Marrying Mother's Mother's Mother
Chapter 85. Temporary Settlement

“Bell!”

Bara raised the squeezing body, carrying it into his arms. The panic made him forget the figure of Rissa who was crouched not far from where Bella lay, while massaging both soles of Bella's feet that paled.

“Honey, wake up Darling!” Bara patted softly both cheeks as white as cotton.

“Riss, please oil the eucalyptus,” pinta Bara, after realizing the figure of the brother-in-law.

Bara was gently rubbing eucalyptus oil on his forehead and around his nose, as his wife's eyelids slowly opened. Grazed a few times, until finally the tightly closed eyes split perfectly.

The first sight Bella saw was her husband's panicked face. Although the lips revealed a smile, but the worry was clearly printed on Bara's handsome face.

There is a warm feeling enveloped Bella's feelings for Bara's attention that looks sincere. However, a second later, he recalled all of Rissa's words. All that warmth disappeared, changing resentment.

“Let go of me, Mas!” pinta Bella, trying to push the burly body that was hugging her. Instead of moving away, Bara hugged her tightly.

“Riss, can leave us,” pinta Bara. Bella's unfriendly actions are enough to describe what her current wife is feeling. Plus since morning Bella has been out of the house, without waking up and serving as usual.

The sister-in-law according to. Slowly get into the house. Give her sister and husband space to speak from heart to heart.

“What happened to you, Bell. What's wrong with me. Just tell me, if I'm guilty, I'll apologize. If there's anything you don't like about my attitude, frankly. I will follow all your wishes,” Bara said. Gently, the man helps the still-squeezing body to sit up on the sofa.

“Drink first,” pinta Bara, grab a glass of water and thrust it on the wife. While waiting for Bella to finish her white water, Bara tidied her long hair that was broken into a mess and slipped it behind the earlobe.

A smile was etched on Bara's lips as she received the empty glass Bella had thrust on her.

“Your face why is it so pale? You didn't forget to take your vitamins, did you?” bara asked, stroking the soft cheeks like porcelain that he often smelled every night.

Bugh! Bella accidentally grabbed the couch cushion and hit Bara's face tight. Right now he needs an outlet for all the emotions he's been trying to contain since last night.

“What's up, Bell? Tell me, what's your problem?” persuade Bara back.

“I hate you! Hates you so much!” bella shouted in a loud voice. Rissa who was away in her room could hear Bella's screams.

Her hands were clenched, ready to hit her husband. And Bara, the man was silent, ready to accept all the scolding and swearing even if Bella wanted to hit him she received. Most importantly, Bella is fine.

“I'm sorry, tell me what's my fault,” Bara said, after Bella calmed down.

The look on Bella's face changed, from an emotional one, angry now suddenly shed tears.

“After I give birth, I want us to part ways, Mas.” That sentence was spoken too. After a long time just floating in his mind.

Bara. Bella's words hit her feelings. Imagining having to separate, let alone having a child between them, it felt like it would not be able to.

In order to get divorced, you have to think hundreds of times. Though Brenda was clearly having an affair in plain sight. He saw himself, his wife sleeping with another man. The pain can no longer be described. Every time you remember that, you will still feel the same pain.

“No, I don't want to part,” reject Bara, bowed.

“For what do we survive, if our household relationship is not healthy?” Bella says.

Bella's tears trickled down, sliding down slowly past the cheeks. The decision to part is tough, but it may be the best. They both feel no pain.

“My answer, Mas .. maybe after this I can consider your request earlier.” Bella says. After a long time of thinking, it might be worth giving Bara a chance to defend herself. Hearing the answer that had been curious all along.

“What? What you want to know. I'll answer whatever it is.”

There is little hope, hopefully there is still a chance. Bara did not want to fail again, had to divorce for a second time.

“What Mas still loves Mbak Brenda?” ask Bella. Rissa's story, making her curiosity so great, splashed the flames of jealousy in her heart.

I smiled, not intending to answer at all. It's not heavy, but every time he opens the story, his wounds will gape back. Call it weak, but in reality he used to love too much, to forget himself and missed sick once had to separate.

“You already know my past stories, don't you, Bell?” ask Bara.

Bella nodded.

“Is there still a reason for me to love him?” Bara asked back. His eyes were fixed on his wife who was still busy crying.

“You saw for yourself 'how we met the other day. You know all my household stories first,” continued Bara again.

“If you are not in love .. why .. why ...." Bella could not continue her words. The prestige still controlled him. She does not beg for love for her husband.

“Why don't I want to love you? Why don't I fall in love again? That's what you want to ask me, right?” Bara cut.

Bella is back. Shame, like getting caught. Is it selfish, demanding Bara to love him? Though he knew clearly from the beginning, their marriage happened because of what. However, he cannot lie. His heart is like the hearts of other wives. I also want to feel loved by my husband.

“I love you. Love you so much.” Bara said, the tip of his index finger touched his wife's chin. Raising the face so as to look at him.

“I'm limiting myself to not loving like I used to love Brenda. I don't want to get hurt anymore. But that doesn't mean there's another woman I love. There's no one. My life is just you, Issabell and our baby,” explained Bara again. His hand rubbed his wife's stomach.

“But, Mas.”

Bella could not continue her words. Bara has hugged him listen closely.

“Do not cry. Don't think the no-no. In here is my baby, I can't hurt you. I know the pain is cheated on, I cannot give you the same wound,” explained Bara. His voice trembled violently, enduring the turbulent taste in his chest.

“I'm sorry. If you accidentally hurt you. I still have feelings. You are not only my wife, but also the mother of my son.”

Bella budging. Can't speak. He came back. Either his heart can calm down for how long. His emotions were up and down at this moment, his mind branching out everywhere. Sometimes she believed Bara, but there were times when she suspected her husband.

“We're home. If you don't like me, expose me. If you have any questions about me, ask me directly. We don't know what kind of heart people are. He could have been sincere in helping you, but he could have hit you,” Bara said.

“Household problems, solve inside the house. Other people have no right to interfere, because they actually know nothing. The house is only husband and wife. Even sometimes we have to hide a lot of things from children,” continued Bara again, glancing towards the inside of the house. Rissa was standing up, quietly eavesdropping on their conversation.

Bara can breathe freely, while still being able to persuade Bella. Tomorrow who knows, it could be his wife will explode again.

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