Love Is Full Of Wounds
The pain of losing something

Shortly afterwards Juan began to roar, he saw Louis sitting while holding his hand tightly.

"Louis, this is you dear" said Juan lirih.

At that moment Louis looked at Juan.

"Yes, this is Louis, " answered Louis.

"What about Chessy? He's okay, right?" asked Juan.

"She turned out fine, Chessy just wanted to meet me. While you...? " answered Louis, asking.

It soon dawned, Juan cried unbearably. In his embrace Juan's body was soft.

"My baby Louis, my baby's missing. She went. Papa's cruel, hiks hyks. He disappeared Louis. "Juan's cry can't be contained anymore.

"Sorry Juan, it's my fault. If I had known, I wouldn't have left you" Louis said.

"Why Papa is so cruel Louis. What's wrong my baby?". Isaac Juan.

" Juan, all of this is for your good as well. Don't get me wrong, Papa. Papa loves you, this is also for yourself" whispered Louis.

"But not in this way also Louis, not by killing him also Louis." Juan's cry grew louder.

"My baby, the hyx. My baby, why doesn't everyone want her present Louis? wh why? What's wrong? crying Juan.

Louis was only able to fall silent unable to say anything else. And only able to hug Juan's body which shook with his cry, until Juan was exhausted and fell asleep in Louis' arms.

"Sorry baby, sorry I can't protect what you want to protect. But I promise you, I'll always be by your side for good" Louis said.

Time has gone by so slowly, since the loss of Juan's baby began to change little by little, yet no one noticed.

Change is like a coin that has two sides. Like polar opposite direction. In front of all, Juan was like an angel full of smiles, and a little spoiled. But if it is outside like a demon that has no feelings. Only his men and three pets know what Juan really looks like.

The storm still hasn't subsided, and some people who don't want Louis and Juan to start making plans want to separate them naturally. In the name of a job, Louis deliberately sent him away far from him.

Two days, everything seemed fine. A week, two weeks both Louis and Juan still communicate as usual even though only through a mobile phone or laptop.

Until one day Juan got word Louis' car had an accident. Juan's heart was broken, especially Charles did not give permission to Juan to meet Louis. Charles's orders are absolute and cannot be disputed. No is no, if breaking the cruel punishment is ready to wait.

But instead Juan gets word every time about Juan's condition. Starting from a critical condition to a coma. Every day Juan gets word of Louis' condition.

The moon keeps passing. For nearly 6 months Louis lay helpless on the bed, and only one took care of him. Not a waiter or a nurse, but a beautiful man. An omega man was also deliberately assigned to care for Juan.

Devan Hansel cornwall, that's his name. A beautiful man who always told Charles about Louis's circumstances. Until one day Juan gets the news that Louis is aware but as his memory has been lost even if only temporarily.

Night fell, the day Louis would return home was drawing near. Juan could only accept it. Seeing Juan sitting alone in the garden swing sitting pensively while staring at the black sky, Bara approached her.

"What are you doing here, Juan? " ask Bara suddenly.

"Ah you Bara. Only bemoan fate "Juan answered accordingly.

"Juan forget Louis? He had someone else by his side "the advice of Bara.

"What's that easy. You know for yourself what our relationship is like, even a tiny life was present here even though he eventually disappeared" said Juan while staring at the night sky.

"Why is my fate like this Bara. I don't know who I am? who are my parents? , why was I born? What is my purpose in being let live? In the lover's dwelling? My baby is missing? And now the person I love belongs to someone? " he continued.

"this world is cruel to me. What's my fault? never once have I offended an innocent man. I will only punish those who deserve to be punished. But look at God so much to punish me by taking people I love" said Juan staring far ahead, blankly.

No tears started to fall. Bara was only able to stare without knowing what to say. Slowly approaching Juan, in his arms from behind. Spilled Juan's tears that have been tried for his safety.

From a distance Kenzo stared at the two and was only able to sigh deeply.

"What do you see.? " said someone arrived and hugged from behind while kissing her nape gently.

"Emmm.." groaned softly as Charles lightly slid his neck.

"I saw Juan. I don't know what else is in nature? So many problems facing him? " answered Kenzo as he turned around and hugged her.

"Charles, can't Louis not come. Just this time I did not expect the presence of my own son.? " the Kenzo leech.

Charles could only look at Kenzo.

"That's impossible, I owe Devan a lot. Because He Louis can live until now" said Charles cirih.

"We'll see tomorrow, what's going to happen. Louis' memory is only temporary, He will return to his old self" Charles explained.

"I cannot see Juan's suffering. Not just once, but many times" said Kenzo.

"If He is strong all will be well" replied Charles.

"This is also a test for him. How strong he faces it depends on his heart" continued Charles.

Then in his cradle Kenzo and put it on the bed.

"At night let's go to sleep. "smart Charles while lying next to him.

In his embrace Kenzo's small body gently.