MARISA'S TEARS
I took away my girlhood.

Finish washing dishes and cleaning the kitchen area, then head to the room to study preparation for the National exam and competency test.

These three days of grace period, I use as best as possible to maximize learning.

tock.... tok......

Who is knocking on the door? and that is not possible mama, because monthly shopping for this big and luxurious will take up a lot of time.

"Young Master, how can I help you?"

Young master Fahar, the only son of the late Mr. Putra Wijaya, but there is something strange.

This young master had never once entered the room area of the Household Assistant, his eyes were furious and it covered the aura of his good looks.

Young Master Fahar pulled my hand into the room and.......

"what did you do?"

The question was in his tombstone, his strong energy overwhelmed me. until finally the sturdy body overstretched my beautiful body.

Rebelling until my power runs out, and my screaming voice must be heard by Mpok Nori. Household Assistant parts cleaning.

But those who did not come saw me being treated profanely by this young master.

My energy is up, the clothes I'm wearing are torn and the pain is very painful from.

Perih and very sore, this weak body is still under the stocky body of the young master.

The long duration added to the winner and finally the young master ended it, but after a few minutes the young master did it again.

After the young master was satisfied with his passion, and the bloodstains on the sperm became witnesses to his snatch of my madness.

My broken heart and the pain and tenderness of ************** me, make it possible to only shed tears without a sound.

Because my voice is over when I scream for help.

I don't know how long I've been like this and I see shadows coming up to me and crying.

"what happened to Marisa? why is it like this?"

I don't know what to do, and what to do.

My mom's body was at the end next to mine.**

My face seems wet, slowly I open both eyes. It turns out Mama cleans the blood that is dry around the area of my forehead and lips.

I tried to sit but it was very painful and painful, after mama's help I was finally able to sit and lean on the mattress.

prak....

The door of the room opened and it seemed like it was forced, young master Fahar came over to us with a face that looked completely regretful.

"no need to be sad that time, if you are pregnant I will marry.if not pregnant, I will provide compensation that makes you both rich suddenly."

Mama did not say a word and she just cried and finally the young master left the door of the room.

"if you were willing to go with Marisa, this would never happen."

"excuse me dear mama, but promise mama to the late Mr. Putra Wijaya who can not mama deny."

Said the mother who responded to my words, I can't say anything more.

This tongue is dumb and the voice is raucous, everything is broken and I can't do anything.

"eh babu child, you calm down, do not need to panic so yes.

Fahar will be responsible if you are pregnant and if you are not pregnant then you and your poor mama will get compensation that can make you both rich suddenly."

"before there is news of your stomach, you can not go anywhere.fear later you will tell others and it is dangerous for the Wijaya family..."

"but madam, three days Marisa will take the national exam.it's impossible for Marisa to just stay home."

mama said to the cruel mistress, but things made her look like an emotion.

"don't argue babu, ntar can also join package c. it's just kok ribet, the poor, the brain squat."

After saying so, the cruel mistress just left.

I live here who lamented the bad luck, has fallen and hit the stairs anyway.

It was free to work hard to make comics and cartoon characters, but in the end my future was dark like this.

is there still light for me?

Then she left the room and not long after came to me with food.

It was very bitter when the chicken porridge that was bribed by the mama into this mouth, tasteless and bitter.

You can only swallow three spoons because they are very bitter.

Ms. Nori The housekeeper who was in charge of cleaning came to us with tears flowing.

"pardon Mpok Nori yes, mpok ngak helpless. Mpok in the brackets in the room by the young master, so Mpok can't help you."

Nori said, but I'm not sure of his confession.it's useless, my pride and my future are ruined.

Mpok Nori sat on the floor limply, occasionally heard his sobs.

"Asihi ....

said the young master, starting tomorrow Asih does not need to work anymore. Asih is only in charge of keeping Marisa from getting out of this room.

We have to make sure Marisa doesn't get out of this room until she hears from Marisa.

After Marisa is not pregnant later, then you two can leave with the compensation money promised by the young master.

Said the young master, the compensation amount of two hundred million Rupiahs has been transferred to the Asih account.

If Marisa is pregnant then the money will still be yours, and the young master will marry Marisa."

I don't have to say anything, and I don't understand Mpok Nori's explanation.

Like her I was just a trial event, like an animal in waiting for the birth of her child.

"yes, mpok."

Mama said briefly in response to the words from Mori's voice.

Then Mori walked out of the room while locking the door.

"mama know ngak, if Marisa has collected a lot of money from making comics and cartoon characters.

That's more than enough to cost us both ma, Marisa's been working hard for it all."

Mama just cried and said nothing, because she didn't get a response and I tried to sleep.

Pain and pain when moving this body, and finally can also lie down with his back to the mother.

Trying to toughen up but the heart and tears are not in sync, this mouth I plumped so as not to let out the sound of sobs.

"forgive me dear mother."

Said Mama who hugged me from behind my body, even though this mouth I gagged and it was not able to hold the sound of Isak crying me.