
Rony looked at the woman in front of him who was none other than Sara, the woman he loved so much but, in fact, now the woman had become his own aunt.
"I..," said Sara and Rony together.
"Um, have you seen grandma?" ask Sara.
"Yes, what else is it." Rony's expression looked coldly in response to Sara.
Deep in Sara's heart, he was eager to chat and joke with Rony like before. However, she realized that it would never be possible again, after the status between her and Rony had now become an aunt and nephew.
"Sara, can we go chat for a while somewhere?" In the end, Rony took the initiative to invite Sara to chat. However, Sara did not immediately answer Rony's invitation. Drinya was silent as if she did not know how to respond to his invitation.
"Don't want to talk to me, or because it's forbidden by uncle Ryu not to see me?"
"Eh, no.... That's not it," refuted the beautiful woman wearing the mocca-colored short-sleeved dress.
"Alright then..," Rony had not had time to finish his speech, suddenly the elevator door that had been waiting for by Sara and Rony finally opened. The two of them entered and headed to the ground floor.
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The park near the hospital ended up being Sara and Rony's best choice for a chat. He was holding a glass of chocolate that he had bought in the hospital cafeteria. Sara and Rony were sitting on a park bench next to each other.
"So, how are you?" said Sara opened the chat, who then sipped the lips of her hot brown glass.
"Heh, what do you think I should say to Sara?" Rony smiled bitterly. He took a breath which then greeted him slowly, even his breath seemed to be heard by the ears of Sara sitting next to him.
"Sara" said Rony.
"Yes?"
"Are you happy with your life right now?"
"Heemm..," Sara nodded slowly.
"So that's it? So really I should back off." Once again a bitter smile adorned the face of Rony who was arguably no less handsome than the uncle.
"Rone...." This time it was Sara who opened her voice. But from the tone of his speech as if he was hesitant to say and ask something to Rony about the incident at the hotel gloria some time ago that caused grandmother Ivy until now still in the hospital.
"What do you want to say?" obviously Rony.
"Actually....,"
Rony squinted his eyes, turning towards Sara who was sitting next to him waiting carefully for what Sara really wanted to say to him at this moment.
"Actually, I wanted to ask you. Were you on the second floor of the accident when the crystal chandelier crashed in the gloria hotel ballroom at the time?" It was as if a slight burden had slipped from his chest cavity.
"Heh," Rony replied in a mocking tone.
"Is that how much you hate me, so you can say things like that Sara?" The tone of disappointment was clearly heard from Rony's voice.
"Rony sorry, I just-"
"Just think if I was behind the incident, that's what you wanted to tell me?" Rony's tone of voice rose when he said that.
"I'm sorry, Ron" with a regretful look on her face, Sara apologized.
"What's the apology for? It's normal to think like that anyway." This time there was a tone of sadness at Rony's words just now.
"I didn't accuse you at all Ron, I just, just didn't know why I saw you on the top floor when it happened. And do you know, after I said that to you just now. It was as if I was so bad, and vile," Sara said in a sad tone.
"So you're sorry about me, which you suspect?" Rony said without looking at Sara, he would rather look at her glass of hot chocolate than eat Sara. For him perhaps, looking at the woman sitting next to him would only add to his disappointment.
"Yes, I'm sorry to you Rony. I just don't want to.., I don't want this to keep haunting me. I want to be calm, I want to be able to greet you every time we meet, I want to be able to chat with you whenever the opportunity arises. I'm tired of all the restraints between us that look like we're strangers who don't know each other." The woman's sad look was now visible.
Rony chuckled in a sorrowful tone, "You're sure between you, me, and my uncle can behave normally again?"
Sara was silent, her tongue was speechless. Given that it is rather impossible it seems to him and Rony behave like a family.
"Nobody can control Sara's heart. Because reality is not always what we want or want, and I have realized it slowly."
Sara turned her gaze, looking at the man sitting next to her with a puzzled look.
"Ron...?"
Rony looked back at Sara's face, and now they looked at each other. But this time Rony was reluctant to look at his aunt for too long as he often did before. This time he just stared briefly at Sara, and then turned back, and looked towards his two hands that were now holding a glass filled with hot chocolate.
Rony snorted, "I realize one thing, even though I hate to admit it."
"Yes, I realized that, from the beginning, it seemed like you were not meant for me. Back when you and I were together, I used to catch some of your facial expressions on my camera and I used to look at them. Then somehow since when I realized, your expression towards me is more or less different from your expression when meeting other men. Until one day, when I witnessed for myself how you looked at uncle Ryu, that look was different. Like there was something hard to explain back then, and now I just realized it."
Sara smiled faintly at Rony's explanation,
"Heh, I'm pathetic, aren't I?" Said Rony resignedly.
Sara shook her head and said, "No, I think the sad part is me."
"You, why?" rony asked, not understanding what Sara said.
"Yes, I'm pathetic. Why did I never realize how you felt in the first place, maybe I was too selfish and felt the most sorry for the situation between us. In fact, it was me who made you and Ryu what they are today. To be honest, that feeling often roiled my mind, guilt seemed to gnaw me while standing between you and Ryu."
"Maybe, the relationship between us is destined to be like this." Rony then drank his hot chocolate.
"Yes you're right, maybe this is what we call an unavoidable destiny" Sara replied.
When Sara and Rony were perceiving each other's words that were thrown by the two of them earlier. Inadvertently Rony sees a letter from the hospital, which peeks out from inside Sara's bag. Lazy to guess what the letter was, Rony immediately asked about the letter to his aunt.
"You checked out? Are you sick?" ask Rony.
The woman rounded her eyes, "Sick? I'm not sick." Until finally Sara saw an envelope containing the results of a pregnancy test letter given by Karen's doctor, she then realized why Rony asked so.
"I'm not sick to Rony" said Sara softly.
"Lantas, why are you?" Then Rony watched Sara stroke her stomach while blushing.
"Rony's actually the doctor's letter"
"Yes I understand, "Rony cut off what Sara just wanted to say if she was pregnant with her second child with Ryuzen at this time.
"Do you understand...?"
"So, eventually I'll have another new cousin, right?" tukas Rony smiled bitterly.
"Hem," Sara nodded while holding her stomach.
"It's funny! In the end I'll just be a cousin to your kids?" rony said with a bitter smile.
"Rony I'm sure someday, you'll find someone who truly loves you."
"Hum, thank you. But I'd be happier, if you hadn't tried to cheer me up so, because that would just make me less able to let you go Sara."
"Sorry," Sara said in a regretful tone.
"So, like this yeah finally our real relationship. I'm your nephew, and your son is my cousin."
Rony exhaled, then got up from his seat. Sara also spontaneously looked at Rony who woke up from his seat.
"Alright, at least I've revealed what I wanted to tell you today. Oh yes Sara, uhm, I mean aunt, do you want to go home too or...?"
Sara shook her head, "Not yet, I still want to be here."
"Alright, then I go first!" Rony turned his legs to leave.
"Rony!" Sara Exclamation.
Rony who had started walking stopped his steps and looked back.
"Thank you so much Rony" said Sara, with a warm smile.
Rony could only smile a little back at Sara and then swoop. He immediately went back to his steps and left Sara.
Sara happy...
Be happy if your happiness is with him. Although maybe I should be willing to train to let you go. But one you should know. I still can't stop loving you until now. Remember I will always be there for you, even if not as the owner of your heart.
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