
Time continues to roll until without feeling now Jova has spent almost a month he was confined to iron bars. Longing is already very mountainous, although the beloved mother always sends her processed hands to reduce longing, and sometimes also Lasmi visited Jova but still, still, it always adds new wounds.
Felix himself on the sidelines of his busy life he always took the time to visit his wife. Not infrequently also Felix visited Jova because he wanted to eat together, share stories and also know the condition of Jova.
[Can you come to the hospital 'Towards Healthy', Your wife is sick.] It was a message sent by one of the women's prison officers who became the place where Jova was detained.
(Please, sorry for the case can not be too detailed especially the pa-sal carrier because the author just got a love letter from N-T afraid in the sense there is an element of sara and hate speech, he said, so the story in the jendara is taken thinly)
Felix's body immediately shook violently, he did not expect that yesterday he met with Jova in a state of unsanitary. "It's only fitting that yesterday she seemed to be lethargic, not yet Jova's body getting thinner," Felix murmured as he prepared to head to the hospital.
"Zen, you please replace my work well, the schedule is prepared by Sisil, for other work you can ask Sachi for help. Jova is sick I will accompany her in the hospital" Felix said with a visibly anxious face.
"Huh, what's the pain Jova is?" arzen asked no less panicked because, this has entered the trial, only four times the judge's hearing can determine his decision.
"If I had known, I wouldn't have worried like this. I don't even know what he's sick of" Felix replied, giving a sharp look at his pretentious assistant.
"If so go, and about work just calm, can I take care of it, and greetings to Jova hopefully soon recover. Perhaps he was too anxious about the trial that he was not aware of the quality of sleep and also of irregular eating. Not yet she's getting thinner." Arzen immediately took over Felix's job duties.
"Well, I thought so too. Sometimes he says fine, but in fact he's in his mind carrying a heavy burden."
Without waiting for a long time now Felix has left his office, and headed to the hospital where Jova is treated. his mind is increasingly unsettled, especially Jova is a closed person, who is a closed person, to tell you, he will be very careful.
"Jo, I hope you're okay. I'm sure you can get through this. You've been great holding on until halfway through. Now you have to be healthy and prove that this isn't all your will."
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Meanwhile somewhere else.
As soon as Felix came home, Jova who was a few days was not good to eat and her body was carefree to just spend her time with rest. He had asked for medicine to ward off the jubilant pain. From wind repellents and also paracetamol and coyo drugs, balms and wind oils. His body did not improve, either.
"Oh my God, why does my body feel so bad. Even Jova spent all night staying up late because of her unwell body.
This time his faith was tested again when he was sick like this but there was no one he could ask for help, only he tried to knead the nape of his neck and rub his stomach wrapped around it as if something was massing his bottom.
Again, as in the evening, this morning Jova also missed her sarapanya, on the grounds of her stomach is not good, just sleeping and sleeping while praying when she woke up she will be healed, he said, but unfortunately, it did not heal either. It was precisely during the day that he felt that his body was getting wrong. His body felt all the pain, and also a very cold as if he was in a refrigerator.
Brugh...!! Jova fainted, when she was just about to be examined. A body that is too weak is taken to the hospital. Quite the woman's laughter slumbering in her sleep (Fainting).
By massaging her temple Jova also slowly opened her two eyeballs, where her eyelids felt very heavy, and also the objects around her as if they were spinning.
"What's going on with me, why is my body all sick?" jova asked as she held her shoulder and half-pitched in addition to aches there was also a sense of pain, as if she had just fallen from a tall building.
"Have you come this month?" ask the doctor who just handled Jova.
The woman recalled, and after that Jova shook her head. "I don't think I've come to the moon yet, what does it mean to me..." Jova did not continue her words, her heart was sliced back. To imagine it Jova did not dare.
"Yes you're pregnant, now it's four weeks, and that means your pregnancy has been running for a month" replied the doctor, call it doctor Evi. Jova shook her head slowly, her tears falling along with the tightness in her chest. Well, she never thought that she would get pregnant.
"Why can I get pregnant Doc, why is she present at a time when the situation is not right. Why not if I am free. If I am found guilty and remain in custody, what does it mean that I will give birth and take care of my child?" jova asked with a broken cry.
Doctor Evi rubbed Jova's back which shook violently. "This is sustenance, and sustenance comes not knowing when it will happen, it can be in a state like this you are experiencing. You must be sure that this is the sustenance that God sent for you and your husband" replied doctor Evi, in a gentle tone to strengthen Jova.
"Does my husband know I'm pregnant?" asked Jova again, still with the rest of the crying.
Doctor Evi shook her head slowly. "Yet, but now your husband is coming here."
"If so please don't tell me first about my pregnancy, Doc. Please keep this pregnancy a secret." Glassy and red eyes were visible from both eyes of Jova who continued to plead.
"Why, this is happy news, your husband must be happy to hear this news. The prison guard said your husband is very attentive to you. Why do you want to keep this pregnancy a secret?" ask Evi's doctor with a disapproving face.
"I know Doc, that's why I don't want to tell you this happy news first. I don't want my husband to worry about me and my son. I don't want to add to the load. Now that she's still trying to accept this fate especially if she finds out I'm pregnant with her child, she'll feel more guilty. I don't want him to think too much about me and get sick from lack of rest. Now that my husband still uses sleeping pills so he can rest, without those drugs he's hard to sleep well." Jova told me everything Arzen told her about Felix's condition.
Doctor Evi inhaled a deep breath, and exhaled it slowly. "Well, I know you're in your position and your husband's, but you slowly have to tell the truth, and also you don't get too stressed, because it will have a bad impact on your pregnancy."
Jova nodded weakly. Children are sustenance, many in the other hemisphere many are struggling to get a baby, but Jova actually did not expect his presence. He was too afraid that he would raise his baby in prison. His fate alone he did not know what it would end like, but instead God put a life in his womb.
"I'm sorry, Mom, son. Not that Mother does not love you, but for a while Mother will hide your presence from your father." Jova rubbed her still flat stomach. A faint rumble rang out again, perhaps by crying the tightness in his chest would disappear. Perhaps by crying his throat would be a little more relieved.