Love Is Full Of Wounds
Storm in love (you're no substitute)

~" It turns out can not be separated also. "~ said Mattheo in the heart.

It was a long night for Mattheo and Juan. Hugging each other warms up to drive away the cold of the night making them more and more immersed in the sea of love. The more the two get closer. Sennan?? Of course still be Mattheo's lover. Both Juan and Sennan did not mind sharing. Jealous?? Sometimes there is a gap between their relationships.

The proximity of Juan and Mattheo made Kenzo riled up. The fear of losing a beloved son is again present in between his worries. Kenzo lost his patience. Kenzo knocked on Mattheo's room door.

Tok tok tok tok

There was a knock on the door.

"Just enter, the door I do not lock." said Mattheo.

Kenzo immediately opened the door and went inside, seeing Mattheo reading a file on her bedroom couch.

"Mattheo, can I talk to you for a second? " said Kenzo.

"Oh Dad. May I speak, " said Mattheo, putting down the file.

Kenzo sat on the other side of the sofa.

"Mattheo's. How close is your relationship with Juan? " ask Kenzo heart.

Mattheo stared softly at Kenzo.

"I'm starting to love Juan, Dad. Is that wrong? " answered Mattheo asked.

"Haaa..... " Kenzo took a deep breath.

"This is what Dad was afraid of. "he said softly.

"Mattheo it's not wrong that you love Juan. But have you forgotten who Juan has been in contact with. Felix, Louis, then Aiden. And you see for yourself what Aiden's situation is like right now" Kenzo said.

Mattheo stared in surprise at Kenzo, doubt began to seep into Mattheo's heart. For a moment because of Mattheo's love for Juan she forgot about her other brother. Mattheo leaned against the sofa and began to think how much Juan loved her.

"Rethink Mattheo. I didn't forbid your relationship. Just before going any further ask Juan how much he loves you. I don't want to lose my son again for the umpteenth time" said Kenzo, who left Mattheo alone.

"Haa.... Why I forgot about them. Mattheo Mattheo is your fool, "great Mattheo.

Mattheo's excitement was so obvious in Mattheo's eyes that Juan realized there was something strange about Mattheo. Juan pulled Mattheo's hand into the gazebo in the middle of the park right at night.

"Theo what's wrong with you? You changed at the end of the day" said Juan impatiently.

Mattheo looked into Juan's eyes looking for certainty.

"Juan how much do you love me.? " mattheo said.

"Why are you asking Theo, "ask Juan again.

"Jawab only my question." Mattheo.

"Juan is really your love, very much love" replied Juan looking into Mattheo's eyes.

"Not as a substitute? " ask Mattheo flat.

"Surrogate? Juan never once considered you a replacement for Theo, "Juan replied in surprise.

"Then, Felix, Louis, Aiden. How much you love her "said Mattheo flatly.

Juan stared in disbelief at Mattheo's speech.

"They are different they are" said Juan and not yet finished Mattheo cut off Juan's speech.

"But you've been in contact with them, have you ever loved them, right? " cut Mattheo.

"Yeah, but that was it. Should it be posted again? Should it be asked again. Mattheo, Juan never once thought of you as their replacement. "cry Juan getting impatient.

"But I think before him you consider me as a person who heals your wounds instead" said Mattheo Sharp.

"Juan never once thought of you as their replacement Theo not one bit. "Juan's cries began to break.

"Haha.... You lied to this one Juan. "the laughter of Mattheo among his wounds.

"Hiks..... What's the matter with you Theo, why are you like this.? " said Juan.

"I asked you again? Is my presence for you to treat and replace your wounds.? " ask Mattheo flat and cold.

"Answer YES or NO. " said Mattheo slightly snapped.

Juan lowered his head inside.

"Juan never.....?" Said Juan lirih.

"Juan listen to me, do you know. The first person you love is real love that doesn't work, and then you get a second love that you use to share the hurt of your first love failure. When the first and second love fail, the pain that recurs builds up and is released into the next love." explains Mattheo.

"And right now, I'm in a position where your repeated wounds are accumulating. Unknowingly you made me my next replacement and impingement" Mattheo continued.

Juan is getting sobbing..

"Hikss yes, but Juan is really Love Theo" said Juan among his sobs.

"Listen Juan, I don't like lies, you have to know that. What a hard thing you answered that. "said Mattheo flatly.

Mattheo left behind a crying juan. Seeing the mattheo that was about to pass Juan ran to hug mattheo from behind.

"Don't go, juan please don't stay right juan." said juan as he sobbed.

"Give me time" said mattheo, taking off his arms but Juan hugged him back from behind.

"Mattheo, how long was that? " ask Juan lirih.

"I don't know. It might be a day, a week or. ", said Mattheo and fell silent for a moment.

"Either go. "continue while taking off his embrace again.

"Mattheo, listen to Juan. Listen to Juan. Hiks." said Juan between his tears.

Juan's tears flowed incessantly to make his eyes moist, his nose reddened, and his shoulders trembled. Mattheo turned around and looked at Juan full of pity. Mattheo longed to hug her lover's body but disappointment is still clearly visible in both eyes.

"What's wrong with Juan falling in love again? Hix... Can Juan not feel love anymore? Hixss.... Does Juan always have to lose and lose?.... Hikss hiks... Can't Juan be a little bit, Juan don't want a lot, Juan wants a little, can't Juan be a little happy? " ask Juan.

"Juan also wants to be happy Mattheoooo." cried Juan.

"Juan mau Mattheo." isak Juan.

"I'm not forbidding you to be happy. When did I ban you for that? Hmmm " said Mattheo, looking at Juan.

"I just want you to answer my question honestly, that's all Juan answered honestly. What is hard Hahhh." snapped Mattheo held back anger.

"My jawab? The beginning of our relationship you consider me just as a substitute right? " ask Mattheo back.

Juan could only look at Mattheo.

"JUST JUANNN ANSWERED. "snaps Mattheo clutching Juan's shoulder.

"Yeahaaaa....Iyaaaa. "cried Juan still crying.

"Yes right Juan used to love Felix, yes Juan used to love Louis, then Juan also fell into Aiden's arms. Hiksss.." Juan was clearly among his cries.

"Then what a difficult answer to that from earlier Juan." said Mattheo back.

"At first yes, but after that Juan really loved Mattheo. Hix.. Juan falls in love with you" said Juan lirih.

"Haha........ " Mattheo laughed out loud without feeling.