Love Me Please Channing
Go away

Channing was glued to her place for quite a while. In fact, until Binar passed away and closed the door, Channing remained silent there.

There was a little space in his heart that suddenly hurt and hurt. However, he is not sure what the cause is.

If it is logical, maybe this is better, so that Binar stops loving her and starts a new life with a more organized heart. However, the feeling even betrayed the thought that should be. He did not want Binar to leave, especially with a huge disappointment. It was eager for him to hug Binar tightly, persuading him not to go and stay close to him.

But because the thoughts and feelings continue to contradict, finally just sculpting what he can do.

Slowly and unasked, Channing's feet slowly stepped towards the lower floor, towards where Binar was at the moment.

A few seconds later, Channing arrived at the last step of the stairs. The laughter of Binar and Malvin, as well as Kendrick and Athena, rang out in his ears. Re-presenting the pain in the heart.

"I didn't go home until I became a famous comic. This time I'm serious, Ma, no kidding. Sure it's consistent."

The excited speech of Binar seemed to hit right in the heart of Channing. He knew the exact reason the girl had left, and he was sure that now Binar was serious about what she said.

"If you get used to it, everything will be fine. This is most true for us, far apart," Channing's inner self before turning around and snuffing away came to Binar's place.

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The sun that dipped this time, no longer carries the warmth of the previous days, at least according to Channing. The higher the sunrise, the more worried his heart. All because of Binar, who this morning will fly to Malang with Malvin. It is still uncertain when he will return, and it is not certain when they will meet again.

"Are you sure you're going, Bin?"

After arguing with himself, Channing finally decided to approach Binar and ask him that.

"Yes." Yeah."

Just the short answer Channing received, was without a smile.

"It's not as far apart as I want, Bin. I just want you to understand that we are brothers. Mama Papa is still in the marriage bond, where maybe between us there is playfulness. Sorry if my words yesterday offended you. I didn't intentionally, just got carried away. I was wrong" Channing said.

Binar smiled knot. "I never thought you were wrong, because right and wrong are not certain, depending on what angle we look at it from. And I, appreciate your point of view."

"Binar, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to accuse you. I just ... just__"

"Not to be caught again. I've forgotten the problem really," concluded Binar.

Channing was at a loss for words. The answer to the answer that Binar made was enough to make him understand, that that night Binar was really disappointed with his talk. Damn he did not know how to persuade Binar to melt and not be disappointed again.

Binar took a deep breath, then said, "later."

"When?"

Instead of answering, Binar passed away while dragging his suitcase.

"Aren't you going to see me again, Bin?"

Channing's statement was loud enough to make Binar stop his steps for a moment.

"No." After answering this, Binar resumed his steps.

He walked quickly down the stairs, approaching Malvin and Athena who were waiting there.

A warm smile returned a carved pinar on his lips. Although the heart still screams pain, but he does not want to show it. Later, he did not even get permission to leave.

After saying goodbye and hugging each other, Binar and Malvin left the Demitry residence. Only the driver drove them to the airport, because that morning Athena and Kendrick had an important event at the office. Think they, in the near future will also visit Binar there, so now it prioritizes office affairs.

Meanwhile, Binar's laughter faded slightly as the car had already rolled into the airport. Malvin jokes are only responded to immediately, not as enthusiastic as when at home earlier.

This continued until the two arrived at the airport. Binar repeatedly blinked quickly just to hold back the tears that wanted to spurt out.

"Being away from your parents is not good, but if it's for your goals, why not? You live there with me and my parents, not anyone else. The warmth of your family must have been there, too" Malvin said when he realized the sadness of Binar, who he thought was unwilling to stay away from Athena.

"Yes, Brother."

Binar smiled wryly. He recalls his childhood, which he spent a lot with Abercio—ayah Malvin. The man also sacrificed a lot to meet his needs first, before Kendrick married his mother. Yes, because the biological father is irresponsible and instead remarries another woman, Little Binar has to experience it all.

"If Papa hadn't betrayed Mama, they wouldn't have divorced. And now, I'm not going to experience all of this" Inner Binar was sitting on the plane.

Along with the movement of the iron bird that began to take off, the mind of Binar wanders far, considering the figure of the biological father who now does not know where the limb. The last time he met, when he was still Junior High, and at that time his father was still in the bui. After being free, not knowing where he went, even Binar only just knew if his father was free after a few days later. That too without leaving any news.

"But .. how not to betray, Papa himself never loved me," continued Binar, still in his heart.

Seriate...