MARISA'S TEARS
Distracting.

Then the three of us walked out of the office and into a restaurant not far from the office.

Uak Jarvis sat at the table from the two of us, then ordered food and drinks.

Because I do not want to offend Mbak Renta, about his fight with Fika I did not ask.

The order came and we ate lunch with great hunger, because we were hungry.

"Fika used to be my classmate in High School and we both went to the same public college.

Since long ago, Fika really likes to search because of anyone.

You remember Damian, right? the man who was with Alex, who claimed to be Fahar's half-brother.

I just nodded to respond to Renta, and he looked at me with a look of anger.

"me and Damian have been dating since the beginning of college, then Damian had an affair with Fika.

They played behind me, and in the end I handcuffed them both at a hotel over information from my friends."

Renta laughed at seeing Ku's expression, because it was a wonder when Renta told me that the ex-boyfriend was dating Alex, stepbrother of Fahar.

While Alex is a same-sex lover, so it's a bit strange story from Renta.

"yes ma'am, I don't know what you're thinking right now. Damian is bisexual, and he himself says that.

(Bisexuality is derived from the word ‘bi’ which means ‘du’ where it is an interest in more than one gender.)

I am disgusted to be among them, better single for life than to be the third person loved by the Luths.

it's so disgusting and totally out of my mind."

"does Fika know Him?"

"obviously ma'am, that's also why Fika and Damian broke up, but between Fika and Damian it's almost the same.

If Damian likes two types, while Fika likes someone else's partner.

I have to be strong, because Fika will continue to fight to get Fahar sir."

"did not Fahar know about the nature of Fika?"

"well ma'am, Renta doesn't know about it. That's why Renta yelled to open his disgrace, so that Mr. Fahar knows his true nature."

Confused to respond to the words of Renta, whether this is good news for me or bad news.

Mas Fahar knows or does not know Him, it will not affect Me. Because I am only a child factory for Fahar mas.

"sorry ma'am, sorry Renta has offended me."

Renta said from seeing me sigh long and then lowered his head, currently only able to smile at him to make his not feel guilty.

"there's nothing wrong with Renta, there's no need to apologize.

renta mbak....

don't be too hard on Fika, because she is fiancee mas Fahar. fearing that later mbak Renta fired from the office.

Because after this child is born, then they will get married.if this child is a girl, then the Fahar mas will divorce Me.

But if it's a man then Fahar will keep Marisa, as long as I can still share my husband.

Fika does not want to have children, for fear that her body will stretch and not be perfect anymore.My task is to give birth to children for Fahar mas.

If I mintak divorce, then mas Fahar will provide very fantastic compensation, as said Fika. compensation can make a sudden rich without having to work."

"tragic ma'am, why don't you rebel?"

The prenuptial agreement will expire if this child is born, and if it continues it will be re-created."

This time it was Renta who took a deep breath, and instantly his tears flowed.

"Marisa also has ambitions mbak, want abroad.

With our schoolmates, we went on a scholarship to Japan and Korea.

The scholarship to Japan Marisa got, but it fell because it could not take the National exam.

Hopefully there will be a little light for me, and hope that the child I bear is a girl.

So that I could go from the side of the Fahar mas, because I could not distinguish love or mercy from the Fahar mas.

Marisa was completely confused to distinguish the two, as on the verge of border not knowing where her edge was.

That's why Marisa said that Renta should be grateful, because she knows more about who Damian is."

"sorry ma'am is not presumptuous, if the mother's child is born as a woman.where will the mother go?"

"wherever mbak Renta, I will continue to step until the feet ache and tired. if it is tired it will stop.

Start a new thing and later this boy will be my friend to navigate this life together."

"mom got savings?"

"there is, Fahar has given a reward of two hundred million after raping Marisa.

if a child is born as a girl, then Fahar will also give me money to survive."

"mom will take it?"

Totally unable to answer Renta's question, it really hurt my heart and my pride.

It was as if I was selling my body to Fahar mas, to earn a large sum of money.

"my future is ruined, not graduating SMK and getting pregnant like this.

To be an insult, and also a burden to me.

I don't know until when it can survive like this, just seen later until where I can survive mbak."

Renta just hugged me without saying anything, she also cried.

"yes already, no need to cry.just need to wait and wait.

Sorry mbak Renta, I have to say goodbye to go home. later say the same mas Fahar if Marisa has returned home."

"loh, aren't we going to the kids' clothing store?"

"no need mbak, it was just an excuse to avoid Fika. if for alms can be transferred anyway.

Or later we stop to the orphanage beach, to provide compensation as desired by the late mother."

We parted ways at this cafe, and Jarvis' uak followed me from behind.

Don't forget to send a message to Fahar, to tell him that I've been home with Jarvis.

I sat next to Jarvis's throat, because Fika's former seat smelled a very pungent perfume and made me nauseous.

After stopping by the orphanage beach, to provide compensation to the orphanage with cash that I received from the Fahar mas office.

He went home and remained silent throughout the journey, and finally arrived home.