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Chapter 114: Fear
In Sara's main room still in disarray, she is seen carrying a medicine box in her hand, Sara is eager to see Ryuzen and treat his wounds. But he was also afraid that Ryuzen would do something horrible again like that to him.
"But I really want to see how he is right now."
Finally Sara ventured to meet Ryuzen, because she really wanted to see her current situation. Sara started to take a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
Sara who had arrived at the door of the room, she opened the door of her room and it turned out, there Ryuzen whose body was topless and only wearing pants was sitting on the edge of the bed. He looked towards Sara who had just entered with a p3k box in her hand.
Sara walked up to Ryuzen and sat down next to him. Sara touched Ryuzen's right forehead, which was a bit bruised and scratched by the impact of the vase.
"Why are you here?" ryuzen asked softly with his heavy voice.
"You're hurt" Sara touched the wound on Ryuzen's forehead.
"Sara, I won't die just from a small wound like this,"
Sara took a cotton swab and medicine to apply to the wound on Ryuzen's forehead.
"I know, but it's still a wound that needs to be treated!"
Sara smeared the wound carefully, then pressed the wound plaster.
"It's over!" Sara finished treating Ryuzen's wound.
"Sara, are you afraid of me?" ryuzen asked suddenly.
Sara threw away her face not daring to look at Ryuzen.
"I.., I was like seeing the figure of you who once hurt me," said Sara lirih.
"I've guessed, I'm sorry for getting out of control and almost hurting you" Ryuzen said regretfully.
Sara looked at Ryuzen and asked,
"Are you deliberately hitting your head, to prevent yourself from losing control emotionally from hurting me?"
Ryuzen simply smiled faintly and did not answer.
"Ryuzen do you have...."
"I'm fine Sara," Ryuzen interrupted Sara's speech.
"All right...."
The atmosphere became silent for a moment, until Ryuzen finally opened his voice.
"Sara, can I ask you something?"
"Yes of course."
"Have you ever felt any doubt about your own feelings toward others?"
Sara smiled bitterly, Sara thought if Ryuzen said this, because he was talking about her who wanted to re-knit her old love with Erika.
"..., I think everyone's ever felt that."
"Then in doubt, what would you do?" ask Ryuzen again.
"I don't know, but I think the doubt arises because you don't have the courage to say and do it. So I think just do what your heart wants and believes, it needs more faith, but it's better than just numbing your mind with endless doubts."
"And at least you still have hope for Erika, unlike me who obviously has no hope!"
"If only, what you got wasn't what you wanted" Ryuzen said.
"At least after that doubt will no longer haunt you, right?" sara Sahut.
"You want to express your feelings?" sara asked in a soft voice.
"But I was afraid of being rejected, I was afraid that I would not be wanted by her" Ryuzen said for the first time to say fear in front of Sara.
Sara chuckled, hearing Ryuzen's reply just now.
"I just find it funny, a Ryuzen Han who has a level of confidence above normal people is afraid of being rejected, isn't that a joke?" Sara was still laughing.
"I'm also human, I have my own boundary layer Sara," Ryuzen replied.
Sara stops laughing, seeing the other side of Ryuzen in front of her who now looks like another human who also has a heart and fear.
"So he can also feel fear? Though the chance to return with Erika wide open, Strange!
"But why look at it like this, I'm like I see a hidden side that he hasn't wanted to show anyone. I've never even seen this guy vent his emotions so clearly."
"Ryuzen, to be honest, yes, it's too melancholy like this doesn't seem to suit you at all!" Sara tries to get Ryuzen back to what she used to be because to be honest.
"So, I'm more suited to what?" goda Ryuzen while touching Sara's chin.
"Eh why is it so fast to return to its natural nature, it seems like I have to run away now!" sara said inwardly looking for a way to escape Ryuzen.
"Emm, Ryuzen, I think I should cook dinner, so we better...."
"We just finish here" said Ryuzen interrupting who is now above Sara
"Ryuzen I haven't had a shower yet...!" Sara was looking for a reason to be able to escape from the man who is currently more suitable to be called a hungry wolf.
"I like your natural scent so it doesn't matter" Ryuzen whispered in Sara's ear
"But. but." Sara closed her eyes to see Ryuzen getting closer, as if she couldn't run anymore. A few seconds Sara closed her eyes, but nothing happened, she opened her eyes and saw Ryuzen who was standing and taking clothes from the closet while laughing at Sara.
"Ryuzen you're a bitch!" namel Sara who turned out to only be colonized by her husband.
"I'm really hungry, we just eat out."
suddenly Sara's stomach also made a sound.
"It looks like the sound from your stomach already represents your answer" Ryuzen said. Sara also looks a bit embarrassed.
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Sara and Ryuzen also ate outside, they ate at Uncle and Aunt Huang's restaurant, coincidentally Sara had not been there for a long time
~Huang~ Restaurant
"It's the food" said Aunt Huang, delivering some of the menu ordered by Sara and Ryuzen.
"Thank you so much Auntie, sorry I rarely visit Auntie."
"It's okay Sara, besides having a super hot husband like this where it might last outside for a long time" whispered Auntie teasing Sara.
"Auntie, what are you talking about?!" sara muttered that her face had become red from embarrassment.
"Auntie, your cooking is delicious" Ryuzen praised after eating the food that was cooked in this restaurant.
"Oh thank you very much Young master Han, I am really flattered to get compliments from you," Bibi smiled happily.
"It's a shame that Arvin didn't come, he must have missed Uncle and Aunt, too" said Sara, who remembers Arvin.
"The next time you three have to come here, I will prepare a special meal for you" said Bibi
"Thank you!" replied Ryuzen briefly who continued to eat.
"Then excuse me first," said Auntie Huang who had to do other work.
"By the way, here why is it that only the two of us came?" ask Ryuzen who has seen no one else, other than himself and Sara who ate here.
"It's already 11pm, while the restaurant is closed at 10pm so yes, this is how it is" explained Sara.
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After they finally finished their dinner, they went home. On the way home, Sara asks Ryuzen to stop his car for a while, wanting to enjoy the fresh air in the middle of the night. Ryuzen heeded Sara's request.
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