Love The Bule
Half soul

Days changed, there was no clarification from Tina. Though Jhon hoped that the woman would say something to him, or just say goodbye.

Tina was still drying clothes every morning and Jhon did the same thing, he still stole the view that Tina was doing the routine. happened to be Uthman's house and the halfway house was next to each other.

Tina realized that every morning, Jhon did this. He realized that all this time, Jhon often stalked him, because indirectly Tina also sometimes did the same thing. Tina often asked the workers there, if she did not see Jhon where Jhon was for a few days, or Tina always made Aji, husband Munah who is also a project foreman there to be used as eyes – eyes and make sure Jhon eat and maintain adequate health in between his activities.

On that basis, Jhon had high hopes. But now, that hope is no more.

Now, Jhon understands that wishing on humans only makes him hurt. He tried to stop wishing on humans, because at this time he only wished on the human owner.

The implementation of the tower project has also entered almost two months. Based on estimates and plans, the project took about three months and the last one month was just finishing.

The news about Tina and Al's marriage was getting more and more santer day heard.some were happy, some were not. And, usually the ones who are not happy are the Mas Al fans. The plan, the big proposal – the amount will be held three more days and the wedding will be held one month later.

Dret ... Dret .. Dret …

Jhon's phone rang. Jhon who was going to the market also took the phone. In this house, he returned alone because Utadz Abdullah had left to return to Jakarta.

“Halo.”

“Jhon. What projects there can not be left?”

“A little more.”

“Back, I can't be an amoeba. I can't defend my body, Jakarta Singapore is not close.”

Jhon laughing. He also felt sorry to see his best friend. Alex has a family.

“Sorry, Lex.”

“Ah, you are this, it is usually just sorry.”

“Alright, I'll be back next week,” said Jhon.

“Appointments.”

“Appointments.”

Jhon wants to go and return to Jakarta, after attending Tina's application. He just wants to make sure his heart that he is sincere and good – is fine.

After hanging up the phone, Jhon rushed out of the house to the market. There, he searched for – items of his personal needs, as well as some objects as a reminder – memories later when returning to Jakarta.

The traditional market that Jhon is stopping by is quite large and famous. The man walked leisurely while looking left and right. The presence of Jhon, enough to make the center of attention. His high posture exceeds people – people who visit and his skin and stature are different, making Jhon does look different from the – people there.

“What's this, Bu?”

“Sekilo, Fifteen thousand.”

The woman nodded and spent twenty thousands to buy one of her favorite fruits.

Yes, that woman is Tina. Tina was in the same market as Jhon and Jhon caught the woman who was interacting with the mother of – the merchant's mother.

“Not to be good all, Mom. What's bad there is also nda what.”

Mother – the merchant's mother smiled. “Where – where people ask the fruit is good all. Lah this cah ayu even asked for something rotten.”

Tina laughs. “It's okay. Consider it my alms.”

Mother – mother, it was also laugh and give as Tina wishes. “Thank you, cah ayu. It's beautiful, good again.”

Tina smiled shyly. “Mother could have.”

After stopping at the fruit merchant, Tina continued her steps. Usually he was accompanied by Munah, but this time Tina herself, because Munah turned out to be filling. Almost every morning, the young woman who had just learned that she was pregnant had vomiting - vomiting or morning sickness.

John stayed behind Tina. He followed the woman's steps.Jhon sometimes smiled, following Tina's smile aimed at the merchant she interacted with. Maybe if Alex and his three best friends are here, they will condemn the behavior of Jhon who thinks he is crazy.

Jhon panicked, as Tina's steps in front of him stopped. It seems, Tina began to realize that she was being followed, especially when the road conditions were quiet. They were no longer in the market, but the village road that Tina passed to go home.

So engrossed in following Tina behind, Jhon did not buy a single item there. He forgot his purpose of going to the market.

Tina and Jhon were still in place. Their distance was not far away and Tina was still in front of Jhon.

Tina turned her head back and Jhon did the same. However, Jhon could not escape because Tina's body was now facing him.

“You followed me from earlier?” ask Tina.

“Hm. No. gabe. I also went to the market to buy ..” Jhon's speech stopped, because when he saw his hands, he did not hold any hands from the market earlier.

Tina looked at Jhon. Really, he missed that guy. Tina realized that she had hurt him.

“Hm.”

