
" Jordan, let's go back to what we used to be? My mother is recovering well, I promise soon we can live together forever, so don't falter and change. You also don't sleep with Ana anymore, I promise I'll meet your needs as a man, so let's just be like we used to, Okay? "
Jordan looked at Soraya with a flat gaze. He really did not understand what made Soraya think that way. Yes, he does love Soraya, the desire to live together is still strong. But, why did Soraya this time look so selfish?
" You forbid me to sleep with Ana, can I forbid you to sleep with Kendra? "
" It's impossible! You know Kendra's my husband now, Jordan.
" What's the difference then? Isn't Ana my wife too? "
Soraya was speechless and could no longer answer, her eyes seemingly unfocused by looking to the right and to the left. True, Ana is indeed his wife, but her heart still hurts when she remembers Jordan and Ana that morning, plus seeing Jordan and Ana continue to join hands like a loving couple.
" Okay, Jordan. You can sleep with Ana, but you can't love her. "
Jordan hardened his jaw, he endured so many feelings that he could not show in front of Soraya. All this time, Jordan was so concerned about Soraya's wishes, what Soraya said she would only nod so obediently, fulfilling her wishes, never forbidding anything Soraya wanted. He is so trying to be a man who can approach the perfect word for Soraya, and so Soraya prefers him over Kendra. But, after all that happened for how would he face all things if he and Soraya were to openly live together? His mother, father, younger sister, his extended family, the view of the community, all of that was really a concern of his own for him.
" Raya, can you not- "
" dear? "
Jordan and Soraya compactly turned their heads towards the source of the sound. She is Ana, yes! He realized there was a chance for them to meet. If it wasn't Irdan who was looking for that opportunity, then it would have been Soraya, and that was how it was before.
Ana, she smiled as she walked over to Jordan, slightly nudged half of Soraya's body and stood right beside Jordan which meant that she was also in a position facing Soraya. He smiled again, but this time the smile was really felt very pressing by Soraya.
" My dad's looking for you, meet him and help him first huh? " Say Ana to Jordan. No way to say no, Jordan without speaking immediately went from there and briefly looked at Soraya as if she was conveying something through her gaze. I don't know what he meant, it seems Soraya also doesn't understand because her eyebrows frown a little like a confused person.
Ana now looked at Soraya who was staring at her expressionlessly. Ana smiled, not because of the ground, but that smile seemed to demean Soraya, so Soraya reacted by looking at her a little dislike.
" Don't you feel too much? My dad's in this place, what if I see you hugging Jordan like that? "
Soraya swallowed her saliva with a seemingly unconcerned mimic. Actually you could say he has entered the stage of boredom, plus his mother is already in good condition, so she feels that there's no need to pretend anymore and lie to Ana and the world that she loves Jordan and wants to live with her.
" Mom, aren't you tired? "
This question made Soraya frown at Ana with a questioning look. In his heart he nodded and asked, What does that question mean? Tired up? Tired of what Ana meant?
" What do you mean by your question? " Soraya asked because she did not understand what Ana's question meant.
Ana smiled back.
" Are you not tired of always pretending? When you were with my father and me, you pretended to be so nice and happy, right? Always showing your pretty face and smiling, you always look at me like I'm your own daughter, you serve my father like you glorify him. You must have had a lot of sex with Jordan during the day, and then served my father at night too, right? Aren't you tired? Have you ever felt disgusted by yourself? You, did you ever think that you were so dirty? You, don't you feel you're so- "
Plaque!
Ana did not continue because she had a slap in her face. Soraya, the woman glared with roaring breath. For a while she persists with her anger, but seeing Ana's red cheeks she feels guilty and sorry. She wanted to grab the cheek, rub it and apologize, but Ana held back Soraya's hand that was almost up to her face.
" Don't touch my face again. " Anna brushed Soraya's hand away pretty strongly.
" I'm sorry, sorry, honey. " Soraya said with regret. Right, he was jealous of Ana whom he assumed had taken Jordan away from him. But, she also couldn't lie to her heart if she loved Ana. Whether it was as a sister, or as a child, but really her affection for Ana was real she felt.
Ana held back her tears when she saw Soraya crying regretfully. Honestly his heart felt pain too, his heart pounded with mixed feelings so that he himself could not interpret the feeling of what he was feeling at this time. Getting angry? Or disappointed?
" Please don't hurt my dad, he loves you so much. " Say Ana with a trembling voice held back her cries. Actually Ana still wants to say many things, like she loves Soraya, she is disappointed with Soraya who has betrayed her father also means betraying her.
Soraya shook her head unable to comply with Ana's request just now.
" I'm sorry, I can't do it. I'm sorry, I can't fulfill it. "
Seriate.