accident.

Aruna rubbed her lips with a tissue. Then he looked at Sagara who was looking at the band players at the cafe. The girl's forehead shriveled when she saw Sagara's gaze turn sad when the singer sang a song from a famous band in the country.

"Does Sagara remember Vesha?" monologue Aruna.

Out of nowhere, Aruna finally dared to touch Sagara's hand. Makes the man quite surprised when he feels the touch of Aruna's hand.

"Are you ok?" aruna asked with her worried face.

Sagara blinked his eyes while confirming his sitting position. "Hmm, I'm fine. Why me?" ask back Sagara while chuckling.

Aruna sighed while crossing her hands in front of her chest.

"Don't lie to me, Mr. Sagara. You can lie to others and hide your problems from them. But not with me," Aruna displayed her smirk smile on her face.

Makes Sagara swallow his saliva violently. Aruna's smile made her shudder in horror, it seemed like she was unable to lie in front of Aruna.

"I know you're thinking about Gavesha. You still love her, don't you?" search Aruna.

Degs…

Sagara was stunned, he could not answer what Aruna had just said. It is true what Aruna said, Sagara is currently thinking about Vesha. The man missed the girl very much.

Sagara lowered his face while sighing. "Am I wrong if I miss him?" ask Sagara while chuckling.

"No! You're not wrong" answered Aruna, making Sagara immediately lift his face and look at Aruna.

Sagara furrowed his brows, Aruna's gaze on him was so difficult to interpret by him.

"Thinking someone is natural, you deserve to miss them. I know you're stuck in a longing for Vesha right now. That's a very torturous thing for you, isn't it?"

"Yes, right. What Aruna said was true. It torments me so much for missing Vesha, "inner Sagara.

Aruna smiled at Sagara's silence. "But you have to remember who you're missing right now. Soon Vesha will get married and that means soon she will be someone else's wife" continued Aruna who was so famous.

Aruna advanced her body while patting Sagara's arm. "Learn to describe everything that happens in your life. Forget Vesha and live your life for the future without a shadow of regret,"

Aruna's words again touched Sagara's heart. Sagara turned his gaze the other way, everything Aruna said was true. Should he accept all the realities in his life to let go and let Vesha belong to someone else.

"Is there no second chance for me?" sagara asked in a soft voice.

Aruna smiled as she shrugged her shoulders. "Eitherway! But it seems to be too late. Given that Vesha is about to get married" replied Aruna.

Sagara was pensive again, it seems there is no second chance for him to correct all his mistakes against Vesha.

Sagara and Aruna decided to go home. Sagara intends to deliver Aruna, but the girl carries her own motorcycle. Eventually they split into different directions.

During the walk, Sagara kept thinking about what Aruna said. Until it does not feel Sagara entered the housing where Vesha lived. He was confused as to why he had come there.

Long enough full of consideration, Sagara finally decided to press the doorbell Vesha.

(Read Chapter 71 where Sagara comes to Vesha's house at night)

Arunas