
Kendra looked at the two eyes of Soraya who looked backward surprised to look at her. If to be honest, this parting is not what Kendra wants, she just wants to be briefly indifferent to think well how she will undergo this marriage after the affair that Soraya did. She thought the affair was over, and she was even strengthening her heart to forgive, and naively she would stretch out her arms, opening her arms wide and holding Soraya, give her a place to return even though she also does not want to lie if her heart still feels pain. But, hearing Soraya's sentence that was so important that he was not happy with himself, suddenly the ego of a Kendra as in Sentil is strong until anger arises inevitable.
She has done everything, she does not care how difficult it is to balance the kindness of Soraya especially she looks to love Ana therefore she gives more as a thank you and reply and her right as a wife. Really very stupid, happiness in the marriage relationship apparently only Kendra dreamt of her own, even she was not sure if Soraya had been sincere once, he said, or even Soraya once liked it even if only for a moment.
Kendra sighed, maybe it was the fate of life that was required for her like this, even though she was not willing, her heart ached and wanted to beg to stay, she said, in fact, Kendra also cannot and does not have the right to curb a living human person who clearly has his own heart, has an ego that wants to be happy in his own way.
" Soraya, this divorce does make me sad, but I'm sure I'll never regret it later. You know why? " Kendra stared at both eyes of Soraya with a smile that was so clearly visible.
" I've done everything I could on purpose a husband. I give a living inner birth that I feel enough, I make you as happy as I can, I treat you with respect, with sincerity, because I regard you as one of my treasures, part of my world besides Ana. I consider you like a sun in my heart, I've done all you clearly feel it too right? Your family, I love them too, regard them as my own. If that treatment doesn't make you happy, I wonder what kind of treatment you want to feel and get from your partner? Do I need to be rude? Giving a living at will? Ah, but how can I read your mind? Anyway I can only shake my head in wonder at the reason you are not happy when you are with me, hopefully later you meet a man who can treat you as you want. "
Soraya was silent for a while, her two interlocked hands seemed to tremble. Though this is the response he wants to get from Kendra once he says the phrase solicitation divorce, but why when he heard it directly he was even disappointed? Her heart ached when Kendra said all the treatment was good for her and her family, she seemed claustrophobic unable to explain how she felt on her own. Strange, but he felt a sense of regret having said the invitation sentence
for divorce. Ah, no! So remembering the fear of losing Jordan, Soraya now feels like a refill of courage after a moment of lost.
" I'm grateful that you've treated me so well all this time, Kendra. I'm also very grateful that you love my family, treat them like your own. But, I want to be honest with you one thing, Kendra. I love another man, I love him so much, I'm afraid he's missing from me. He is the happiness I want, I am also sure he is what I need in this life, I want him more than anything. "
Kendra was speechless, her eyes reddened with tears in her eyes with her back hardened jaw holding back the sadness and anger into one. His fists trembled with the urge to hit something if Soraya wasn't there. She knew that Soraya was having an affair, but because her man said that Soraya never went to a suspicious place or met a stranger, especially a man, Jordan thought that the affair had passed.
Which heart does not hurt if the loving partner wholeheartedly clearly, firmly and confidently admits that he loves the other man, she said, soraya's words just now clearly show that the man is far more important than her. Perhaps, he was just dust if he was paired with the man, then how could he not be so beaten and sad? Though he had done many things, but the excessive love he gave in fact made himself very sick when the woman who was so loved even betrayed. So is loving so much that it is not to be done?
" You've been lying to me all this time, Soraya. I'm sure it's been a while, right? You cheated on me a long time ago, didn't you? " Kendra looked at both of Soraya's eyeballs with a demanding gaze even though she couldn't hide her red eyes holding back the cry.
Kendra chuckled, she made her tears fall because she no longer wanted to hold it back. He really felt that all this was ridiculous, the marriage between him and Soraya had been going on for five years, while Soraya had been having an affair for three years. How naive and foolish he was during those three years, he trusted Soraya so desperately but who was believed to have cleverly betrayed him to last three years.
" You're so great, Soraya. You were so good at hiding it from me. I'm afraid of you, I really didn't think that the woman I married and I took care of with all my heart, I thought everything to me was just a parasite, actually, useless trash that I foolishly thought was a lump of diamonds. "
Kendra got up from her seat after rubbing her face violently. He looked back at Soraya with a gaze that Soraya could not understand.
" Kendra, I'm sorry. " Soraya said and cried. Kendra had no idea what made Soraya cry.
" Calm down, Soraya. " Say Kendra who made Soraya become staring at him even though she did not stop sobbing. Kendra looked at her fingers, she took out a wedding ring that had been coiled around her ring finger these past five years.
" Let's put our rings together, and throw this wedding ring away. "
Soraya closed her mouth which still let out a sobbing sound. He looked at his finger, and he forgot that he had taken it off and he remembered putting it in the little bag he used to use. He got up from his position, took the bag, because it was difficult to find the results of some other items such as lipstick, lip balm, as well as others, Soraya poured all the contents of the bag.
Kendra glared in shock to find an object that she did not think would be used by Soraya. The contraceptive pill, the pill used to prevent pregnancy, even though Soraya had reasoned that fertility is not good, and Kendra foolishly believed and said that whatever Soraya's circumstances she would still love Soraya wholeheartedly.
Seriate.