
Jova continued to sob above the last vortex of her sister, while Felix patiently waited for Jova to calm down and reveal what had happened. The man tried to understand what Jova was feeling, and let her shed her grief and hope afterwards Jova would be as excited as ever. Let it be fierce that matters not as it is now that is very far away with the usual Jova.
Felix was once in that position and indeed when spilling all that stuffed feelings on top of eating our loved ones can really help the relief to be felt.
"Sir, I want to go home first, you want to go home now or wait later?" janu asked, as well as Felix, the middle-aged man also let Jova lament her sadness, but after that Jova had to rise and also had to return cheerful, because her future is still long. Can't he just cry over losing his already happy little brother in His heaven.
Jova raised her face looking at Janu with pity. "Father first, Jova wants to accompany Jini first," replied Jova with tears still melting.
"Yes Dad came home first well, you can be sad, but after that you have to rise again, because the true living creatures in this world will definitely die. It is only a matter of time and why that is God's secret. Do not be sad, for it will be in vain." Janu walked over and rubbed Jova's shoulders, and Jova felt a very peaceful feeling. Jova rubbed back Janu's hand which felt very wrinkled.
The weight of the test made the middle-aged man look very thin, no matter how much weight was lost due to the ordeal of Jini's pain.
"I'm sorry Jova, Dad. Jova can't help Dad. Thank you for being the best Dad for us" Jova said sobbing. He again regretted ever yelling at the man whose blood was running in his body, just because of an arranged marriage that he did not want.
Janu did not keep only a faint sobbing and hunting breath that Jova felt in response to Jova's words. "Hurry home and rest, because Jini must be sad if you see you are also too sad to take off her legs. You should also rest." Janu's gaze turned to Felix who remained faithful to accompany Jova.
With a faint smile Felix returned Janu's gaze as well as the middle-aged man who looked very sad and tired.
"Felix, Dad tipped Dad's daughter well, if deign to love him sincerely. Because she doesn't have any more holdings than you, her husband."
The deg!! Both Jova and Felix felt Janu's message was too deep.
"Dad, what do you mean. Jova still has a grip because there is a Father and also Mother who will always protect Jova," said Jova did not like Janu's words.
"Learning from the events of Jini, father only learned, that the death does not know when it will come. That's why I want you to take care of." Janu looked back at Felix who was still staring.
"Dad don't worry, because Felix will keep Jova no matter what. Because Jova is Felix's wife." With confidence Felix convinces Janu, to be calm, and also from the incident of this loss Felix sees a lot of Jova's kindness, where she is just an innocent girl who needs affection and protection.
"Alhamdulillah, if that's so you can be calmer, and you go home first. You don't stay here long, Mother." Janu repeated the message. Now looks once the face of the middle-aged man who looks very happy. Like without a burden.
From the tail of Felix's eyes just keep staring at the departure of Janu, who looks very uninspired. The man continued to stare at Janu until the middle-aged man was lost in the swallow of the large trees.
"Jo, when it's over we go home quickly. You should also listen to your father's advice, and also you should entertain your mother who at home surely your mother needs entertainment from you." Felix rubbed Jova's shoulder.
Until the clear sky in a short time changed muddy and now drizzle began to invite rain.
"Jo, we have to go home, it's raining." Felix again reminded Jova and Jova was just speechless with her confusion. His face looked up and sure enough the rain fell not too big, but it would still get wet if not immediately shelter.
"Jini, now it's down, even though the weather just now was very bright. It is as if God is also grieving for your passing. Jini you are a good child just as God and the angels feel that sadness. Jini do you also remember we often play rain and go home must be afraid because Mom or Dad will be angry, but you always manage to persuade them. Jini, don't you miss those days? Why mbak feel so longed for you even though you have just been buried, but mbak already very kangen," racau Jova with her hands continue to wipe the tombstone that says.
Jini Agus Mustika bint Janu Musyanto 01 August 2007 ~ 11 February 2023.
"Jini, Ma'am go home first. Promise me that you will often play at your home. May you be happy with God's side. Even though you are no longer in this world, but the memories with you will still remember. Mbak is very happy because God has given the opportunity to be your sodara, although your journey in this world must be interrupted only until your age at 15 years. Ma'am very grateful because you've always been the best sister."
Lastly, Jova kissed Jini's headstone, hoping that her sister in the grave felt that her brother gave her his last kiss.
Felix and Jova were slow, but definitely stretched to get away from the grave of the sister. "Thank you, sir, you have accompanied me, and you are willing to bother playing the role of a good husband. I owe you a lot." Jova's voice startled Felix who was currently walking together amid the drizzle that came. Yet they continued to tread peacefully as if there were no drops of water from the dark-colored clouds.
"Jo, please don't call you again. I once thought that you were just the same woman as the women who approached me, who was nothing but to hitchhike with a life
Harnessing wealth. However, after we were together for almost a month, I knew that you were a good woman, and maybe you are God's answer to the prayers of the late mother who always asked to bring a good soul mate for me. We can start our marriage just like the people and the name is not the master and boss anymore but the call of husband and wife in general."
Jova immediately looked away and saw there was seriousness in Felix's face. "If that's your will I will try," said Jova there is a sense of happiness because Felix indeed he saw a pretty good person.
However, Jova's calmness was disturbed when at her house like there was a commotion. The cemetery was close so they chose to walk.
"Jo, what's going on?" asked Felix and Jova immediately swung her legs faster, when the eyes caught the terrible situation and the sense of hearing heard there was a commotion in her house. Not yet the mother's cry looks so bitter.
Jova's body immediately rested in the doorway when she saw the father had fallen on the floor with a sign that the middle-aged man was already helpless, and many people were just spectators, it was as if Janu's body was so dirty that no one held her but Lasmi who hugged her husband's body.
"Dad... Mum..."
"God, what surprise is this?"