Love Keinara
Not the One Before

Keinara who was initially so excited, now more silent when the people with him talk. Fakhri who was also a little talkative several times glanced at the girl, and realized something.

“Kei..we to the park yuk.”  Take Fakhri suddenly. Stop the chat in that room.

“I..iya mas, come..”  Keinara replied in shock.

The girl then turned around saying goodbye.

Fakhri looked smiling as Keinara approached. He did not know if the girl was confused by his attitude. Fakhri who was cold was now acting a little sweet.

"What's really going on with you?." Ask Keinara in his heart.

Keinara pushed the wheelchair that Fakhri was sitting in, towards the garden located behind the house. Before long, the two had been sitting side by side in a long chair in the garden.

“You don't seem happy to meet me Kei?.”  Said Fakhri who was trying to treat the woman in front of him as his lover, although he felt strange.

“Whose word, I'm happy kok.” Reply Keinara without looking at the man beside her.

“If you are happy, why look sad so.”

“Feeling from Fakhri.”

Fakhri red Keinara's chin, so that the girl's face turned towards him. The eyes of the two meet again. Fakhri saw love and longing in Keinara's eyes. But instead, Keinara was like seeing someone else. That man

not the old Fakhrinya.

Fakhri took off her gaze, as her gaze began to deepen. He did not want what he saw in Keinara's eyes to affect his mind. Which will eventually lead to pain in his head. The man closed

his eye. Makes Keinara wonder and worry.

“Mas why?.”

“It's okay Kei, just a little dizzy.”

“Then mas should break.”

Keinara got up from his seat to take a wheelchair. But the man's hand prevented it.

“Sit Kei. I'm okay.”

“Yakin mas is okay?.”

Fakhri nodded to reassure the heart of the girl in front of him.

“I still want to accompany the girl who misses me.”

Fakhri's speech created a faint smile on Keinara's lips.

“Really? Though I don't miss you?.”

“Whose word I don't miss you. I missed you Kei.” too

“Oh...thank goodness if it's true.” Answer Keinara flat.

Again Keinara threw his gaze in the other direction. Unable to look at the man who now feels foreign in his heart.

Fakhri suddenly hugged Keinara.

“You doubt that I miss you?.” Fakhri said trying to shake off Keinara's doubts that seemed comfortable in her arms.

“Mas knows the answer.”

“I really miss you Kei, I didn't lie.”

“May your words be correct mas.” Inner Keinara.

Both of them were in that embrace. They both feel peaceful, but they also feel foreign.

Fakhri took off his embrace. The man's face showed as if he was holding something back.

“Kei...my head hurts. I'm gonna take a break. Can take me to”

“Oh yes mas..ayo.”

Keinara helped Fakhri sit in a wheelchair, and hurriedly pushed him inside the house.

“I want to rest on that sofa Kei.”

Keinara followed Fakhri's wishes. Gently Keinara helped Fakhri down from the wheelchair until the man broke down. Keinara's face looks anxious looking at Fakhri who is holding his head and occasionally hissing withstanding the pain.

“Kei, please get me the medicine. It's on the dining table.”

Keinara took the drug Fakhri meant with a glass of water.

After finding it, Keinara immediately gave it to Fakhri who was still grimacing in pain. After a while Fakhri looked calm. Although sometimes still looks to be holding back pain.

“Mas, I said yes. Let mas can rest.”

“Iya Kei, sorry yes already have you...”.

“Iya mas is okay. Take a break....I pamit.”

Keinara grabbed Fakhri's palm. Kissed him for a few seconds. And without looking at Fakhri's face, the girl passed away. Leaving Fakhri transfixed as his heart warmed. Creating a puddle in

the corner of the eye that Fakhri was unaware of.

Keinara and the Goddess say goodbye to Bu Talia and Bagas. Which then led the two to the front door.

After the departure of two guests, Talia and Bagas went back into the house. Fakhri was lying on the sofa.

“Your head hurts again Ri?.” Ask Talia ma'am

“Iya bun's. But already meningan kok.tadi already take medicine”.

“Thankful...” Ms. Talia was relieved.

“So you always feel a headache if you remember or meet Keinara?.” Ask Bagas .

Fakhri nodded.

“Tragic..”.

“Hust..you said what gas.” Ms. Talia chimed.

Fakhri was upset.

“Yes how not tragic bun, should they again be friendly after a long separation. It's the opposite.”

“Bagasss...!!....have stopped talking. Poor your sister.”  Talia's mother was infuriated by her eldest son.

“Ha..ha...saf.”.

Bagas' apology does not seem to change the upset reaction shown by Fakhri.

“Do you also not remember, the cause of the scar on your right shoulder?.” Bagas, who often helped his sister take a bath, was intrigued by the scar on Fakhri's shoulder. But only then did he ask. Although he was not sure Fakhri could answer his curiosity.

“What wound.?” Fakhri and his mother asked.

“Look at the bun on Fakhri's right shoulder.”

Ms. Talia asked Fakhri to sit down, so she could easily see the scar Bagas meant on her son's shoulder.

“It's like a slashed scar. And it seems like this wound was not long ago. But why did you just know?. You never told mother Ri.”

Fakhri was silent and felt his head throbbing again, as he tried to recall the incident that left his shoulder injured.

“I can't remember it bun..”  Fakhri replied later. While his hands were busy massaging his forehead with his eyes closed.

“Ya Already, do not need to remember about the wound .......Now you rest. “ Said Mrs Talia who then left Fakhri with Bagas.

There was no conversation between the two bosses after their mother's death. Each one is busy with themselves. Fakhri tries to suppress the pain in his head, while Bagas dissolves with the game on his phone.

Unlike the two girls who were in a car, who were driving on the highway. They seemed to be talking about Fakhri. More precisely Fakhri's attitude. Both feel the same way about

fakhri's attitude change.

“Mas Fakhri doesn't know me Kei. He didn't greet me at all. When I was in pain, he was cold. Is this my feeling or do you feel it too?. ” Reveal Goddess.

“I also felt it Wi...I feel like Fakhri has changed. His attitude is not what it used to be before he was in an accident.”  Keinara's reply confirmed the words of his best friend.

“Kok can be so yes, what accident was it that made him change?!.“

“Entahlah...” Keinara was completely confused by Fakhri's attitude. Although the man ended up being nice to her, Keinara still felt that her lover had changed. Fakhri's embrace wasn't as warm as usual.

Even the man's mouth did not call him dear.  Whereas previously Fakhri rarely mentioned the name Keinara when calling.

“Already Kei...do not think too much. Who knows, this is just our feeling.” Said the Goddess trying to comfort her gloomy-looking best friend.

“Hahhh......May your words be correct Wi.” Reply Keinara expectantly, before finally he returned pensive.

The shadow of Fakhri's cold face again appeared in Keinara's eye patch.  Makes the girl's chest feel

congested. Although still gray, everything he found that day was not as expected.