
Janu on the phone was immediately jolted with shock when Lasmi actually answered his words. So that Jova must know the truth. "I'm sorry Dad, I suck can't keep Jini until your sister can't be helped. Forgive dad! I failed at being a parent."
Suddenly, Jova's cry broke even more. It is unimaginable that his sacrifice would be in vain.
"Jini, why are you lying. Not that you promised to fight equally why you lied," Jova raved, Felix in the room immediately ran to the bathroom when he heard Jova's cry.
"Jojo, what's wrong with you?" Now Felix is confused especially when he sees Jova crying by sitting helplessly on the bathroom tile.
Jova looked at Felix with pity, she wanted to tell her husband and boss what happened to her sister. But his lips were twisted, his throat hurt, so he could not say anything more. Felix also knew that what Jova was crying was not just because of fear of cockroaches or even not part of favorite food, but Jova was crying because of very sad news.
With care Felix swung his legs to get closer to Jova. "Jo, what happened let's say, maybe I can help," Felix said in a soft tone and also a voice far from usual, this time sounding very smooth in the ear.
"Jy... Jini, my brother died, sir. I should how? Dad asked me to come home tonight too, since Jini wants to meet me, what should I do? This is the last meeting between me and Jini." Jova's views continued to fade.
Felix was shocked by Jova's remarks. Indeed Felix saw that Jini, Jova's sister was very close to his wife even Felix admitted that Jova's sacrifice was not playing games, he was willing to marry a person who was not known solely for the recovery of his sister. But the Universe says something else. Jini gave up on all the struggles she had fought all along.
"You get ready, tonight we're going back to your village." Felix helps Jova wake up.
"An... You're serious sir?" asked Jova with a growing cry.
"I was once in your position and at that time there was nothing to strengthen me, other than myself and Arzen. So I know a little how you feel" Felix replied firmly.
Thank you, sir, thank you." Jova kissed Felix on the back of his hand many times and it immediately made Felix's heart pinch, sick but not bleeding. The man looked pityfully at Jova. His judgment was wrong on the woman, she was a good girl.
"Udah yuk do not be late, pity your sister must be waiting for your arrival." Felix again helps Jova to get up and follow him. It was the right help because Jova felt that Jova's body was so limp in her knee that she could not stand up.
"You sit here first. I'll get my clothes ready" Felix said, letting Jova sit on her bed while Felix himself prepares clothes for a few days in his wife's village.
"Thank you, sir, for taking me home" Jova said in an almost inaudible voice.
After saying goodbye to Bi Suro and Arzen to arrange Felix's work for a few days, Jova and her husband have now left Felix's mansion. If not jammed then their estimate to reach Jova's hometown is three or four in the morning, but if the traffic jam can ngaret up to seven or more.
"You just sleep Jo, long trip so you just rest let alone later you until home definitely can not rest," said Felix where in looking from the tail of his eyes Jova was only pensive with tears that occasionally fell. And an empty view.
With the back of her hand Jova wiped away the dripping tears. "How can I sleep, while my sister is no more. He was a good brother all his life almost never heard of me, he was indeed a quiet child, but with me he would often joke. We were together at all times our distance was only seven years. Every time he had something to give it to me. Jini was a good boy, but why did God take her so quickly?" racau Jova, wanted to be angry with fate as if toying with her life.
Throughout her journey Jova was indeed twisting memories with her sister. They went to school together and studied and taught together. So that the sleepiness was gone already.
"I know, from the way you sacrificed your happiness, I already know that you are indeed very close to Jini. I have also felt a loss that even I hate, hate fate with whatever I consider the cause of my mother's death. I'm even like a crazy person. Maybe you can ask Arzen, I once ruined my own life and health because I just wanted to catch up with my mom. I don't want to live without my mother. Not for a moment was I at my worst point until I slowly understood and learned the meaning of loss. I'm sure you'll be more receptive to this fate than I'm just a vengeful child." Whether you realize it or not, Felix actually tells what he is very secretive about the journey of his life.
Jova looked at Felix whose face had turned moody. "I'm sorry if my sadness reminds you of the toughest times" Jova said. At least the trip home this time is not as scary as when leaving for the first time to Jakarta where Felix is still in fierce fashion.
"It doesn't matter Jo, I'm just sharing a story, if I've also felt at your lowest point, when you, the ultimate point of regret that makes us so unable to interpret what is good and bad, but I'm sure that you will be hard to face all of this."
Jova also gave a faint smile when she could really feel that Felix was a good person, as yan bi Suro and assistant Arzen said. Felix is a good man.
"Tonight's journey was long, but at least Jova and Felix were involved in a conversation so it was not too terrible, he said, even Jova several times developed a smile in the midst of her sadness because it turns out Felix is a funny person, and nice to communicate with.
The long and tiring journey was passed not too heavy, but the heavy feeling came when they were almost at Jova's house. The yellow flag welcomes Jova's return.
It never once crossed the mind that the meeting a few weeks ago before he left was the last meeting.
Felix rubbed Jova's back, as she sobbed back. "You who are patient well, show Jini that you are sincere and not sad."
But it is a lie that Jova can be like that, as hard as Felix gives advice still sadness over control of Jova's feelings.