Marrying Two Widows
Choices

Gista saw the road across which was jammed from the bus. So many cars lined up and the noise he heard. Her tears began to trickle down imagining her husband. She also sees the shadow of Azura between her and her husband.

"I think it's easy to go through polygamy, it's hard. I haven't been able to share my husband with another woman. When I needed it, it turned out that Azura also needed it" Inner Gista.

"Mas Rafka if it was in High School I was more sensitive, maybe I was the only one who had you" said Gista.

Mba Siti's voice called Gista.

"His, sir" said Mba Siti.

"What's Mba?" ask Gista who did not really hear Mba Siti talk.

"Mr Rafka, Nya" said Mba Siti pointing towards Rafka who walked over to Gista.

Gista looked towards Rafka who was approaching him. Mba Siti moved to another chair, letting her Master sit next to his wife.

"Where are we going?" ask Rafka.

"I want to go back to Mas village" said Gista.

"If so I come" said Rafka.

"You're with Azura, don't you love her more" said Gista.

Gista looked very disappointed and angry. Rafka can see the way he talks and see it.

"Dear you're jealous?" ask Rafka.

"Yes, I'm jealous Mas, you're always there for Azura, then for me?" said Gista.

"We solve this problem at home, baby" said Rafka.

"No need, I want to go Mas" said Gista.

Rafka escorts Gista out of the bus. He walked to his car parked on the side of the road.

"Letas Mas, I want to go home" said Gista.

"We go home first, baby, it's not good to talk outside" Rafka said.

"Take off.I want to go, I'm disappointed with Mas" said Gista while patting Rafka's chest.

Mba Siti just poking around behind Rafka. He dared not say anything. Both of his employers are having problems, Mba Siti does not want to interfere.

Rafka puts Gista in the car. Then he drove his car back to Arian's mansion. Along the way Rafka and Gista just kept quiet. Because it stuck its journey until it took quite a long time. They arrived at Arian's mansion at 10 a.m. Rafka carries Gista to her room. As she climbed the stairs, Azura approached the two of them.

"Mas, you guys home yet?" ask Azura.

"Dear, I went up first with Gista" said Rafka.

"Yes Mas" said Azura.

Rafka and Gista went into their room. Rafka sits Gista on the sofa. Gista was still furious at Rafka. Inadvertently Azura heard the conversation between the two of them from the door of the room that had not been closed tightly, at that time Azura wanted to bring Rafka and Gista warm tea.

"Byhati Mas there are only Azura and Azura, even your time is almost all for Azura, I am where Mas is?" said Gista.

"It's a shame that I'm sorry if it was late to come to the villa" said Rafka.

"I know, you must have been with Azura all day, you were worried because she was pregnant" Gista said.

"All that is not true dear" said Rafka.

"I'm paralyzed and barren which is why you prefer to be with Azura than I am Mas" said Gista.

"No, baby, I love you both. Why would I catch up with you even though it is jammed completely if not because I love you" said Rafka.

"I don't care, I asked you to stay with me at the villa but did you choose to see Azura. Even though I only ask for your time a day Mas, even Azura has asked for your time long enough but you still prioritize it even though I ask you to go home" said Gista.

"Dear, listen to me. Yesterday Azura was held captive by the Barata family, they could have hurt Azura at any time, you know only I can take care of her, let alone me her husband. It is impossible for me to let my pregnant wife be persecuted" Rafka said.

"But you can return Mas even if a day, I miss Mas, I'm just a wife who wants to be with her husband occasionally" said Gista.

"I'm sorry baby" Rafka said.

"I've forgiven you before but if you repeat it again, you break Mas' promise" said Gista.

"So I had a meeting with a client instead of breaking a promise, when I caught up with you to the villa, jammed completely dear" said Rafka.

"Continue to reason" said Gista.

Rafka knelt down under Gista who was sitting.

"Well I'm sorry, honey, what do I have to do to make you forgive me?" ask Rafka.

"Mas I can't continue all this, I can't share a husband. If you love me, let Azura go. But if you love Azura let me go" Gista said.

"I can't choose, I love you both" Rafka said.

"Then let me go" said Gista.

"I can't let you go baby" Rafka said.

Rafka just fell silent, shedding her tears. He couldn't have chosen one of them. Moreover, Azura was pregnant while Gista was paralyzed. Rafka's dilemma, he can't say anything. Just bowing his head.

Azura who heard outside the door was crying. He feels bad about Rafka and Gista.

"Pity Mas Rafka and Gista" Inner Azura.

Azura went to her room. He put all his clothes in his suitcase. Then write a letter to Rafka.

"Tomorrow morning I have to decide all this, I don't want to see them hurt" Azura said.

Azura looks at the wedding photo with Rafka. She took the wedding photo with her right hand.

"Thank you for making me happy, I love you so much. But I want you to be happy. May you and Gista lead a new life without me" Azura said.

Evening changes in the morning. Rafka sleeps on the floor all night while Gista sleeps on a couch. Rafka wakes up Gista who is sleeping.

"Honey wake up..wake up..dawn prayers" said G.

Rafca.

Gista opened his eyes. He saw Rafka in front of his eyes. His feelings are still disappointed in Rafka he just kept quiet. Rafka carried him to the toilet for ablution and congregational prayers with him. After the Rafka prayer, apologise to Gista.

"It's a shame I'm sorry" Rafka said.

"Have you made your decision?" ask Gista.

"I.." said Rafka stopped when the door was knocked on Freya.

Tuk....

"Rafca...Rafca...Rafka.." said Freya calling Freya.

Rafka immediately stood up and walked to open the door of her room.

"What's up Mi?" ask Rafka.

"Azura was not in his room" Freya said.

"What's? Azura's not in her room?" rafka was surprised.

Rafka immediately ran out of the room towards Azura's room.

"Mas...Mas.." said Gista calling.

"Why the hell Mas? every time you hear Azura you always see her" said Gista increasingly disappointed.

Rafka enters Azura's room followed by Freya. He searched all over his room Azura was not around. Some of his clothes are also absent.

"Papi and Mami have been looking all over the room in this house but there's nothing. Even Papi and Luna are out looking for Azura" Freya said.

Rafka holds a letter that Azura writes to her that sits in a small closet in her room.

Dear Mas Rafka's

Assalamua'alaikum

You don't have to look for me. I don't want you to be confused about having to choose me or Gista. Let me go. Gista needs you more. I'm gonna raise our son. Someday when this boy grows up, he'll meet you. I want you to be happy with Gista, I realize that if we continue together it will hurt Gista continuously. I know you're a good person, thank you for giving me the chance to be with you and giving me a sweet memory. I love you Mas.

Azura Asifa's

Rafka cried reading the letter. He hugged the letter in his hand.

Freya holds Rafka's shoulder.

"You better find Azura. It may not be far" Freya said.

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Azura sat in the airplane seat while shedding tears. He had to leave Rafka and all the good memories with him. Suddenly beside her sat a mother who was embracing her.

"Where are you going?" ask the Goddess Mother.

Azura looked to the side. He saw the Goddess Mother.

Azura Langsun hugged Mother Goddess.

"Bu hik hik hik" Azura said in tears.

"Cry, maybe it can take away all your sadness" Azura said.

"Hik..hik..." Azura cried.

"Mom will come with you wherever you go, let me make up for all your mistakes first" Mother Goddess said.

Azura hugged her mother tightly. There was at least a place for her to complain and lean back as she cried.

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Five years later the next episode continued.