Love The Bule
"Have your faith, as strong as Abi's hand"

"Bira, why is Abi the same Ummi like this? Why?” arafah asked frantically to see his parents in the ICU.

Ustman da Hasna was moved to the intensive care unit room, considering the equipment there is more complete. Hasna also received the same treatment because the middle-aged woman had experienced severe shortness of breath.

Hasna, which has chronic peptic ulcers, drops due to stress. The old disease that has not recurred long enough was back.

Tina just kept quiet. He did not know where to explain it, it felt like this incident was very fast.

“Ck. You always make Abi and Ummi difficult,” said Arafah annoyed.

Arafah, who had never been angry, now looked angry.

“Sorry, Ma'am.” Tina looked down, her eyes still puffy.

Alif who arrived with his wife also immediately approached Al and claimed what happened. Alif's eyes looked at Jhon.

The bule man stood alone. Jhon's mentality has been tested, he is strong enough to deal with this. he does not care about the sneers of people who say that what happened to Hasna and Uthman is because of it. Because what is seen in plain sight is so. Uthman fell down after hearing the honesty of Jhon, although the honesty of Al and Randy's behavior that had urged Tina to make a surprising decision.

“Why do you always make Abi and Ummi difficult? Why do you always make them sick, Bira?”

“Sorry.” Again – again, Tina can only apologize to her brother.

“You know, two years ago Ummi was also rushed to the hospital because his stomach disease relapsed thinking of you in the city of people. Ummi does not want to eat because you are worried what you eat there.”

“Mbak.” Tina called her sister lirih. Hearing the statement earlier, it was enough to make Tina's heart slit. He was really sorry for being a son of dissident.

Only Arafah came, especially when Abid came later, Tina would definitely be scolded by her first brother. Especially if Abid to know the cause of the collision of both their parents. I don't know.

The night was getting late, Tina could only sit in the waiting room. He did not dare to enter Hasna's room, while Uthman's room was not allowed to enter, only one or two people were allowed with the scheduled time.

Al, Rendy, and Alif were no longer in the room. Al only met Tina to say goodbye and Tina did not express herself. While Arafah accompanied the mother in her room with Munah. Munah has three times paced back and forth to bring the needs of Hasna and the needs of Arafah who will stay in the room of the mother after being transferred again to the treatment room.

“Minum!” John handed Tina a glass of warm chocolate.

Tina who was sitting, slightly looked up and saw the person who gave her a drink. “Go home, Jhon. Back to Jakarta.”

Jhon shook his head and sat down beside Tina. “No. I'll accompany you here.”

Tina turned her head towards the bule man. “Can I just obey my will once?”

Jhon.

“My parents are like this because of you,” said Tina annoyed.

“I won't say that, if you don't take a unilateral decision. I'm surprised, Tina. You don't seem to appreciate my efforts that are solidifying in front of your parents.”

Tina rolled her eyes. “Enough, Jhon. I hope we don't meet first. I don't want to see you.”

“Tina,” call Jhon ogre. “Sayang.”

Tina no longer looked at him. The woman looked down again while covering her face with both hands. “Go, Jhon! Go!”

Jhon also resigned. He also got up from his seat. Tina needs to be alone right now. John is trying to understand.

“I leave these drinks and food here. Since this afternoon, I haven't seen you eat and drink.” John placed the food and drink he had bought right beside Tina, in the chair he had originally sat in.

“I will be home, tomorrow I will be back here. I also want to make sure Abi's condition is good – is fine.”

Tina remained silent.

Without everyone knowing, it was John who had asked the hospital to provide maximum service to both Tina's parents.

With doubt, Jhon left his own woman there. Really, he felt unbearable. Jhon was eager for her chest to be where Tina was leaning at the moment, just like the woman had always done before.

“Honey, don't forget to eat the food! I don't want to see you sick.” Jhon's feet still could not step away from Tina, until he said again.

“Go!” sahut Tina, made Jhon finally leave this place.

Until almost dawn, Tina was still sitting in the waiting room.

“Mbak Fah, Ning Bira pity outside,” said Munah who saw Tina asleep sitting in the waiting room.

Arafah came out of the mother's care room and saw her sister. Then, he approached. “Bira.”

“It's better.”

“I want to meet Ummi, Ma'am. Can I go inside?” tanya Tina said.

Arafah who could not bear to nod. “Bby, but Ummi's still sleeping. Don't get up!”

Tina nodded happily, as she was finally able to kiss the back of her hand. Tina entered the room and saw Hasna who was lying weakly wrapped in an infusion in hand.

“Ummi.” Tina sat down next to her mother and took the hand to kiss her. Tina placed the back of HAsna's hand on her cheek, and her face.

“Excuse Tina, Ummi. Excuse me. Tina one – only child Ummi and Abi are wayward. Tina has ruined the good names of Ummi and Abi. Tina apologizes.”

The tears of Tina flowed. The issue that he held with all his might to not sound was finally heard Hasna.

Hasna's eyelids are open. He saw the princess sitting next to him.

“Bira.”

“Ummi. Ummi sorryin Bira, right?”

Hasna nodded.As much as any fault of the child, he would definitely forgive. That's how old people are.

“Sorry, Kiyai Utsman family?” arrived – arrived the nurse came to Hasna's room and stood at the door.

“Iya,” Arafah replied.

“Sorry, your father is unfall again.One of you should come with us,” said the nurse.

“Abi.” Hasna immediately wanted to get up, but Arafah held back the body.

“Do not move Ummi! Ummi is still limp. Let Arafah see Abi's condition,” said Arafah.

Later, the women in Hasna's treatment room saw one of the nurses who was whispering to the nurse.

“Shabira. Here there is a person named Shabira,” said the nurse.

“Ya, I.” Tina pointed at the hand.

“Patients call your name. Come with us!”

Quickly, Tina followed the steps of the two nurses when she arrived in the ICU room, she saw the father's eyes were open and looked at her, even though it was not fully open.

“Abi.” Tina walked over to her father and clasped his hand.

Ustman returned the hand, now tighter.

“Have your faith, as strong as Abi.”'s hand

Tina could feel that tight grip, making her hand hurt a little, maybe even if the grip came off, Tina's hand would turn red. However, Tina did not care. He still complies. His head nodded.

“Iya, Abi.”

Uthman smiled. Arrived – arrived his eyes were faint and slowly began to close, making Tina panic half to death.

“Abi, stay with Bira, Bi. Abi,” said Tina lirih many – times so that the father stays awake.

But the father remained in the predestined, until the chanting of the name of God was spoken very slowly until only heard in Tina's ear.

“Laa ilaha illallah.”

Tuuuuut

Uthman's heart rate machine is no longer bumpy.

“Abiiiiiii ..”

On Friday, Uthman breathed his last breath.

“My obligation is not finished.” In other realms, Uthman was crying, like Tina who was now screaming lamenting the departure of her father.

Uthman felt that he failed to become a captain. However, all the destinies are already outlined. Faith cannot be inherited, even from a devoted father. But God is good. He will forgive everyone who repents with earnest – really.