
After staring fixedly at Binar, Channing leaned back while exhaling a long breath.
This time he believes Binar is not playing games, because his sister is not the child she used to be. However, it still did not enter Channing's mind. Since childhood, they have grown up together, how can there be love?
Yes, from the past until now, Channing still considers Binar as a mere sister. Not a woman who should be loved, especially to have her heart intact. Nah! Just imagine Channing can't. Too weird.
"Of so many guys, why should I, Bin? I'm your brother, you know. What do you think Mama Papa tried if you know you're like this," Channing said after thinking for a long time.
"You're not my brother, we're just brothers. Mama and Papa also definitely understand if we do not have blood relations, it is natural to fall in love." Binar remained adamant with his feelings, which he found reasonable. It is true that there is no prohibition in that regard, but for some people it is still taboo.
"Bin, try it from now on you look outside. There are a lot of guys who are much more handsome and more everything than me. Try to open your heart to them, do not just be glued to my care and attention all this time. I did that because you're a sister, it's my duty as a sister to look after you. If Axel had been born a girl, I would have treated you the same. All of this is purely as a brother, Bin, nothing more. I wish you could think that too."
Channing's explanation this time is more serious. He did not want his beloved sister to continue to sink into feelings that could not end well. He tried hard to realize Binar's attitude so far, which is nothing more than the affection of his brother for his sister, who unfortunately got another response from Binar.
"Nobody is better than Channing. And there is nothing I love but my brother. Now or later, I just want you to be my partner, Brother," said Binar, completely unaffected by Channing's lengthy explanation.
The man, who has now earned a business administration degree, ruffled his mullet hair violently. It is over the sentence to persuade and give understanding to Binar. Now there is no other way but to be honest. It will hurt, but it must be revealed. Because the love that was originally thought to be a joke and will be forgotten over time, in fact it is still guarded by Binar until this moment.
"I'm sorry, I can't, Bin. I have a boyfriend and just like him I have love. You ... Until whenever you're my sister."
Binar's eyes widened instantly, along with a hand that clutched its own mouth. After being rejected for a long time because he was a child and tied to family relationships, now he is rejected because there is another love. The originally intact and flowery heart was crushed to formless.
"Kak__"
However, Binar spontaneously threw away the view. He closed his eyes so his tears wouldn't come out.
"The shine!"
"You don't think I've ever done that, brother?" said Binar with a clean. He could not speak loudly because the crying was already tight in the chest.
Channing.
"Since college I've tried to see other guys, but I can't. It's you here, brother." Binar looked back at Channing, touching her own chest and with tears unraveling of course. "If from the beginning just think I'm a sister, you shouldn't have to pay attention and care. If you need to ignore me, let there be no feeling like this. You think I want this, brother? Nope! It exists by itself. If I could choose, I wouldn't fall in love with you!" continue with a snapshot.
Channing was speechless, even more so when she saw the increasingly broken cries of Binar.
While Binar himself, still confused in his feelings. To the extent that it is indifferent to the gaze of other visitors that leads to it. With a million disillusioned, Binar rushes to his feet and leaves Channing.
Love's. He also looked up and felt that it was wrong. Shouldn't love Channing who incidentally is a big brother who lives on one roof. However, the heart is so difficult to control. From time to time, it becomes increasingly demanding and demanding to be pursued. Almost like an obsession.
Surprisingly, Channing's attitude also seemed to respond well to it—though her lips once refused blatantly. Until finally, Binar really fell and was blind in his feelings. To put aside shame and declare love again for the umpteenth time.
Unfortunately ... now the hurt and disappointment he received.
Seriate...