
Life is not about finding ourselves but how to create our true selves.
This morning at 04:00 Khansa woke up to perform dawn prayers, Khansa turned her head to the side to look for Kalandra but she was not in bed. Khansa was worried about not seeing Andra next to her.
Khansa looks for her in the bathroom but nothing, Khansa gets more panicked, Khansa is afraid if anything happens to her husband, she said, Khansa looks for him in the prayer room but there is nothing and Khansa comes out of the room to Kenan's room which happens to be nobody because Leo is staying at his friend's house.
Khansa opened Kenan's room slowly, fearing that her husband would not be there either.
When Khansa opened the door of Kenan's room, she was shocked, her heart was slashed to see Kalandra sitting on Kenan's bed and crying without a sound.

Khansa did not dare to go up to her and rebuke her, but Khansa was not strong enough to see her cry either, eager to feel Khansa enter and embrace her crying husband.
Khansa took a deep breath to calm herself down and ventured to approach her husband.
Khansa hugged Kalandra tightly so that she could feel comfortable and could let out all her pain.
“A, I miss Kenan, this house is quiet without him I miss my son.” Kalandra said while crying.
Hearing her husband's words, Khansa realized that Kalandra loved Kenan very much. Kalandra who had been cold, Kalandra who rarely had time to play with her son because he was busy working turned out to have a very deep affection for her son.
Khansa touched Kalandra's cheeks to wipe away the tears that had soaked her cheeks and looked into her eyes.

“You know mas? Yesterday when you were slapped and insulted in front of a lot of people, my heart ached, they didn't know what you'd been through while raising Kenan, how can you divide your time to work and nurture Kenan, how do you overcome the talk of people who mock Kenan for not having a mother. I was upset until I slapped that woman who turned out to be Ryan's mother. Am I wrong mas?” khansa asked with teary eyes.
Kalandra shook her head and smiled at Khansa.
“Maybe you think what you did yesterday was right and you feel annoyed because mama Ryan insulted me, but I think you are wrong dear. You knew? I know you as a kind-hearted Khansa and never hurt anyone, but seeing you like yesterday I feel annoyed with myself and blame myself for making you that angry and hurting someone.” Kalandra.
“No mas, it's not your fault. I'm sorry for doing that mas.” Khansa was full of regrets.
“It's okay baby, I just don't want to get your hands dirty for hitting someone who is not important at all.” Kalandra.
Khansa smiled at Kalandra and invited her to pray.
After the Kalandra congregational prayer back to sleep in Kenan's room, sedangkah Khansa prepared breakfast as usual.
Since bi Rini had prepared all the pgi breakfast, Khansa went to the backyard and saw the rabbit.
“*Normally Kenan who always feeds these rabbits*.” Khansa Batin.
Then suddenly Khansa remembered to contact Hani.
That morning in the dark warehouse there were only Hani and Kenan, because Robert was going to the office to work.
“Tante, please release Kenan. Kenan is afraid here, Kenan wants to go home” said Kenan who had started to limp.
Hani pityed to see Kenan who had been limp and his clothes were shabby, he did not have the heart but he was also afraid of Robert.
“Pardon aunty ya Kenan, but aunty can not release you.”
“Tante, please call mami tell mami to pick up Kenan here.”
Suddenly there is a number that is not known call to Hani's phone.
“Who is this?” batin Hani then raised his phone.
“Halo..” says the woman on the phone
“This who?” ask Hani.
“A, what do you mean? I don't understand what you're saying!”
“Hani, a mother's premonition is never wrong, I know Kenan is with you. Aren't you going to be a mother too? Then how can you be a mother if you separate a child from his mother. Please I want to go back with my son I beg.”
“T, can't.”
“At least let me hear my son's voice and make sure he's okay. I beg.” Khansa Pinta.
Hani who initially hesitated until finally pointed her phone to Kenan's ear.
“H,,hello?” said Kenan who doesn't know who's on the phone.
“Halo darling, son mommy. This is my dear mom.” said Khansa who was happy to hear Kenan's voice.
“Mami!!! Mami Kenan kangen mami, here dark mom, Kenan scared.” Shouted Kenan.
Hani tells her to shut up for fear of being caught by the guards outside the warehouse.
“How are you doing, baby? Did that aunt feed you?”
“Dine is fine mami.”
“Darling, listen to mom you just have to say yes or no, understand?”
“Iya.”
“Are you in a warehouse?”
“Iya.”
“Is there anyone other than aunt who's on the phone?”
“Iya.”
“Is that person female?”
“No.”
“What when Kenan was kidnapped they closed Kenan's eyes?”
“No.”
“Oke, means Kenan knows the area right? Is it close to school?”
“Iya”
“Is there water noise around that warehouse?”
“No.”
“Well baby, we talk not much time. Mami and papi will soon find your whereabouts and pick you up there. Don't cry baby, if you cry they will torture you even more. Mami and papi dear Kenan.”
“Kenan also dear mami and papi.”
After that Hani immediately turned off the phone without saying anything more.
“Tante can only help you get there, the rest depends on how your parents search for your whereabouts.” Hani.
After calling Hani and talking to Kenan, Khansa's heart calmed down as her son was fine.
Khansa wanted to tell her husband about Kenan's whereabouts, and how shocked Khansa was to see her husband in front of her.
“Mas? When have you been there?” ask Khansa.
“Whose phone are you? You talked to Kenan baby?” ask Kalandra who did not answer the question from Khansa.
“So I called Hani mas because I know if Hani has anything to do with this, it turns out Kenan was there with Hani.”
“Then how is it? Is she okay? is he scared? Is he starving?” kalandra asked Khansa a question.
“Mas calm down first, I already know the information of Kenan's whereabouts. Kenan is in a warehouse near his school. We have to find warehouses near the school that no one can see.” Khansa.
Immediately Kalandra wrote all the information obtained by Khansa. Khansa wants to go straight to the warehouse itself but is being held back by Kalandra.
“Darling, too dangerous if we look for it ourselves, we need the help of others, and we also have to completely ensure the warehouse used to secure Kenan.”
Khansa's mind was really upset, Khansa was too happy to get news from her son to ignore the danger that would befall her.
“But mas, I want to quickly pick up our son.”
“Take it easy, soon others come and we will make a strategy to save Kenan.” said Kalandra calmed his wife.