
“Actually why did you come all the way here?.” Ask Keinara
finally, after he refrained from talking to the forced man in
beside him, because of his resentment.
“To meet my lover...?!.” Fakhri replied with a smile towards Keinara.
“Which love again? isn't your boyfriend in Jakarta?.”
“My girlfriend only has one, and now she's with me!.”
Keinara's index finger pointed towards her chest, while her eyes widened.”Me...??!.”
Back Fakhri smiled and nodded.
“All is over....There is nothing between us anymore. “ Reply the girl, who then turns her face out the window, when she feels her eyes are getting hot.
Looks like Fakhri doesn't want to delay anymore, to explain what really happened to him. The man pulled over his vehicle to speak freely.
“Why stop..!.” Keinara asked looking panicked and frightened.
“I want to explain something to you.” Reply Fakhri who has turned off the engine without turning off the headlights of his vehicle.
“But it doesn't have to be here right?.” Keinara shifted her body away from the door, until her body almost stuck to Fakhri.”'s bodyLet's go mass...!.”
His love, with a look of fear. While his eyes occasionally look towards the left side of the road highlighted by car lights.
Feeling strange with Keinara's sudden frightened attitude, Fakhri circulated his gaze towards the place Keinara was looking at. A faint smile appeared on Fakhri's face after he saw on the left side of the street a public cemetery, and several tombs were clearly visible due to the light from the lights of his vehicle.
“Mas where to go?.” Keinara asked as she held Fakhri's arm
who opened the door.
“You're down for a minute. Behind the car there was something. I'll check it out.”
“Mas.....Don't come down!!”. The girl pulled Fakhri's arm tightly. Holding the man from leaving her.
“That instant....” Fakhri lowered one of his legs about to go down, but Keinara's hand pulled back his arm. Stronger than ever.
“Mas....Don't come down....!!.” Kei's face looked even more frightened. Fakhri finally pulled back his legs and closed the car door he had opened.
Both of Keinara's hands were still holding Fakhri's arms and hiding his face there. It seemed Fakhri wanted to laugh, but he held on.
Keinara's eyes seemed closed, as Fakhri pulled his arm. And he took it for granted, when Fakhri's hand reached into his arms.
The atmosphere was momentarily silent. When Keinara's words turned to comfort. Keinara's reassuring embrace was powerless, despite the disappointment, anger and resentment for the man who now embraced her.
A sense of comfort and calm is also middle in Fakhri Rasakah, after a few months the taste is gone. The pecked top of the head of the girl who had returned his embrace, with an outpouring of love and affection.
Feeling the feathers start goosebumps, Fakhri starts the car engine. And leaving the place with one hand still hugged Keinara's body.
Feeling distant from the burial area, Keinara pulled her body from Fakhri's chest. Inwardly, the girl was alluding to herself who was unable to control fear. So that he does not have to be in the arms of a man who is not his lover anymore.
“If you still feel comfortable why should be removed.” Fakhri said, as Keinara took off her arms. But it sounded full of meaning in Keinara's ears.
“If that convenience was only for me, there's no way I'd let go.”
Keinara replied in a disappointed tone.
“Nothing is divided, all that is for you.”
“Do not lie, because I already know the facts.”
“Behind the facts you see, there are other facts you don't know.”
“You mean?.”
“Let me clear, after I eat it..” said Fakhri with his index finger pointing to the cart of batagor on the side of the road.
“Huhhh Desah Keinara felt he had been made curious by Fakhri.
At that time the two had been in the town square of the district which looked crowded by visitors of all ages and food vendors. Food carts lined up there. It offers a variety of foods, from snacks to heavy meals, from dried to fruiting.
Waiting for his order so, Fakhri and Keinara sat on a bench provided by a batagor seller. Seeing Keinara who looked cold Fakhri invited the girl to return to the car and enjoy the batagor there.
But before getting to the car, Fakhri invited Keinara to go to a mini market that was not far from his car.
“You search what mas..” Ask Keinara as soon as you enter the mni market.
“Nyari perlambatan bath, forgot not to bring it earlier. You don't know what to do nginep.”
“Yes there, I'm waiting outside!.” Said Keinara and was about to step out.
“Eee...mau where, just said you want nemenin!” Fakhri pulls Keinara's hand and takes her in search of the items she needs. While pushing the trolley, Keinara picked up the items she needed on the display rack.
“Duh ngapain si mas use trolley, the shopping is only a little.”
“Liar can take you all...” Reply Fakhri while smiling seductively.
“Ihhh I have the goods..” Keinara immediately took the basket and
get rid of the trolley Fakhri was holding.
After obtaining all the items Fakhri needed, the two returned to the car. Not to go home, but to enjoy batagor.
“Yang...I want to clarify something with you.”
“Ishhhh...don't call me who, call me Keinara.. .!”
“But I like...how?.”
“Heh....whatever...!.”
Fakhri seemed to take a deep breath before he finally let out all of his heart and mind.
“Yang...I'm sorry to have disappointed you and hurt. But I really didn't intend to do it. What happened was beyond my will. After the accident
that, I had amnesia, and you were one of the people I wasn't
acquaintances. I thought you were a stranger. I'm trying to remember who you are, but
my memory is incapable. Because I don't want you to be sad about my condition, so
I kept my amnesia a secret from you. First, I want to keep acting as
your lover, even though I don't remember who you are. But I can't, what
again every time I remember you and close to you my head hurts, it hurts a lot. I finally chose to stay away from you, resisting your desire to meet. And it turned out to make me accept another woman to be my lover. Although I doubted my feelings for the woman, I continued to have that relationship until
you finally know. Looking at you who seemed devastated when I saw me with Bela, it became the starting point for me to remember how I felt about you. And I really
remembering you and all our memories after you left and returned the ring ” Fakhri looked at the face of Keinara who was looking at him with a gaze that he did not understand.
“Yang...please sorry...I shouldn't have kept this a secret to you in the first place.”
“Indeed you shouldn't have kept that a secret to me. So that does not cause this misunderstanding. If you were honest, I would
will understand. And I don't feel any pain from feeling like you're ignoring.” Keinara's eyes finally glazed over . His feelings are mixed between disappointed, sad, sad ,
joy and disbelief. Now the girl was at a loss as to how to behave with the man in front of her. However, he was prejudiced against Fakhri. And that was one of the reasons for leaving the man.
“Please forgive me who...until this second I still love you very much, I do not want to lose you and you are very important to me.”
“But our relationship has ended mas, with the presence of the woman among us.”
“Me and him have nothing to do anymore. Because the only thing I love is you. Sorry. I'm really sorry Kei..”.
Fakhri's remorse looks so deep. He put both his hands together and landed a kiss there.
While Keinara still looks dumbstruck. There was a dilemma in his heart. Forgive Fakhri and accept him back, or stick with
his decision.
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