Love Monsters
Seeking Comfort

Lay Calandra had already felt a change in her life, from her relationship with troubled Andreas. Although they still live together in the same house, their relationship is no longer what it used to be. Lay Calandra felt very upset and exasperated, unable to feel the happy and warm feelings that had existed between them as a happy married couple.

Andreas himself did not feel guilty for the change in their relationship. He just wanted to show the situation, preferring to spend time with Birdella, even if only at night, when Felicia was asleep.

Lay Calandra felt neglected and unappreciated by her husband. He did not feel comfortable with Andreas who ignored his existence. Lay Calandra begins to feel like she has no clear purpose in life.

His heart was empty and unhappy. Lay Calandra feels that her life is filled with loneliness and disappointment. He doesn't know how to cope with his feelings and find a way to get back to being happy like he used to be.

"Andreas, you don't feel guilty at all, so be at ease!" Lay tried to warn andreas

"I feel like you've always ruled me, I also have the right to decide what I want to do."

"I'm just trying to give input and advice, but you just want to!"

"Curtain! I don't need any advice. You're too restrictive of my freedom, I should be able to do the things I like without having to think about your opinions constantly."

It seemed that Andreas really did not think of Lay's feelings as his wife.

Andreas also feels that their relationship is no longer what it used to be. She felt that Lay Calandra no longer needed her, as she had never reprimanded him with what he had done lately.

But now the quarrel cannot be ignored. They argued fiercely, defending each other's arguments.

Andreas is actually trying to improve their relationship, but sometimes feels that his efforts are ineffective. Moreover, Birdella also needs attention and time, for her current pregnancy. He is in a difficult position.

They both felt that their relationship could no longer be maintained.

Lay had offered Andreas a divorce, but her husband was reluctant to separate for fear of the impact it would have on their son and his father. Therefore, Lay and Andreas often quarrel and are unable to find a satisfactory solution for both parties. They are caught in a difficult situation and do not know how to get out of this problem. This condition makes it difficult for them to maintain the harmony of their household, so gradually Felicia felt uncomfortable at home.

Here is an example of a definite husband-and-wife dialogue with each defending themselves because they feel completely above the attitude they do: they:

"I don't want to limit your freedom Andreas, but I also wish you could pay attention to my feelings and put myself where I should be." Lay back protest.

"I feel like you're too in control of the situation, I should be able to determine Lay's own fate. So what do you want now?" Andreas makes an open challenge.

"I'm not in control of the situation, but just trying to protect our relationship to stay harmonious and happy, just like it was before Birdella's arrival!"

"But I feel you're too possessive, I also need some alone time for myself. For my pleasure."

Lay was no longer speaking, after Andrew had spoken the last words.

Now the conflict between the two of them as husband and wife becomes more tapered, as if it is difficult to repair. This atmosphere makes the home uncomfortable and their relationship worse. Every time a fight occurs, there is no agreement for a settlement. No one wants to try to solve problems, and ease the tension in their relationship.

Their home situation is really deteriorating.

Both of them held their own opinions together, so no one wanted to start the conversation again. They avoid each other, tend to be silent and do not want to discuss their problems anymore. So their problems become unresolved, and both parties continue to feel uncomfortable and anxious about their unhealthy relationship in the future.

Another factor that can make the state of the house uncomfortable is the selfishness of Andreas himself, who has started all the chaos of their relationship.

Finally Andreas actually went to Birdella's house, ignoring Lay who was still in a state of anger.

"Huhhh.. you don't know yourself!"

"I can also have fun, just like you did at the house next door with Birdella!"

Finally Lay did not care about Andreas, ignoring his own feelings that still felt hurt because it was not considered by her own husband.

She was crying under the covers, trying to comfort herself.

"Maybe I'll be happy if I don't love her. Even though my mouth speaks if I don't care anymore, it's still a pain. Hiks hyks..."

Blipp...

The room lights suddenly went out, as well as the right patio lights in the window of his room. But Lay doesn't care about any of it, as he is busy himself with his mood which isn't okay.

"Ehhh..."

Lay was shocked when he heard the sound of movement on the bed, but he could not see who it was. This is the same as in the beginning, when there was a black shadow that turned out to be named Armaro Baruto.

"Is that you?" tanya Lay made sure.

He deliberately did not mention the name, for fear if mispronounced, because it could be that who came was Andreas.

"Are you hoping who Darling came to?" the voice asked back, not mentioning his name.

"Why do you always come by surprise?" lay protest is still in a bad mood.

"Hahaha.. but you sure like it, right?"

"Or... You weren't expecting my arrival? Why don't you come to the lake?" Armaro Baruto actually gave Lay a lot of questions, making Lay just grunt annoyed.

"Hhhh, go! I'm pissed!"

But Lay's request to expel Armaro Baruto was not heeded. The black figure actually moved closer towards Lay, who had now turned his blanket over. But unfortunately he could not see how the figure of Armaro Baruto at a dark time like this.

"Did you rather fuck with Darling's lights on?"

The question posed by Armaro Baruto, as if he was guessing the contents of Lay's heart. Because Lay is indeed imagining, how the figure of Armaro Baruto if in a state of being overwhelmed by a mounting desire.

Hemmm.... how do these stories of theirs come to the fore???