MARISA'S TEARS
Relieved.

Ma'am Nining hugged me while looking sorry for the tears that flowed down my cheeks.

"if you can't afford a story or don't want a story, nothing. mbak promise ngak will ask again.

I'm sorry, ma'am."

In order to make Nining feel innocent, I smiled as I held her hand.

"Nisa jago will make up stories, even mbak, mother and all residents here believe in the story by Anisa."

Mbak Nining let go of his hand, then looked at me with Confusion.

"yes, you're good at making up. Look at your fans, they're so swept up in all your storylines."

Refusing from mbak Nining, I replied with a smile.

"mbak Nining's guess is not wrong, I'm too good at making up stories.

Fahar Wijaya is the father of Elfata, I didn't hear wrong and that's the truth."

Ms. Nining closed her mouth, so as not to make a sound. she was so surprised to hear my confession.

"Almarhumah mama is a household assistant in the luxury house of the Wijaya family, with mama, we live in the luxury house.

about two years ago, when Anisa third grade SMK.

Anisa had finished taking the simulated exam at school, and finally we were given a grace period off to face the national exam.

The second holiday, after finishing washing dishes in the kitchen and mama will go shopping monthly luxury house.

Then Anisa went to the room to study, and suddenly Fahar Wijaya came to me into the room.

Then Fahar locked the door and raped me twice, then he smiled when he saw the blood on the spray.

No one dared to break His, a power that was not comparable to Fahar that made me have to let my girlhood be taken away by him."

It was heavy to retell this story, claustrophobic and heartbreaking.

Ma'am Nining gave me drinking water, and tried to calm me down.

"kids when are you coming home? how long?"

I suddenly thought of the children because it was ten o'clock.

"the mother who picked him up, surely they both seduced his oma to do something or play or something.

The three of them will go home if you're hungry, you're rich don't know."

Again I just smiled in response, it was like that. when the two leaks were with his oma, surely they would be long home.

"Anisa's in less room, until there's certainty about my body changes, whether I'm pregnant or not.

If not pregnant, then both of us will be expelled and if pregnant then Fahar will marry Ku.

If not pregnant, then Fahar will provide compensation of one billion Rupiah.

immediately Fahar directly transferred the advance to his mama's account, worth two hundred million Rupiah.

Days later, I was finally declared pregnant.

Fahar immediately married me, and my mother fell ill.

Mama felt guilty for refusing my request, I used to invite her to move out of the mansion.

but Mama had promised her Papa Fahar, would continue in that house until Fahar got married.

Mama could not see my suffering there, my mother-in-law was very cruel, as was Fahar.

Of course with compensation as a provision of life, and if my son then Fahar will defend Ku.

Fahar is soon to be married to his fiancee Fika, due to a business deal.

Fika did not want to give birth, and so I will become the mother of their children later.

I don't know what happened, the ultrasound pregnancy accelerated.then determine whether the child I bear is female or male.

Then the gynecologist choice of his mother said that the child I bear is a woman.

but long before that, Fahar's secretary and the people around me said that the child I was carrying was a boy.

They only saw from the form of pregnancy, then me who suddenly became dirty and lazy to preen.

According to secretary Fahar, my son is a boy because his two brothers-in-law as well as from his older brother, are almost the same as my physical.

So that the secretary believes that the biological child is a boy, as well as some women who already have children and who already have grandchildren.

Long story short Anisa divorced, then told to immediately leave the mansion.

whatever Fahar gave me, I left because Anisa didn't want it all.

Anisa Dwi Armandi is the name given to her late mother, while Marisa is the name given to her father Fahar.

the name Anisa Dwi Armandi, no one knows her. That's the name I'm using now.

Ijasah SD and SMP stated that Marisa is the same person as Anisa Dwi Armandi.

But I burned it, so as not to die a trace.

The address of Anisa's house knows, because of mama's late house."

It feels good to tell all these things, and feel satisfied when I can confide in people I really trust.

"Anisa does not want to meet Fahar again, because of the pain in the heart that makes it like slashed.

my late mother's body could not stop at the luxurious house, from the hospital directly to the burrow.

Anisa is still the auxiliary child for Fahar, who will later become a child factory for Him. to produce children for them later, for the successor of the Wijaya family.

I'm sorry, but I didn't mean to lie to mom and dad, only I couldn't bear to tell him.

Too sick and painful, for me Fahar is dead and really dead from today."

"it's okay, you calm down, sometimes there are things that no one else needs to know. You have taken the right and right path.

You are a great woman, you are truly salute to You. You are strong and extraordinary, you are my inspiration, and thanks to you, you have survived until now.

mbak also thanks you, you really make a strong and consider Me as your mother.

The family may live well, for your good."

We hugged and strengthened each other again.

It feels really relieved, it turns out that venting can relieve a fragile heart.

This new power I gained from my family, the amplifier of my life and my spirit.

There is no ceaseless gratitude and thanksgiving for all the wisdom I receive at this time.

A populous economy, a caring family and my healthy and smart child.

All because of God's bountiful blessings for me and my family.