Love Is Full Of Wounds
What a beautiful morning

The day passed by, with Mattheo caring for Juan. And forbid anyone to help her take care of Juan. Mattheo's attention made Juan even worse. His cold heart melted, the love that was once covered with ice began to melt, the door that he had once closed tightly began to open again. Yep... Juan was fascinated by Mattheo. Not only fascinated by her good looks, but captivated by the comfort and attention that Mattheo gave her. John began to fall in love again and again.

But not with Mattheo. Mattheo gives attention, and a sense of comfort without any feelings. Mattheo took care of Juan with care because she felt grateful for what Juan had done to her. Love clapping one hand is what really happens. It's just that feeling in the attention more, feeling in special will make Juan can not distinguish what love is or just a thank you.

Not that Mattheo did not know or was not aware of Juan's feelings, it was just that the trauma of losing a lover still imprinted on Mattheo's heart. Mattheo herself was still reluctant to reopen the door of her heart.

That morning the sun began to rise and leave his quarrel. As usual Juan has returned to activity despite still feeling a little pain both in his hands and in his thighs. The whip wounds are starting to heal.

"Mr Juan let us finish the breakfast. Your hand is still hurt" said one of the servants.

"It's okay, today Juan wants to prepare breakfast for everyone" Juan said with a sweet smile.

The waiters in the kitchen began to smile happily to see Juan back as warm as before. After preparing all he wanted Juan released the apron and hung it back to its original place.

"Please serve them all on the dinner table, and wake up all those who are still asleep or call them to prepare for breakfast." Juan ordered.

While himself immediately out of the kitchen and went upstairs to his room Mattheo right.

Juan slowly knocked on Mattheo's bedroom door. Feeling no word Juan opened the door to Mattheo's room. And sure enough Mattheo was still asleep on his bed with a sleeping position on his stomach hugging his pillow, with the blanket still on his body enveloped the waist down, while his back was perfectly exposed. Mattheo sleeps without wearing pajamas or t-shirts to cover her body.

Juan looked at Mattheo's back. Clearly visible scars due to scratches from Leopard. Slowly Juan approached and sat on the edge of Mattheo's bed.

Slowly awakened for fear of waking up the owner. Juan palpated from top to bottom right at the bottom of the waist.

"I'm sorry Leopard. Because of his anger and jealousy to make Theo's white and stocky back has a mark that can not be lost" said Juan lirih.

Juan did not realize that the real Mattheo had woken up when he felt someone touch and feel his back very gently.

"What Juan must do to make this invisible" continued Juan lirih.

"Find me the best artistic tattoo to cover this scar" Mattheo said as she turned to Juan.

Of course it surprised Juan and pulled his hand back. Juan's face is now blushing because the shame is not playing. As he was about to get out of bed Mattheo swiftly grabbed Juan's hand.

"Where are you going? “ ask Mattheo with a smile.

"Are you going to run away after provoking me?. "asked Mattheo again.

"Ti's... No. gabe. That's... Anu's.... Emm.... Breakfast was ready, "said Juan nervously mixed with his own embarrassment.

Mattheo is more than happy to bother Juan.

"Is that all?. "tease Mattheo with a happy smile.

"I.... Yes. " answered Juan softly while hiding his shame.

Juan quickly took off Mattheo's hand and passed while slightly running. Mattheo was only able to laugh a little at Juan's behavior.

Outside Mattheo Juan's room ran over with a red face hinting in embarrassment.

"Haaa... Stupid why don't you realize he's awake. Where anyone is touched does not wake up. Juan Juan made a shame. "the nagging is not careless while going down the stairs.

Who then joined the others at the dining table. Bella looked strangely at Juan who still looked red in Juan's ears.

"Sir Juan is fine. Did Brother have a fever? " bella looked at Juan.

The others looked over and looked worried.

"Ohh kirain Bella, brother Juan is sick. After that the ears are red once " said Bella again.

"Bella´s. Juan is fine oc. "said Juan a little upset.

Shortly thereafter Charles and Kenzo joined the others as well.

"Where's Mattheo going? " ask Kenzo.

"Like still in his room, Dad. Juan had woken him up, soon he was down, "Juan replied.

The waiter began to serve his breakfast on the table. Juan looked at me and helped a little. For a moment Juan was a little confused, because the food was made for nothing.

"Servant. Where's the salad Juan made? " ask Juan confused.

"Why did it become a porridge? " Juan stared at the bowl of porridge that was in front of him.

"Young Master Mattheo who asked me to prepare this porridge for you" replied the Servant to hesitate a little.

"When did he ask for her?. The feeling from earlier He was in the room and had not yet come down from his bed?. "said Juan again.

"Yesterday the night before going to bed Young Master Mattheo asked us to make the porridge" he replied.

"Juan has eaten, don't protest much" Kenzo said.

"But Yah." said Juan.

"Juan delights are in front of you" said Charles.

Soon Mattheo came down casually and sat down while glancing at Juan who was reluctantly eating the breakfast in front of him.

"That's food to eat, not to make toys" Mattheo said guiltlessly.

The others could only laugh a little at Juan's childish return.

"Laughter to you." Juan was upset.

"Theo. Juan is healthy and no longer sick. What the hell is this porridge and a glass of milk. Come on Juan is not a little boy gosh. " complained Juan was not happy.

"Don't protest much. Spend your breakfast after that we leave. "command Mattheo without looking.

"But today Juan wanted to eat vegetable salad." whined Juan unconsciously.

All who were enjoying breakfast were shocked to hear Juan's whimpering. Because only this time Juan whined like a child. All eyes were staring at Juan and Kenzo and Charles were no exception. While the servants who had served all long enough were also shocked.

"Come on Theo. "whimper Juan again without him noticing all his staring eyes.

"Juan. Your salad I threw away" said Mattheo as he put down his spoon and looked at Juan.

"It's good to eat a vegetable salad in the morning, but your salad is full of chili powder. So eat that porridge, spend it. "command Mattheo.

"See all looking at you. "continue while returning to enjoy the food and smiling thinly.

At that moment Juan woke up and looked at everyone. It was clear that a tinge of red adorned the cheeks of even Juan's nape. Juan didn't say much anymore and started eating his porridge. Seeing Juan's shy laughter was heard at the dinner table.

"Have not laughed you guys. "creepy Juan a little angry mixed with shame.