
Ana was silent to let her tears fall down her thin cheeks. Sometimes there are times when he is so sensitive, his heart can sometimes be so firm, strong, hard invincible as steel. But, he who is only an ordinary human, plus his young age also sometimes loses control over himself.
Before meeting Soraya, he was very envious when he saw the mother and child, he always prayed in the morning, afternoon and night so that God gave Mother like most children in general. He thought luck was always on his side because in fact God presented a very good contact mother like Soraya.
As time went on, and everything that happened this really made his heart break, crumble, shapelessly shatter. Given how innocent Soraya was when talking about her relationship with Jordan, it was clear that she could judge that her father had no meaning at all. He may accept the suffering that happened to him, but he still continues to refuse to see his father hurt. He was afraid, afraid that his Father would be so sad, he was afraid that his Father would commit a life-threatening reckless act, he was afraid that he would not be able to see his Father's smile again, he was afraid he could no longer feel the warmth of a father's embrace.
Ana lowered her gaze of interest to his hand. He slowly opened his hand, and saw a pendant open and there was a photo of him. Photo of a woman who is very young, innocent face without makeup is smiling, she looks happy with the school uniform still attached to her body. She is Ana's biological mother, the woman who in her teens had given birth to her, and that is why she died.
" Mom, sometimes I blame myself. I'm evil for taking your life, I took your youth, I was present at the wrong time. I was also angry with myself, and then considered all this to be punishment for me. " Ana sobbed tightly grasping the pendant containing her mother's photo.
" Dad must have had a lot of trouble, right? Dad must have suffered from having to raise me by myself, right? You two are orphans, so how could I not be angry with myself and all this? " Anna wiped away her tears even though she couldn't stop crying.
" Can Soraya's mother not just be loyal to Dad alone? Is it hard for him to live with one man? Wouldn't he think of Dad's feelings if he knew about it? I love Soraya's mother so much, but why did Soraya's mother treat her like a clown that she could play with an axe? Dad said Soraya's mother was a good mother to me, but why would a good mother hurt us? "
Jordan clenched his hands tightly until it trembled. How could he bear to hear that? Of course he was well aware that he was the one who caused Ana's grief. Actually from the beginning he realized that what he was doing was wrong, but he did not think that far. How Kendra and Ana feel, how painful it is for them to love Soraya too much as part of their lives. As soon as Jordan could not hold back her tears, she immediately wiped her face as she did not want to cry, and this was also not the time to cry. He admitted that he really wanted Soraya, but now he really had to think twice about continuing the relationship as far as they planned.
Ana again sobbed, and this was stronger than before. Jordan, the man could no longer bear to hear Ana's sobs, he immediately walked up to Ana, and hugged her.
Bugh! Bugh! Bugh!
As soon as Jordan hugged her, Ana immediately distanced herself, hitting Jordan's chest many times with a feeling of sadness and anger mixed into one. Jordan doesn't reply, he just lets Ana hit him as much as she wants because she hopes it can ease her grief a little bit.
" You shouldn't show up in the middle of my Mom and Dad! You shouldn't have made my mother fall in love! You should stay away when you know she has a husband! Why are you a jerk?! You motherfucker! "
Jordan grabs Ana's hand for her to stop immediately. It was not that she could not bear the pain anymore, but that she was afraid that Ana's hand would hurt. Jordan immediately pulled Ana's body for her to hug tightly. Actually she realized that she was not the one Ana wanted to embrace her, but her heart was the one that led her to do so.
" I hate you and him! You guys really made me unable to calm down, you guys really hurt both of us heartlessly! " Say Ana was upset as she cried, but she also no longer distanced herself from Jordan or rebelled. Long enough Ana cries in Jordan's arms, until Kendra and the worried Soraya catch up with them, and see how they embrace like Jordan is strengthening Ana. Seeing that Kendra was a little calm, and felt that Jordan was a good man who would treat her daughter well.
" Dear, I'm happy to see them having such a good relationship. " Say Kendra to Soraya.
Soraya clenched her hands withstanding the resentment and disappointment.
" yes. " Soraya said, who doesn't care much about what Kendra said.
Not wanting to disturb Kendra brought Soraya back to where she was. Arriving there, Soraya wanted to go to the bathroom, and Kendra who was a husband would want to accompany his wife because it was dark. But unfortunately Soraya insisted on refusing, so Kendra had no other choice living there.
After Soraya's departure, Kendra who was alone finally pulled out her phone, opened her social media page, and saw her school friends used to upload some photos. He smiled reading their funny captions, until one of his friends uploaded a photo to commemorate the wedding day with his partner starting from being on a date in a romantic place, and when in a jewelry store he saw a familiar figure behind them that was accidentally photographed. He was Soraya, with a man who only saw his back as they stood face to face. Soraya wrapped her hands around the man's back with a beautiful smile and a happy face.
Greb!
Kendra clutched her phone, clenched firmly hoping that the woman in the photo was not Soraya and was just similar. But, as soon as she saw the circular bracelet in Soraya's hand, the bracelet she gave Soraya as their second wedding anniversary gift, Kendra became increasingly agitated in disappointment.
" It's impossible, right? " Smurm Kendra still doesn't want to believe it.
As soon as she exited her social media app, she tried to calm herself down for a while for not wanting to be wrongfully accused, and made Soraya disappointed in her.
Seriate.