Love Is Rain
Chapter 34. Barra Malik Hawwas

Right now Bie has been cleaned and changed his clothes. He has also been moved to an inpatient room. Mother took the rice and side dishes given by the nurse. Mother feeds the feeding Bie.

"Many meals, bair ASI you abundant."

"Mother ...."

"Yes, why?"

"Sorry .. 'cause I'm troubling Mother."

"Don't talk like that. You are Mother's child, no one feels bothered. Did you call Dimas?"

"Before going to the clinic, I sent a message. But I'll call back soon, Mother."

"The climate is very good. Why don't you try to open your heart to the child" mum muttered while still feeding Bie.

"Because it's too good that's why I can't take it, Mother. It's too evil for me to involve Dimas in this matter. Surely his parents would be sad to think that Dimas had impregnated me. And also surely his parents will also not be able to accept me completely. I'm considered to have ruined his son's future. Dimas can get a much better woman than me. I don't deserve a man as good as Dimas."

"But that sincere love accepts all the advantages and disadvantages of a partner. If Dimas can accept you for who you are, why not try living life with him."

"Wedding is not a try, Mother. I don't want it later after I married Dimas it turns out that the parents and other families no one can accept me because of my status and also my son. Although Dimas initially admitted this his son to the whole family but something that was hidden would eventually be smelled too. Surely the whole Dimas family will hate me and my baby even more if they know it's not his flesh and blood."

"Why don't Mother's thoughts get there? You're getting older, son. It'll boomerang later if the Dimas family knows who your son's real father is."

"Mother, I'll call Dimas first."

"Alright, Mommy wants to hold your baby first."

Bie reactivated his phone. There were a lot of missed calls from Dimas. Bie tried to contact him several times. The clock has now shown at eleven o'clock in the evening.

When Bie wants to put down his phone, Dimas calls back.

"Hello, Dim."

"Lo How? Already lahiran?"

"Thank God, Dim. My baby's healthy."

"Alhamdulillah. Sorry I can't be accompanied. I plan to leave the day after. Lo's estimate is in a week, right?"

"Yes, Dim."

"Gue's leaving tomorrow. What do you want to buy?

"Nothing. I just wish Lo had made it here."

"Gue will definitely survive. I can't wait to meet the hero Lo."

"Be careful, Dim. I closed it first. It's night. Good night, may you have a good dream."

Bie turned off his cell phone.

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In the afternoon Bie who was breastfeeding his baby was surprised by the arrival of Dimas. Bie quickly covered his chest.

"Sorry ..." said Dimas and turned his back on him.

The baby boy had finished nursing and Bie buttoned back his shirt.

"Udah done. You can turn the body again," said Bie. Dimas turned around and walked closer to Bie.

"Kok Lo did not hesitate if it has arrived? You know where I'm from here?"

"May I carry the baby Lo."

"Can I carry a baby."

"Don't get me wrong, I've been carrying a baby a lot. My cousins."

Dimas approached Bie and was immediately amazed to see the good looks of his son Bie.

"Lo's son is very handsome. Keenan junior here" said Dimas spontaneously. After that he just realized and looked at Bie.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to remind you of Keen."

"Not what, Dim. His father Keen. I can't argue with that. If his face looks like Keen, that's natural."

"I'm sorry again. It is undeniable that this is his flesh and blood. But maybe I didn't exactly say that. What's his name, Bie?" Dimas diverted the conversation.

"Barra Malik Hawwas, Barra's call. Which means the fire of a burning spirit, and the reigning king."

"Hi, Barra. Welcome to the world. What's a good call for me, Bie? Daddy, papi or papa."

"Lo is not the father. Later the girls stay away, in case you're married because Barra called Daddy."

"Not what, Bie. I'm happy to be called that."

"There-there's a Lo."

"Gue seriously Bie. Barra call Daddy?"

"Seriously? Not ashamed to call Daddy?"

"No, it's Bie."

"By the ground. If you want to be called Daddy, go ahead."

"I'm carrying Barra, Bie." Dimas took Barra from the lap of Bie dsn holding him, Dimas peeked at Barra's cheek with a gurgle.

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In Keen's apartment, the man looked to have been a little better than yesterday. He's headed for the kitchen to have dinner.

Keen saw there was food on the table. All that Cath provides.

Keen took the food and ate it slowly.

"Why did I from yesterday always remember, Bie. What's up with Bie now. Did I try to call Dimas. But Dimas never wanted to take a call from me" Keen murmured to himself.

Like the moon that never left the earth, the star never left the sky, nor will I fear leave your memories. How should I forget you? Every note is your voice and every wind is your heartbeat. I realized there was nothing more painful than realizing that he meant so much to me, but I meant nothing to him.

Seriate.

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Will Keenan find out if he has a son from Bie?. Look forward to the continuation of this novel.

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