
“ alright, this is mommy and papa's room key. I deliberately booked a VIP for you guys. While Aldista is next to my room and Damien.” said Arnold who actually paid for a room for our family.
“ you didn't pay for my room, brother?” asked Nicholas who looked envious.
“ haven't you paid for your hotel room? And after all you've been working, be proud because you paid for your own hotel room.” Arnold said pressing the elevator button to the floor where his room is.
“ papa, can you play chess?” ask Arnold.
“ can, why?” ask papa.
“ what if we play chess, I happen to bring a chessboard?” ask Arnold.
‘ he won't be in my room?’ inner disappointed.
*🌜*
All right, since that guy isn't going to my room, I think I'm going to rush to bed early. Early early?
If this was usually in my own house - maybe I would have just fallen asleep at dawn. What the hell am I doing?
Of course spend quota nights. It would be a pity if it was not used, that's why I often reduce my sleep just to be able to enjoy the quota of the night. Either download videos, songs, and upload works. In addition to drawing, I also like to make up, mostly coming from dreams that I pour in the form of stories, some of my personal stories with names and places that I disguise.
I used to want to play cell phones too - we happened to be staying at a hotel and there must be a free internet network from the hotel, but since there was only a message from Dika because I suddenly decided to go to the Capital, I think I will turn on airplane mode and hurry to clean up and go to sleep.
Ah.., this is both annoying and embarrassing.
Every time I want a bloody moon or a week after a bloody moon I'll be so passionate. Even when I sleep accidentally my hands are agitated satisfying my own.
“ you need help?” ask a voice to surprise me.
“ Arn?” just about to squeal in surprise, my mouth was covered by a kiss from Arnold's lips.
I who was still half conscious, as well as being at the peak of passion instinctively could only reply to what Arnold did to me.
“ why are you here? Didn't you say you wanted to play chess with papa?” ask me if Arnold's lips give me a chance to take some air.
“ indeed, I had played chess with your father, unfortunately he lost continuously, finally mommy told me to continue playing chess tomorrow.” said Arnold. The man climbed into my bed and began to pick up my blanket.
“ you can't wait for me, hem? You even feel your own.” Arnold said showing his smirk smile and his hand began to get rid of my hand that felt mine alone then the man's hand began to feel mine.
“ a.., I didn't consciously do it, I was asleep-know?” shy say.
“ so?” arnold said once again showing his Smirk smile.
“ what if I help you, hem?” ask Arnold.
Even I haven't answered her question and she's already started kissing me. To be honest I know, what was delayed yesterday also frustrated him.
What he does always makes me feel good.
He always did as if without coercion in it - indulging my skin without making me suffer. Her soft, non-demanding game was like saying I was special and didn't want to hurt me.
Every time her skin touches my skin, I no longer feel good. For some reason, there was only a warm feeling that now filled my heart - making me want to mention his name in my release, making me want to mention all my feelings.
But I can't do it. It's not impossible, but I know I can't do it. I know.., this forbidden feeling must not be in my heart.
“ Ale?” it was a wonder Arnold when I pushed his body.
“ you don't know how my game is yet?” I said, this time I started pampering Arnold's skin, doing what the man was doing
to me. I don't want to indulge him and make me fall asleep, all I want is to keep my mind sane so I don't leak out my feelings.
*
“ why are you still in my room?” I asked when I saw Arnold still lying in my bed.
“ did you kick me out?” ask Arnold.
“ no..” I replied sitting in a chair close to the mattress.
“ or I can only be here when you want to? finished sweet-tight on the throw?” ask Arnold.
“ of course not, I just asked. I thought you'd come straight out.” I said in denial.
“ hey! I'm not your future ex-lover who's just by your side when you want to, after once you get it will immediately rush to invite you out or maybe always give an excuse to you why you can only get it out once.” said Arnold chuckled. I just fell silent.
Arnold, who saw me, was silent and stretched out his hand, like someone hugging someone.
“ come here.” said Arnold gently.
I don't want to fall asleep, I don't want to. But all her gentle treatment always made me forget. Unknowingly I approached, sticking my head to my favorite position. Her chest! I like hearing his heartbeat. Brings warmth. I also like to smell her body - making me feel calm.
“ does this have anything to do with the man?” ask Arnold gently.
“ what?” wonder I raised my face.
“ you look a lot of mind. Does this have anything to do with your boyfriend? Dika's? Did he terrorize you?” ask Arnold. I can only smile. This guy was always warm and thinking about me.
“ no.” my word again tightened my embrace. Arnold himself chose to use his arm to hug my shoulder.
“ I think all stepfamily is scary, evil, also arbitrary. However, facing you and mommy Berta tear everything down.” said I divert.
“ didn't I initially force you? I myself was quite surprised because you seemed to want it.” Arnold chuckled.
“ hey! Just realistic. I am a woman who needs adults. What else I never feel the pleasure of playing love.” said I do not want to lose.
“ yes. Yep. Yep. Don't blame me! Blame your guy who wasn't good at satisfying you!” taunted Arnold.
“ you mean; my future ex-man, hem?” ask me a little reply to the words of my stepbrother.
“ whatever. Indeed, when do you plan to end the relationship with him?” ask Arnold. I fell silent and changed my position to lie on his chest.
“ I don't know, I've said break up. But he always does not accept. I once said when preparing your birthday gift there was a fight with him, right? I also chose to break up - I mean to end my relationship with him, but 4 months later he was even angry because I was dating another man.”.
“ is the only way, yes like this, without saying anything we go leave him, he will not be possible to follow because I never said anything about my address in Bali.”.
“ I'm sure, you don't know where the address is either.” Arnold chuckled.
“ you're a bitch.” although I have to admit if I don't know the address. I only know the name of the village.
That night, for some reason the anxiety that kept filling my heart was filled with warmth again made me forget the worry I had felt earlier.
“ lucky that your ex-lover's not an important person, hem? That will tell all the secret forces to find where you are.” Arnold's god.
“ if he's an important person, it won't be possible for his life to be like this. Which because of the behavior of the buyer - already scared because it will be arrested by the police. He's a big-mouthed coward. The type of person who doesn't want to take risks to get better like him is not the type of person who can succeed. Forever he will walk in place.” I said at length.
Because that is how Dika is. He just said that he was never afraid, he even told me if he was not afraid of the buyer at that time - would call poilice or something..
but in reality, he came to my house, asking for my help on the grounds; if he was in prison his name would be tarnished; that is if he intended to apply for a job. Now he's an entrepreneur! People don't care if he's ever been in jail or not. All of his customers have never met him and do not know if he has been in jail.
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