Jhon who had originally turned his eyes to give an excuse for Tina's question, then looked up and looked at the woman.

“I'm sorry.”

Finally, after all the sense that had happened, they were again facing a fairly close distance.

John's head and heart started to go out of sync. They fought until finally John could not hold back.

Grep

Jhon took Tina's hand and pulled her to a quieter place. Tina's body was thrust into a large tree and encased it.

“I'm waiting for an apology from you. I'm waiting for clarification on your decision,” said Jhon with a face so close to Tina's face.

“Sorry, Jhon. I just realized that you used to be this difficult position. You have to decide which is your priority. And right, at that time you were right to criticize Michelle because at that time you thought she was your daughter. Many mistakes you make that you have to make up for by prioritizing them. And now I'm in that position. I made a lot of mistakes for my family. And now, I prioritize them.”

John breathed in rough breathing. He quite understood Tina's position, long before the woman explained. It's just, he wanted to hear that voice. He wanted this moment for the last time.

“Don't say much! The movement of your lips makes me unable to stand.”

Jhon is indeed. While Tina was explaining, she was busy watching Tina's sexy lips.

Again – again, the original form of Jhon appears when directly adjacent to Tina. Tina is like a magnet, which is able to keep the long-hibernating bear awake.

“Jhon, I'm serious.”

“I'm serious too, Tina. I will never be able to forget. Never will,” replied Jhon. “Even maybe, I will never be able to fall in love again after this.”

Tina shakes. “There are still many women more beautiful than me, Jhon. Maybe when you return to Jakarta later, you will get a secretary who is more sexy.”

Jhon stared fixedly at that face. Tina's words that made her upset, as well as the movement of the lips that made Jhon want to devour her.

“Stop, Tina! Or I'll devour your lips and make them swollen.”

Instantly, Tina fell silent. He shook his head with a frightened expression.

“Good.”

Tina's chest is up and down. Now, he's really scared. He was afraid, John would do recklessly as usual. Moreover, he could feel Jhon's heavy breathing. Their position should not be either. Jhon's body was very close.

“Jhon, can we be spaced?” say Tina livers – hearts.

Jhon. “For the last time. I just want to hug you, just for a minute.”

Tina's head shook her head. “Can't. We're not mahrom. You know that, Jhon. You understand that, don't you?”

Jhon. He knew this was wrong, but he just wanted to do the next thing for the last time.

“Only for the last time, Tina.”

Tina kept shaking. “Don't tell me your heart and mind are clean! I know, now you're much better. Defend, Jhon! Darling memorized. Your voice is sweet and I like it. I know, you are a good man.”

John closed his eyes. It permeates Tina's words. Only that woman could calm him down. Tina was always the place to go. Tina has always been the safest place for her. But that was before.

Jhon also abandoned his intention to embrace Tina. He switched by cupping the face wrapped in the hijab syar’i.

Jhon confirmed the position of Tina's glasses. Yes, that woman has been wearing glasses for a long time. It's just that, Tina more often use softlens, because the minus is not too high.

“I'll miss this face. These lips and these glasses.”

Jhon said with eyes condensing. The same thing happened to Tina. It's worse, because Tina's cheeks are wet. Tina couldn't see Jhon's eyes. Tina couldn't see the sincerity of the old bull guy who was so forced.

“Thank you for giving me all the most beautiful things. You will be half my soul. You will remain the most important part of my life. Happy, Tina. I'm sincere.”

Jhon's violence breaks down Tina's heart. He also cried as – became.

This was what Tina was most afraid of. Previously, he had not felt lost because Jhon was still around him. But after this, it is certain that Jhon will leave and Tina will feel very lost, because in fact Jhon is still a special part that remains in half his soul.

Behind two people who were saying goodbye, Hasna became a witness to the incident, because somehow her feet wanted to step to pick up the princess who never came home from the market.

Hasna was crying. He always wished his daughter to be with a man as sincere as Jhon, though he knew that God knew best for his servant. Only, if he may ask, he still hopes there is a miracle that cancels his daughter's marriage with Al. Hasna's heart still can't let go of Tina, who will have a mother-in-law like Fatimah

Hasna saw the responsibility and sincerity of a Jhon Louise, a man of Australian blood whose life had no direction and purpose.

But now, many of whom Jhon understood. Tina taught him many things, especially the meaning of love and family.