Marrying a Blind Man
That's how I hate me

"If you refuse it by force Papa and Mama will kick you out and cross your list of names on the family card." Threaten Mama by looking hard at me.

I was fixated on a thousand languages, a heartache I felt unequaled. Digesting all these heart-wrenching words, for the sake of mission. Your child should be a victim of your selfishness.

Papa steps up to me and hugs me, "Kia Papa please be very, help us son?" He nodded with a beautiful face.

"Bah, Mah. Is there no other way to find a solution? Why should I be the one you guys betrothed to?! And why don't Brother Andin just get married," I refuse by holding back the anger that can explode at any moment.

"God! You self-destructive child! Just once did we ask for help from you You have dared to reject it?!" Scream Mama with a look of shame on me. As if it would eat me alive.

"You should be grateful for the love we gave you until we sent you and now you! We also want to finance the needs of your daily life and college. Basic child less aj*r!" Annoyed again.

"Mah! Why should I! I'm sorry to have troubled you, and I didn't ask to be born to Mama!" My yelling.

"Why does everyone hate me so much what's my fault?" hicks.... Kiara cried a hiccup between them none to calm Kiara down. What kind of family are those who are willing to sell their children to others for the sake of momentary satisfaction.

"I'm sorry I gave birth to you! If you know that you will defy Mama, have I dumped my womb for a long time? But Papa you forbid it" he said with a disappointed face. 

I who heard honesty from Mama made a surprise instead of playing.

'Oh Allah, so since I was not born even though they did not want me to exist? Alright I will accept this matchmaking for the sake of my service to you guys so that you guys are happy? But what's the reason Mama almost dropped the contents what's the truth?' Kiara is burning to strengthen the heart.

"Well, if that makes you happy?" I answered with a stammer.

"Think I should just use muscle!" My mother looked at me with hatred for me.

I feel like I want to ask you what happened to Mama who always said she wanted to kill me in her womb. But this is not the right time for me to ask.

Papa heard the agreement immediately threw a smile at me, "thank you Kia? You are indeed a child that Papa can rely on," he said with a twinkle smile clearly there was happiness again that had dimmed before I agreed to the matchmaking earlier.

They will thank me, if his wish is achieved but if I refuse it then what will come out is the insults and insults that I will get.

"But Papa has to explain everything about the story of Mama's past that almost aborted me first? I beg Pah," I looked at him with a begging face.

Duars…….

Like lightning in broad daylight, I who heard the confession of my father instantly beat my heart as if to stop my breath clenched my tongue mute, do not feel these tears have soaked my cheeks.

"Well, don't talk like that again. Sorry I'm Pah." I hugged his old body.

"Are you ready to get married!" 

"Yes Pah!"

I nodded quickly and convinced Papa that I was willing to marry Papa's choice even though the man was blind I was sincere. These tears are reluctant to stop and continue to release warm water.

"Are they coming here tomorrow? So Papa asks you to be friendly to welcome the arrival of your future husband and his family understands!" His words by passing left me who was still faithful standing with tears.

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I looked at my face in the mirror reflection, is there something wrong with this face? So that my mom hated me so much that she didn't know why, I murmured.

Suddenly Brother Andin came into my room and put down a modern kebaya for me to wear tomorrow.

"Tomorrow this dress! Actually I do not sincerely give this dress let alone I have never worn it. If it wasn't Mama who told me to give it to you, I wouldn't!" He grumbled with a cynical smile.

When Brother Andin was about to come out he turned his body and looked at my face and said.

"Tomorrow don't do anything! Moreover, there is a intention to escape! I'm not afraid to kill you!" Threaten him again by putting on a fierce face and passing by closing the door loudly.

BRAKKS

Makes me surprised to see the attitude of Brother Andin who I think he loves me but in fact the same with Mama and papa, the same, I rubbed my chest Abaghfirullah I hope in the future I get happiness after what happened to me.