
“Key....already dong!.......do not cry constantly. I see tuh tired, cook you not anyway?!”.
No matter what the Goddess said, Keinara continued to sob. The growing pain. Not only because of Fakhri's betrayal, but also because of the heavy feeling of releasing the person he loved so much.
His meeting with Fakhri at the cafe, has shaken his hard-earned heart he prepared to be able to make his lover belong to another woman.
The girl was rendered helpless by the great love for Fakhri.
“Udah dong Kei.....!” Pinta Dewi is increasingly confused.
The Goddess marginalizes her vehicle, when she feels her best friend needs to be calmed. A hug the Goddess gave to her best friend and let her cry as much as possible.
“Cry..if it can make you relieved.” Say Dewi while rubbing Keinara's back.
Secretly the eyes of the Goddess began to condense. The girl Ikut dissolved in the sadness of his best friend. And just this time, the girl in his arms seemed to be very downcast.
Almost fifteen minutes of Dewi's car parked on the side of the road. After the cry of the keinara subsided, and looked better than before, Dewi re-appeared his vehicle.
“Why I was brought to your house Wi.” Ask Keinara who realized the road that was being passed leads to the house of the Goddess.
“You're safer at my house.”
“Means?.”
“I'm worried, the problem you are facing makes your common sense not working properly.so you do the no-no.”
“Hah.... I still have faith Wi.”.
“Thankful..but I remain unsettled you stay at the boarding house. You better stay at my house a few days.”
“I want to go home to the village.”
“Iya ..that's a good idea.at least you can calm yourself there. But you finish your thesis first . When you are done, you can return to the village. Don't forget to come back here at graduation.”
“Iya..”
The car was boarded by two friends, finally stopped in front of the house of the Goddess.
Fakhri's car had also just stopped in front of his office. After handing over the car keys to the security guard, the notoriously cold CEO stepped into his room. Welcomed the full gaze asked by some employees who happened to cross paths.
“Pak Fakhri...!.” Call Fani polite with a surprised look when looking at Fakhri's face.
“Ya Fan?.” Fakhri answered, pushing the door.
“Inside no bu Bela.”
“Bela is here?.”
“Iya sir, ma'am Bela just arrived. Last afternoon he also came here to find Mr. Fakhri.”
Fakhri took off the door handle as soon as Bela was waiting for her. The man seemed to think, before finally entering the room. Upon seeing Fakhri's arrival, Bela who was sitting immediately greeted him with questions.
“Your face why bruised?.”
“Oh...there is a little problem outside.”
“I obeyed ya..”
“Not need..” Reject Fakhri while removing Bela's hand from her cheek.”I just need a break now”
“Oh okay.. rest, I accompany”
“No need, you just go home.”
“Huh Bela was upset, because Fakhri again rejected his wishes.
The woman did not give up, she followed Fakhri who entered her personal room. The first time he entered. Seeing that there was a bed there, Bela laid her body on the bed while waiting for Fakhri who was in the bathroom.
“Keinara...!!!”.
Bela, who was closing her eyes, was surprised to hear Fakhri mention the name of someone who was clearly not her, but the man's gaze was clearly pointed at her. Fakhri stood up as if in shock, from the look on his face.
“I Bela...not Keinara.....!!.” Said Bela annoyed and sat her body on the edge of the bed.
“Oh Fakhri muttered that seemed disappointed. Because what he saw was sleeping in his resting place was not Bela but Keinara.
“Why did you sleep there?. Didn't I tell you to go home!.”
“I wanted to give you a break, but now I'm lazy!!.”
“I didn't ask you to accompany me either, did I?. So you better go home now.!!” Fakhri replied firmly.
“I will go home, but you explained first who Keinara was.From yesterday's events, I knew that the girl had lied to me. Not your cousin, but your other lover. You cheated on that girl, right?. But now I want to hear from your mouth directly, who is Keinara, and what does it have to do with you!.”
Fakhri fell silent and opted out of the room, then sat down in his chair. His two elbows rested on the surface of the table, while his fingers were busy twitching the throbbing head.
