
Soraya sat quietly on top of her closed bathroom. She looked at the pregnancy-testing device that showed two lines there. Now how will he react? The doctor had said that she would have a hard time getting pregnant, but how could she be pregnant now? Should he consider this a miracle? Or should she be ashamed of being pregnant without a husband?
How will he tell his mother and father? How will she confront society with her pregnancy? Actually Soraya could have aborted the womb in her way, but what if later she could not get pregnant at all? Clearly the baby she was carrying was the son of a jerk who had held her captive and abused her mercilessly. For months she never had sex with Jordan again, with Kendra also already impossible because after leaving Kendra she still came months.
Soraya got up slowly, she came out of the bathroom with a face that could not be described anymore how the mimic. He sat on the edge of the bed, slowly laying down his body in a tilted position. She cried silently considering how happy she was a few months ago. She has both parents who are always smiling and looking at her warmly, she has a good husband like Kendra, she has a sweet and fun stepdaughter like Ana, he also had a younger brother who always admired him, but his selfishness and labile attitude made him lose it all. True, his parents still pay attention and love him no matter how much injury he inflicts on them. But what about his little family? Already lost, Ana has also been looking at him hatefully lately. Kendra who used to look at him lovingly and gently turned very cold and kept her distance. Moana, her beloved sister is now her enemy and begins to keep her distance. Regretfully, she truly regretted messing up her life so great and perfect. He even leaves Jordan trapped with no choice, and only follows his wishes.
" I'm sorry........ " Soraya said softly while crying.
Now that he realized that if he had made a lot of mistakes, he had already hurt a lot of people, and in the end he was so regretful. So how could she hurt her own baby-to-be? He's innocent, right? She had no other choice because she could not choose from whom she was born, nor could she choose a real mother right? Maybe she is not a good woman, but that does not mean she will continue to be bad especially for her own child, right?
" Soraya, what's wrong? "
Soraya was stuck, she suddenly woke up from her position because she was surprised by the voice of her father who was so close to her. My God, it was so late in grief that he didn't realize his father had come into the room and looked at him with a bitter look.
" father? "
His father Soraya slowly sat down beside Soraya, rubbing Soraya's head slowly and gently as well as the look in her eyes.
" What's up? Why are you crying? "
Soraya shook her head, the problem of regret that he felt his father of course already knew because a few days ago he had told everything he felt to his Father and Mother directly. But regarding her pregnancy she was too afraid to tell because she could not face the disappointment of the faces of her Father and Mother later.
Father sighed, he grabbed Soraya's hand and grasped it gently.
" Soraya, from now on don't hide anything from Dad and Mom, huh? We know we've made a lot of mistakes as parents for you, but please involve us when you're having a hard time, let us help as much as we can so that we do not die with regret for ignoring our son's grief. "
Soraya shook her head while crying. He kissed the back of his father's hand, hugged him tightly. Now all Soraya has is her Mom and Dad, only the two of them are always supportive, understanding and encouraging and keep reminding when she makes a mistake, so how could he accept when his parents died?
His father Soraya kissed the head of his daughter, indeed he once felt tremendous annoyance to Soraya, but his conscience as a father refused to hate his own biological daughter. He could not ignore his son under the pretext of giving life lessons, he could not bear to see his daughter crying, his hands automatically wiped away his son's tears as they trickled down, she said, then spread out her hands with a loving gaze to keep her daughter tightly and warm.
" Soraya, promise to tell us all your problems, let us help you as much as we can? "
Soraya distanced her body, she looked at her father's two eyeballs that looked shady, warm and loving just like before as if Soraya had never hurt him.
" Dad, I, "Soraya came back crying making her speech pause.
" It's okay, son. Just tell me, let Mom and Dad help you? "
" Dad, me, I was pregnant with a boy who abused me back then, Dad. " Soraya's tears broke and her mother, who was waiting outside, shut her mouth tightly, did not want Soraya to hear her crying there. Broken down? Yes, of course, her heart was broken, not crying over her daughter's pregnancy which means being pregnant without a husband, but she was crying over her daughter who must have suffered so much with all this.
" Be calm, son, it's okay. Calm yourself. " Dad hugged Soraya again, she could have looked tough, but once she hugged Soraya she cried without a sound. Devastated and in terrible pain, share in the hot iron pound all over his body to see the misfortune of his daughter. Karmic problems, of course Soraya is undergoing her karma by losing many things that she used to waste, now also have to live life as a pregnant woman without a husband. They will of course accept whatever happens to Soraya, they will certainly take care of Soraya, also take care of the baby later. But will Soraya be able to face the people out there? Will Soraya face the scorn that will make her worse in the eyes of the community after the issue that she divorced some time ago has not been resolved?
" Soraya, my good daughter, trust me everything will be fine. Father and Mother will take good care of you, we will always be there for you as long as God has not asked us to return to him. "
Soraya tightened her embrace, of course she knew her father was also crying because his voice trembled as he spoke. But he was really touched by how airy his chest was a father who some time ago he hurt his heart.
" Dad, is this because I made a mistake and became a bad woman some time ago? " Tanya Soraya was endlessly crying.
" Stop to talk like that, I just know every living human being will experience sadness and happiness. You just have to learn from your mistakes, don't repeat them, and keep learning to get better every day. "
Seriate.