Love Monsters
Ragu

Lay Calandra felt uneasy and uneasy when her husband Andreas was at home. This was inversely proportional to his former emotional situation, which always did not feel calm if Andreas was far from his side, not accompanying him to sleep at night because there was service in the hospital.

He felt that something was wrong with himself. The strange dreams and experiences he had together with Armaro Baruto, made him feel that he was not normal anymore.

Lay felt that she always wanted to avenge the ill-treatment of her husband, who was already cheating behind her with the help of the black figure present in her dream. However, every time he tried to unravel the truth about the black figure logically, he always felt that he himself had gone mad.

Lay Calandra felt that she needed professional help to understand what was happening to her. So he decided to seek help from a psychologist alone to overcome the hallucinations he had.

Yes, Lay thought that Armaro Baruto's existence was only the fruit of his disappointment in Andreas, so his subconscious created hallucinations of black figures that could give him satisfaction.

"But it's embarrassing."

"No, I can't do it. Andreas' reputation would be ruined if I came to the hospital and sought advice from a psychologist there."

Lay finally decided not to consult with his experts, and tried to think about it himself.

Some strange dreams and experiences experienced by Lay Calandra, he actually felt if the black figure that often appears and makes him feel comfortable needed at this time. Though Armaro Baruto, the black figure never seduced Lay excessively, and only gave him a different touch, the satisfaction he wanted and enjoyed each of their games.

Therefore, Lay considers Armaro Baruto as a black figure only exists and occurs in his dreams or Lay's own hallucinations. The black figure that continues to appear in Lay's dream may be present to affect his mind, because Lay's own state is not okay, so he wants to do things that are not supposed to. All of that was done to give satisfaction to his heart as a form of revenge to Andrew alone.

Basically, when Lay was in his right mind he used his common sense to judge something real. He does not want to follow or respond to every dream or hallucination he experiences. Though he himself realized, that he was enjoying everything he had done together with Armaro Baruto.

"Bahhh... I've gone mad. This is really a combat I'm crazy!"

Shaking his head a few times, Lay tried to dispel his own thoughts about the figure of Armaro Baruto, who began to tease his heart.

This kind of situation was certainly very difficult for Lay, due to Andreas' affair with Birdella, resulting in his own confusion.

The initial reaction that Lay felt yesterday because he felt that he was no longer attractive, making it difficult to sleep and causing him to hallucinate finding the existence of a black figure that had made him feel comfortable at this time.

Now, Lay also has no interest in Andreas anymore, after feeling comfortable with Armaro Baruto. The black figure he thought only existed in his imagination.

This is where the confusion and conflict in Lay, who feels guilty for feeling the same as Andreas did too. That is doing an affair even though it is only a wishful thinking.

"What about Birdella? I've never seen her again?"

"Is the baby healthy? is he happy with Andrew who betrayed our marriage?"

The confusing situation was faced by Lay, where his position as the wife of Andreas, but now he also felt comfortable with other men. So Lay felt that he was the same as Andreas.

"But I do this because I have been betrayed, hyks hyks..."

"Mama... Mama!"

Felicia's voice came from outside the room, awakening Lay to immediately wipe away her tears. He does not want if his son sees the state of affection now.

"Ma... Mama!"

"Yes dear" said Lay by opening the door to his room.

"Tumben once you woke up, honey? are you dreaming?"

It is not unusual for Felicia to wake up when she is asleep at night. His son would wake up in the morning after he came to the room to wake him up.

But for some reason, suddenly tonight Felicia woke up and followed her to the room.

"Papa. Papa where's Ma?" asked Felicia, who did not see the whereabouts of Andrew.

Usually, if it's been a night like this, papa and his mother have slept together in the room. But tonight, he woke up and wanted to catch up with them to go to sleep together, not finding the whereabouts of his father.

"Emhhh, that's. Papa just got an emergency call to deal with an accident patient coming to the hospital."

"Did Felicia want Mama to go to bed?"

Hearing the question asked by her mother, Felicia quickly nodded in agreement. He was indeed wanting to be accompanied to sleep, because he felt anxious from now on. That was why, just now he had come and searched his parents' room to be able to sleep together with them.

Unfortunately, Felicia's wish could not be fulfilled. There was only his mother at home, and his father was gone.

"Yes yuk, we sleep again. Mama accompany Feli ya!"

Finally Lay accompanied his son's sleep, in Felicia's own room. He was afraid that Felicia would sleep in his room, and then suddenly the black figure came to surprise his sleeping son.

*****

At the Birdella house.

"Honey, how's your relationship with Lay and Felicia?"

Birdella asked Andreas, after they had spent almost an hour making love. During his time together, Andreas never discussed the state of his household together with Lay Calandra.

Usually Birdella also never asked about Lay, and only asked about her son. But tonight he wants to know, because Lay himself already knows their relationship. Even her current state is pregnant.

"Not to think about much."

"You don't have to feel guilty either, because you're my wife."

A happy smile rose on Birdella's lips, then kissed Andreas' chest that was in front of her. Now he was hugging Andreas, having been content to enjoy their togetherness.

"Sleep. Our son needs rest."

Birdella nodded her head hearing the request from Andreas. He also felt tired after his activities.

Before long, Birdella had fallen asleep in Andreas' arms. The man he once left, without giving a definite explanation. Fortunately Andreas was willing to forgive him, when he came back with the reason to get the same task in this village.

Birdella really already feels victorious, because she can get love and attention from her husband again.