“Fahri..answer!.”
“I'm lazy to talk about it. Go home....!.”
“I told you. I'll be home after you explain about Keinara.”
“But you have to want...!!!.” Bentak Bela who felt played by Fakhri.
“Shelf....” Fakhri hits the table in front of him, after his anger is ignited by Bela's clasping.
“Do not nail Bela...and do not make your patience run out!!!.” Fakhri is so emotional.
“If you don't want to be forced, then talk!!.” Bela's undaunted speech with Fakhri's clasping.
“What do you want me to say?, while you already know everything from yesterday's events. Just one thing you don't know, I didn't cheat on her. But I cheated on you. And now I'm sorry. I feel guilty for cheating on her!!!."
Bela widened her eyes. Can't believe what just came out of Fakhri's mouth.
“That means you regret being my lover?!!.”
Fakhri could not continue his words, the man fell silent. I don't know what the man was thinking, so he just left Bela in his room
“Fakhri wait....!! We're not done talking......!!.” Shouted Bela.
Fakhri's wide footsteps, making Bela unable to pursue him. Fakhri climbed the stairs leading to the roof of the building. In that place he forgot his emotions on the things he saw.
“Akhhhhhh Fakhri shouted loudly, as his chest grew tight. The man dropped his body, resting on both knees and two palms. The man's eyes were closed with his face facing the floor. His shoulders seem to be going up and down.
“Keinara...!.” Fakhri Gumam. When he opened his eyes and opened his face. He saw Keinara
standing in the corner of the rooftop with a sad face. But just now he wanted to approach her Kainara's body suddenly disappeared.
“Keinaraaaaaaa...........!!!” Fakhri shouted back after he hallucinated.
“Fakhri....!.” A voice emerged from behind Fakhri's body standing on the edge of Rooftop.
Fakhri, who knew the voice, only turned his head for a while, then his eyes looked back at the Jakarta afternoon sky.
“What happened?.” Asked Rangga who was standing next to the man who looked like he was carrying a burden.
“I'm confused by my life now. My heart and my mind have always been at the same point, always at odds. And stupidly I, all this time have let it. Without trying to control, even resigned just like that. Sacrificing such a great and sincere love from Keinara, which should be a strength for me to face all this.”
For a moment Fakhri fell silent and lowered his head with his eyes closed.
“I have hurt him with deep wounds. I have ignored him, shunned him as he wanted to be with me, left him alone in longing and now I betray his love.”
“Do you remember everything about Keinara?.”
Fakhri.
“But at the moment I want it so much.”
“In addition what do you feel? .”
“I feel my heart aches to see him hurt for what I did. I feel very sorry for betraying him.I also feel sad when he does not care about me, I am jealous when someone approaches him.”
“It's all because you love her Ri!.”
“Entahlah...all still looks gray.”
“Sabar Ri..hopefully this will be the beginning of your recovery from amnesia.”
“Hopefully..but I was afraid, when I recovered Keinara had left me. Because I have hurt him.”
“Trust me, If he really is your true love, would be as painful as anything, would be as difficult as any twists and turns to go through, he will stay with you someday. True love will always forgive all the mistakes that you make
you did. No matter how much you promise to fix yourself.”
Rangga touched his best friend's shoulder, to strengthen and reassure the man.
“Makasih....”.
“I get off first..”
“Go....I still want to be here.”.
Rangga nodded and smiled. Leaving the man alone might not hurt. Because it takes time to put your heart and mind together.
But Rangga remembered something, so he went back to Fakhri.
"Where's the bruise on your face?."
"From a man who had disturbed Keinara."
"You met Keinara?."
"Yes, it was at the cafe."
"Oh yeah.do you decide who you choose. Keinara or Bela?."
"I'm sure I chose Keinara, but I'm pessimistic that she's willing to stay by my side after what I've done."
"Pray.may Keinara not come to you to leave. And end your relationship."
Fakhri sighed heavily, there was a fear God did not grant the prayer.